Sunday, September 10, 2006

My Fault
Did I do it again?
Did I chase you away?
Did I say bad words
That made me pay?

Did I do something wrong?
So you hate me so?
What’s wrong with me?
Why’d you go?

What should I do?
I’m all alone
Nothing to see
No one to hold

It’s all my fault
I knew it was
I didn’t mean to
It was just because

So this is it
This is the end
I’m sorry
But goodbye my friend
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

For ever more (poem)
this poem was made for my Grandpa. He had heart sergery about a week ago and he's fine. so I made this to him to cheer him up. I'm worried about him, but I'm still happy to know he's okay.

Thinking of you everyday
Hoping you wont go away
In my heart you shall remain
Forever more not in vain

Wishing youe health is just fine
Keeping watch from the coner of my eyes
In my heart you shall remain
Forever more not in vain

Thank you now for all your gifts
For all your words for a wish
In my Heart you shall remain
Forever more not in vain

I wish you luck with you luck with the rest of your life
That you and me will stay tight
In my heart you shall remain
Forever more no in vain
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Thursday, August 31, 2006

2 days
Just 2 more days till the anime convention! omg! I totally just can't wait! I'm so excited I can't wait any longer! i have to just yell it out to the world! I CAN'T WAIT!! lol well that's about it for me. later all
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

oops? ^ ^
I'm really sorry I havn't updated for a while. I havn't been feeling to well lately so I've been taking it easy. I feel really bad right now but it'll pass in like a couple days or so. I'm sorry if I can't update as soon as I want/use to. I'll get updated as son as I can. Later all!
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I care for you? (poem)
this poem I made late in the night when talking to a depressed and emo friend. He said something and this is what came to mind. So I hope people like it

Your heart and soul
So cold and depressing
is that what make me so obsessed?
Your longing for death
is that a sign?
I guess you really are divine
You love to bleed
I really don't care
But when you do I get kind of scared
So tell me what's next
What will you do
Before I say good bye to you
Jump off a building?
Rip me a part
I don't care as long as you're in my heart
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

It's your fault (poem)
look at me
Tell me what you see
A knife in hand
A love that's bland
My bloody writs
you can not miss

look around
tell me what you found
walls covered in blood
the floors have mud
everything smells of something dead
theres a body under the bed

look inside
what's on your mind
is this my fault?
was this an asult?
what's with this tear?
is this fear?

one last look
at what you took
She lived in pain
her life was in vain
now say goodbye
to the love of your life
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

3 poems great
...that's is I give up! I'm growing up and not giving a care! anyway that's not the point. The point is that I have a new poem for all of you to read ^ ^

FALLEN ANGEL
White hair cascades down a gentle face
Silver eyes cry silver tears
Skin the color of procelain
and strawberry gashed
on her back from deadly lashes

Lips full and red
from razorblade kisses
She prays and wishes
but no one hears
not even the God she fears

Trying to get away
from the painful humiliation
lips part in silent agony

Locked up inside
pulling away from life
My fallen angel in the sky

BROKEN ANGEL
An angel sits in the decay of the world
iredescent wings, bloodied and torn
Bleeding eyes fall upon a broken heart
breast rise and fall with the labor of essence
a jagged razorblade embedded in her wrist
oozing pain and betrayal
Her midnight hair falls over a fragile shoulder
lips cracked and bleeding
a heavenly outcast umongst a world of sin
She is...
A broken Angel

GODDESS
Goddess of the moon
engulf me in the light
give me the power to make everything right

Goddess of the night
protect me with your shadows
so that I may roam in the darkest meadows

Goddess of fire
let me dance in your flames
Burn and blaze over the claims

Goddess of the water
let me swim within your pond
to share our sweet bond

Goddess of the wind
Cool be with your breeze
so that pollen may make me sneeze

Goddess of the earth
let my flowers grow
So many may whoa

Goddess of the light
always shine bright
and always stay within my sight
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   NOT COOL!!
IT'S TOMORROW!~ MY BIRTHDAYS TOMORROW! DUDE THIS IS NOT COOL!! I WANT TO STAY A KID FOREVER!! I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!!
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Monday, August 7, 2006

My birthday is in 3 days! yeah me!.....well glad that's over with. *sigh* I really really relaly! don't want to turn 14. my whole life will change and I don't want to it. It will be ever worse then it is now!! *sob sob*.........okay so that's what I think if any of you can change my mind then ok then, lets see what you've got to say about turning 14
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

Falling (poem)
My friend from deviantart wanted me to show people her poem. I love it so much it's so cute. If you want to leave a comment about it you can leave it here or if you have a DA account leave a comment with her. Her user name is ~GrotesqueDesireRisen and the poems called Falling


Petals fall from the stems
makeing crimson pools were they lay
Reminding me of the fateful day
When you took my life away
You left me broken and confused
Not knowing where to go or what to do

The day you left I knew it deep inside
as I looked at the swirls of color in your eyes
I knew this would be the day my heart died
As I watch your hair shade your lies
Salvation is never where the devil lies

The petals almost gone
as I lie one last time in your arms
staring into kind eyes
Now you've left me to die inside
with nothing left to hide
as I wipe the blood from the knife
you've plunged deep within the cavity of my life

One last kiss upon satin lips
as you push me aside
and watch me cry
to leave me broken and alone
and enjoy the silence of redemption.
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