Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Cold.....
I'm really cold today. I really miss purga and what not. I feel so sorry for her because of what she's going through right now with chris. I can't say anything cause i personally want her to break up with him, but that just shows how selfish i really am *sighs* well my mouse completely took a dump on me so now it's......dead...AIM isn't working so i'm really bored. All the sudden i'm a horny bitch who needs to seriously take a tylonol. I can't wait to see Unfortunent events! ^^ violet is so hawt!@ i just wanna fuck her!



ehf well i'm cold and i wanna sleep so buh bye people!

love,
sam
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Monday, November 29, 2004

   grrrrrrrrrrr
GAWD! I can't freakin stand it anymore. I'm going crazy!

I'm cpmpletely uninterested in men now. I think this happened after i declared that most men should rot in hell and it's not like i'm gonna meet some nice guy soon anyway. Plus, all i'd want out of him would be a cock and i'm pretty sure he'd be willing to offer that with half that gender being filthy and sex crazed.
I can't stand to be around them anymore. 'Cept the really cool ones that are nice to me or maybe if they're gay like my one friend from borders who i really like. He's cool.....BUT what's really been getting to me is that i'm still down about my ex-boyfriend. All the sudden everything around me reminds me of him and it's not like i can do a damned thing to save me! I wanna call him and apologize for giving him a half heart attack. I wanna call him and beg for him to come back to me and that i was sorry for breaking up with him. I can't possibly love him cause i broke up with him but it's not like i wanted to i mean it's almost as if someone held a damn gun to my head and said "break up with kevin or i'll pull the trigger" it's absolutely crazy and i want everything back to how it was before fathers day!


Also, i'm a bad person. I pound all of my good willing to listen friend with my OWN problems and never bother to listen to theirs....I never return promises and i lie alot too. I'm somewhat ungrateful and evious and i'm just an all around bad person and i'm sorry for being that way guys. I wish i was more understanding or soemthing and wasn't so overpiled in my own problems. It's like all the sudden i'm drowning in a pool of what's goin on in my life and it never helps to get out. There's only one reason that i could posssibly feel like this and that means that i haven't been talking to kristina in forever. OH NO! See if i talk to HER she'll tell me about all the damned things in her life and wouldn't give a damn about anytihng in my life. It's not like i expect that from someone who lenjoys the sympathy for her depression but continues to deny the fact that she likes people to worry about her. I don't like people to worry about me! It makes me feel annoyed and bad but kristina apparently doesn't care!

I have to go back to school today *gtrowls* i hate it there.....but it's not like it's as bad as it is here....where i hate being around all the people and would much rather slit my wrists to make them think i hate my life and i think they're all scum of the earth (wich isn't a lie) so they can feel bad and decide "oh maybe i'll treat her better instead of pretending she's just a scratch on my fuggin porche"

I hate people! I seriously do! I'm gonna be the old lady who lives with her animals cause people just don't understand anymore! All i really like is tha letters on this computer cause if i don't like them i can just erase them. It's not exactly real so i shouldn't care half enough to shit!

so on more recent news....I have an entire term of ART HISTORY!!! YAY! Now mr. stroble , art teacher of Lawrence, why don't you put on a bra so you don't scare your students as much. Or how about you stop critisizing
our artwork as if you expect us to be as talented as fuggin Divinci or whoever the hell those old artist people are. Even though half the students in the class are way better at painting and what not than he is. He can just go screw his boyfriend or whatever in the teacher's lounge cause we just don't wanna hear him bitch while he's imsing (wich is all the time) *inhale* well i'm gonna go cause my neck hurts and i wanna get away from this damned hell house.....ready for a random picture?




*sniff sniff* i miss wessley....i go to talk to frost yesterday (left in blue) BUT I KNOW WHERE WESSLEY LIVES!!! (right in black) *snicker*
ja ne.....
i'm pissed (sam)
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

   Purga's back!!
YAY!!!!! WELCOME BACK PURGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



POEMS!
ANNABEL LEE


by Edgar Allan Poe
(1849)


It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;--
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

She was a child and I was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love--
I and my Annabel Lee--
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud by night
Chilling my Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me:--
Yes! that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of a cloud, chilling
And killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we--
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in Heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:--

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea--
In her tomb by the side of the sea.

