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Gender
• Female
Location
• Planet Earth
Member Since
• 2003-11-26
Occupation
• Professional Bishie Glomper/Fanfiction Authoress
Real Name
• Gabrielle

Personal

Achievements
• When I was 10, I ruled my world. But, I learned the ABCs of life, and let God take over.
Anime Fan Since
• About August 2003
Favorite Anime
• Gundam Wing, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, and am growing to like Yu-Gi-Oh!
Goals
• Publish a best seller, visit many countries in Europe, and become a better authoress!
Hobbies
• I really love LotR, and am a Tolkien expert. If you guys have any questions about LotR or Tolkien, leave it in my guestbook! I also love listening to music, eating, (tee hee...) and I'm obsessed with computers...
Talents
• I play some piano, write fanfiction, and the middle finger and the ring finger on my right hand are the only double-jointed fingers on both hands. Holy mother of God! Isn’t that some true talent slapped down for ya!

myOtaku.com: RayWing Blitz

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

I'm so emotionally drained. . .
. . .Hey guys.

I'm sorry for not posting sooner although it hasn't been a century since I gave you the news. Yesterday, I got into a fight with my mom, but I said I was sorry and things are okay again. We're leaving in 2 days for vacation, and I can hardly wait. My life for the last week has been purely heck. I am so extremely depressed. So emotionally drained. So emotionally EXHAUSTED.

The one thing that makes me cheerful, and makes me smile is when I talk with friends, face to face or net buddies.

Well, here's a poem in honour of Britt. I loved her so much. It's based on what was happening in her life.

As soon as I reached my sixteenth year,
My life started to rip apart and sear.
I found out that you, my twin and best friend,
Were sick and could never run again.

When you died, everything fell apart,
I felt the ache of lonliness pull on the strings of my heart.
Then, that man who's name I won't debrief,
He did the unthinkable and caused me much grief.

Then when I found out about little Reagan Ember,
I could feel my insides tremble.
At only seventeen, could I raise this baby
By myself, no ifs, buts, and maybes?

I finally convinced myself to keep this little one,
Then, this one was ripped from the safety of my heart.
I fell into my fiance's loving arms,
Oh how I wished I had kept this baby unharmed.

Then, I struggled with God's love
Could someone with that much love just watch my pain from above?
I asked my friends whose faces I will never see
What I should do about this lack in reverie.

Then, while driving out late one night,
I had a wreck, and then I died.
And now, my friends don't know where I went,
The seventeen year old girl whose life has been spent.

Whenever I read it, it makes me cry. What she went through, it's unbelievable.

Well, I've got a quiz result for you, finally...

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