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Gender
• Female
Location
• Planet Earth
Member Since
• 2003-11-26
Occupation
• Professional Bishie Glomper/Fanfiction Authoress
Real Name
• Gabrielle

Personal

Achievements
• When I was 10, I ruled my world. But, I learned the ABCs of life, and let God take over.
Anime Fan Since
• About August 2003
Favorite Anime
• Gundam Wing, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, and am growing to like Yu-Gi-Oh!
Goals
• Publish a best seller, visit many countries in Europe, and become a better authoress!
Hobbies
• I really love LotR, and am a Tolkien expert. If you guys have any questions about LotR or Tolkien, leave it in my guestbook! I also love listening to music, eating, (tee hee...) and I'm obsessed with computers...
Talents
• I play some piano, write fanfiction, and the middle finger and the ring finger on my right hand are the only double-jointed fingers on both hands. Holy mother of God! Isn’t that some true talent slapped down for ya!

myOtaku.com: RayWing Blitz

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Hehe, you're lucky I don't let your name out.
Well, hello again. I just thought I would leave you a minor update.

Unlike someone I’m having some problems with, I’m not cowardly to post somewhere else about them. So, I warn you, this is most likely a rant.

Last Friday, I went to youth group, and gave this girl a letter. I had finally just looked to God, and I knew it was my place to be humble, because she wasn’t; actually, I strongly believe she’s in denial about something or other. Anyways, one word to describe all my feelings in one? Lost. Completely lost. I just was so lost in what to do about it. So, I called out to God, and I prayed. . . then a thought struck. Instead of approaching her, I would write her a nice, mature letter expressing my feelings and my ideas. I must say I was disappointed by her response, because that’s not what I was trying to get through at all. Sure, I did say ask for forgiveness, but it wasn't all about me at her feet beseeching for her friendship once again because I am so desperate. After reading it, I almost said that the letter was wasted effort but I know it wasn't. Still, though, I am deeply disappointed that she couldn't have been more mature about it. Although, both my parents were very proud of me - that I did push away my pride and just step up to the plate. I even opened up at Women’s Group, and many thought I had grown spiritually, and that they would have a difficult time being humble.

I do know for a fact that the Lord gave me the words to say in that letter. When I was typing it up, I kept telling myself, "Give me the wisdom, God, give me the words."

She meant to talk to me at church last Sunday, but, we missed each other. I came to the early service, and she came to the late one.

I had planned on going to youth group last night, but was lazy and didn’t. Funny too, as I sat there, my best friend called from the church: “WHERE ARE YOU!?” and I was like, “Ah dang it!” because I was sure Shararyah wouldn’t be coming, but I was wrong, obviously. Oh well, I’ll see her Sunday.

Anyway, I did my part, and that’s all that is required of me. Yes, I’m talking to you, and you know who you are. The ball’s in your court. In other words, are you going to do something to resolve this crap, or are you going to let it slide?

Peace out.
- RWB

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