-- THE END --

A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM


by Edgar Allan Poe
(1827)


Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

-- THE END --

for Orpheus. Eurydice. Hermes. And Barbara with infinite love as I falter on the road to Ithaka . . .

THE HAPPIEST DAY, THE HAPPIEST HOUR


by Edgar Allan Poe
(1827)


The happiest day- the happiest hour
My sear'd and blighted heart hath known,
The highest hope of pride and power,
I feel hath flown.

Of power! said I? yes! such I ween;
But they have vanish'd long, alas!
The visions of my youth have been-
But let them pass.

And, pride, what have I now with thee?
Another brow may even inherit
The venom thou hast pour'd on me
Be still, my spirit!

The happiest day- the happiest hour
Mine eyes shall see- have ever seen,
The brightest glance of pride and power,
I feel- have been:

But were that hope of pride and power
Now offer'd with the pain
Even then I felt- that brightest hour
I would not live again:

For on its wing was dark alloy,
And, as it flutter'd- fell
An essence- powerful to destroy
A soul that knew it well.

-- THE END --

LENORE


by Edgar Allan Poe
(1831)

Ah, broken is the golden bowl! the spirit flown forever!
Let the bell toll!- a saintly soul floats on the Stygian river;
And, Guy de Vere, hast thou no tear?- weep now or nevermore!
See! on yon drear and rigid bier low lies thy love, Lenore!
Come! let the burial rite be read- the funeral song be sung!-
An anthem for the queenliest dead that ever died so young-
A dirge for her the doubly dead in that she died so young.

"Wretches! ye loved her for her wealth and hated her for her pride,
And when she fell in feeble health, ye blessed her- that she died!
How shall the ritual, then, be read?- the requiem how be sung
By you- by yours, the evil eye,- by yours, the slanderous tongue
That did to death the innocence that died, and died so young?"

Peccavimus; but rave not thus! and let a Sabbath song
Go up to God so solemnly the dead may feel no wrong.
The sweet Lenore hath "gone before," with Hope, that flew beside,
Leaving thee wild for the dear child that should have been thy
bride.
For her, the fair and debonair, that now so lowly lies,
The life upon her yellow hair but not within her eyes
The life still there, upon her hair- the death upon her eyes.

"Avaunt! avaunt! from fiends below, the indignant ghost is riven-
From Hell unto a high estate far up within the Heaven-
From grief and groan, to a golden throne, beside the King of
Heaven!
Let no bell toll, then,- lest her soul, amid its hallowed mirth,
Should catch the note as it doth float up from the damned Earth!
And I!- to-night my heart is light!- no dirge will I upraise,
But waft the angel on her flight with a Paean of old days!"

-- THE END --



FOR ANNIE


by Edgar Allan Poe
(1849)


Thank Heaven! the crisis-
The danger is past,
And the lingering illness
Is over at last-
And the fever called "Living"
Is conquered at last.

Sadly, I know
I am shorn of my strength,
And no muscle I move
As I lie at full length-
But no matter!-I feel
I am better at length.

And I rest so composedly,
Now, in my bed
That any beholder
Might fancy me dead-
Might start at beholding me,
Thinking me dead.

The moaning and groaning,
The sighing and sobbing,
Are quieted now,
With that horrible throbbing
At heart:- ah, that horrible,
Horrible throbbing!

The sickness- the nausea-
The pitiless pain-
Have ceased, with the fever
That maddened my brain-
With the fever called "Living"
That burned in my brain.

And oh! of all tortures
That torture the worst
Has abated- the terrible
Torture of thirst
For the naphthaline river
Of Passion accurst:-
I have drunk of a water
That quenches all thirst:-

Of a water that flows,
With a lullaby sound,
From a spring but a very few
Feet under ground-
From a cavern not very far
Down under ground.

And ah! let it never
Be foolishly said
That my room it is gloomy
And narrow my bed;
For man never slept
In a different bed-
And, to sleep, you must slumber
In just such a bed.

My tantalized spirit
Here blandly reposes,
Forgetting, or never
Regretting its roses-
Its old agitations
Of myrtles and roses:

For now, while so quietly
Lying, it fancies
A holier odor
About it, of pansies-
A rosemary odor,
Commingled with pansies-
With rue and the beautiful
Puritan pansies.

And so it lies happily,
Bathing in many
A dream of the truth
And the beauty of Annie-
Drowned in a bath
Of the tresses of Annie.

