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Friday, August 20, 2004

   I feel depressed, insecure, and I'm out of bologne.

. . .Hello, peeps. Yes, I feel depressed, insecure... which is really strange for me. Like I'm carrying the world on my shoulders, and I want to burst out in tears.... And I don't know why! I guess I'm just not in a good mood. PREPARE FOR SOME RANTING AND MAYBE SOME CUSSING. ::puts hard cap on::

First off, my best friend can't come into town for youth group due to the stupidest thing: a HAIRCUT! She can only get one after her dad gets off work and that's around 6:00... I am SO P.O.ed!!! ::sorry::

Then, last night I had to go to a meeting in which I felt absolutely miserable. And I got into the most idiotic, DUMB, argument with a friend about "singing right". (I'm not a worship team, and so we were practicing.) She was all, "I sing to the metronome" or however you spell it when I was just trying to keep on key and UGH!!! AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF... She ignored me the rest of the night, essentially. What is going on!?

Sorry... I know I'm bitching like heck. But I need to... I am about to break out in tears and I NEED to blog.

Today, I've been feeling off. One minute I am feeling okay but kinda blah and then the next minute I am sick to the stomach. Maybe it's just being a teenager.

And I have no support whatsoever... my mom gave me some advice, which no doubt helped a lot, but I feel like I'm all alone and everyone is against me.

Right now, it would suit me best to be a goth. Sounds soothing. I do hope with all my heart this vacation coming up will put my at rest.

I am going to drag myself to youth group though, hoping to have a good time since we are going to Sonic Burger afterwards. I know the Word of God will help me, too.

I'm out of bologne... I'M OUT OF CHOCOLATE!!!!!! ::screams::

Okay, now the tears are streaming down. My day is simple WREAKING HAVOC. Maybe a friend will call. That would be most appreciated.

Well, bub-bye now, and please send up some prayers. I so desperately seek some comfort.
- A VERY DEPRESSED RAYWING BLITZ


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