She tenderly kissed me,
She fondly caressed,
And then I fell gently
To sleep on her breast-
Deeply to sleep
From the heaven of her breast.

When the light was extinguished,
She covered me warm,
And she prayed to the angels
To keep me from harm-
To the queen of the angels
To shield me from harm.

And I lie so composedly,
Now, in my bed,
(Knowing her love)
That you fancy me dead-
And I rest so contentedly,
Now, in my bed,
(With her love at my breast)
That you fancy me dead-
That you shudder to look at me,
Thinking me dead.

But my heart it is brighter
Than all of the many
Stars in the sky,
For it sparkles with Annie-
It glows with the light
Of the love of my Annie-
With the thought of the light
Of the eyes of my Annie.

-- THE END --



Those are my fave poems!! YOU GUYS NEED TO COMMENT ON THE HOTTEST JROKERS *growls*

ja ne
sam
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Saturday, November 27, 2004

   Sorry guys
I won't be on in awhile so don't freak out if i don't post!!!

I'm at my grandma's house right now. My mom didn't want me to stay home cause lastnight while she was at work i got into a fight with my sister and spent time here until my dad came and picked me up. Then i got into another fight with my dad and ended with a black eye! It doesn't hurt much though (i don't bruise too easily and they never hurt) I really hurt my dad though. He saw the gash in my fuggin wrist and started yellin at me. I sorta put a guilt trip on him though and now he lives with the thought that his youngest daughter thinks he's a spineless prick ( i told him that and he slapped me) All in all i came over to my grands house with one black eye a bruised up and scrapped knee six bruises on my right hand and a gashed out wrist. So i just wanted to tell you ^^;;;;





You are 'planetarium' by Plastic Tree!


Which sad j-rock song are you?
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*-* Totchi...what else is there to say?


Which Dir en Grey member would make your best pet sidekick?
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Ooooo... So sexy, but maybe a little too
conservative!


What Kaoru hat would suit you best?
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your jrock alter ego is - kaoru!


who is your jrock alter ego?
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you're gackt's nibbly carrot!


what random jrock item are you?
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Kaoru


Which member of Dir En Grey are you?
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Heeeeeeey macarena!


What random Kaoru outburst are you?
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Extreme

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

|GACKT OBSESSED|
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You are Akiya, the lead guitarist of Kagrra.


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Totchi may look feminine at times, but at others,
he is gorgeous. Hold you head high, as Totchi
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bored.


Which dir en Grey member are you Goddess to?
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Pleated Skirt.


What's your inner Totchi?
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Your soul-brotha is Kaoru! My word...he is
seemingly mature and responsible, but deep down
he's really crazy. Go watch the Macabre Tour
DVD! He's such a sexy guitar god; you're
privileged to have Kaoru as your brother.


Which Member of Dir en grey is Your Soul-Brotha?
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You're Kaoru! He seems very scary, he even scared
his own band. He also turns into this very
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Who are you from Dir en Grey~?
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MIYAVI should suit you!


Which JROCK male should suit YOU?
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Which Jrock band are you stuck on a deserted island with?
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That was a hella funny quiz! I seriously reccomend it!

You are a skanky horny creepo pervert fangirl. You
spend all your time on mailing lists talking
about how hot so-and-so is and how much you
want to fuck his brains out. Unfortunately if
you tried you would be in danger of crushing
him. You could probably give a complete history
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shorts, but wouldn't be able to recognize one
of their songs. Lose some weight and maybe you
can get a REAL boyfriend.


What kind of jrock fangirl are you?
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What dorky jrock vocalist are you?
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You are Mana!


Which Jrock Queen Are You - Part 2-
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Kaoru


which member of Dir en Grey are you?
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Kaoru


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You're Kikasa!


What j-rock bassist are you?
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Kaoru's hands. Ah, artists and their
hands...always creating. Ever graceful, ever
gentle. Er...dammit admit it, that's just half
of you. You have to be mature more that you
want to, but dammit you want to play with
things too!


What Dir en Grey Anatomy Are You?
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shinya


which member of dir en grey hates you the most?
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Mana


Which member of Malice Mizer will you screw senselessly?
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Which Gackt are you most like?

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I am Gackt's exotic look!
Which Gackt hairstyle are you most like?

yet another crazy Gackt quiz
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That's how i used to do my hair! ^^ When i had shorter hair *sobs*

Being the oldest doesn't bother me, I've got the
edge. I'm most often regarded as the leader
of Dir en grey, but try telling that to Kyo.
Find out which J-rocker you are here by !! >D

You are Gackt's computer!


What Gackt Item are you?
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Which Kozi are you?

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I am the infamous butabara incident!
Which Gackt TV appearance are you?

quiz by acesquad.com
Well quizilla just crapped out on me so now i have to find somethin else to post.....how about

RANDOM SEXY JROCKER PICCYS! YOU VOTE ON YOUR FAVE AND MAYBE I'LL PUT THEM IN MY WAR!!!!!


#1!!!!!!! Totchi-sama!!!!



#2!!!!! MIYAVA!!!!! SUGOI!!!!!



#3! Queen Mana!!!!! He is so SUGOI!!!



#4! GACKT! NUFF SAID!!!!!!



AND FINALLY! HIDE-SAMA AT NUMBER FIVE!!!!!!! PICK YOUR WINNER!!!

Ja ne!
sam

Dream as if you'll live forever... live as though you'll die tomorrow....


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Friday, November 26, 2004

   Pissed
I want s'more cheesecake damnit! *sobs* Well now i'm going to be livin off leftovers until christmas, then i'll live off christmas feast leftovers for awhile *growls*

I really wanna like....sleep....but i'm too lazy!

My avatar won't show up on my page! Can someone please tell me if it's the pink and black one still!?!?!?

Well i don't wanna post much so imma go play around and watch the real legend or sumthin on newgrounds...Ja ne!

-sam

(p.s: I'm pissed at naru naru-chan! He's not here! *growls*)
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   naru's quiz....
1. Sam.....^^
2. are we?
3. otaku, about a moth or so ago...
4. such a personal question
5. oh i'd do much much MORE than that ^^
6. Naru Naru....it just seems kawaii...like you ^^
7. talented
8. you're sweet and caring...
9. Yes ^^
10. Alucard
11. A hug (hikki....^^)
12. not very well
13. never....
14. maybe....
15. yes....
16. Vermillion (slipnkot)
17. Yes ^^


*sobs* he's leaving for awhile....it makes me sad *sniffles*....


"Mother? " There was no reply. She hadn't expected one. Her mother had been dead, now, for four days, and Kira could tell that the last of the spirit was drifting away ... Now she was all alone.

Left orphaned and physically flawed in a civilization that shuns and discards the weak, Kira faces a frighteningly uncertain future. Her neighbors are hostile and no one but a small boy offers to help. When she is summoned to judgement by The Council of Guardians, Kira prepares to fight for her life. But the Council, to her surprise, has plans for her. Blessed with an almost magical talent that keeps her alive, the young girl faces new responsibilities and a set of mysteries deep within the only world she has ever known. On her quest for truth, Kira discovers things that will change her life and world forever. A compelling examination of a future society, Gathering Blue challenges readers to think about community, creativity, and the values that they have learned to accept. Once again Lois Lowry brings readers on a provocative journey that inspires contemplation long after the last page is turned.

"This extraordinary novel is remarkable for its fully realized characters, gripping plot, and Lowry's singular vision of a future..." --VOYA


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   *yawns*
I just finished watching shamanic princess.....


GRAHAM!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs*

I started my first drawing today....and finished it. It's just some random girl in the snow, i think i might post it as soon as my scanner become visible...*sobs*


I ish happy while listening to HIM *swoons* the lead singer is hawt! *i think everyone is hawt*


I LOVE YOU PURGA! i Just wanna jump your damn bones and make the night of your life.....

*Takes tiara and alucard by force....grabs toshiya kyo and die as well....not much to mention but crowchicky setsuna (pluto) and kira*

TIME FOR AN ORGY! *glomps*

Well i'm tired and i wanna fuck toshiya baaaaaaaad. *runs off with toshiya*

ja ne!
Sam

You're Neutral! You like to get dressed in your own way, You don't have a defined style, for that reason, you combine your own things and always faces everything to your way What's your Own Fashion Style?

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

   *sobs*
I didn't go to school today cause i had to go to the doctors.....*growls* i hate it there. My mom wants me to go for a check every so often cause i have a tendency to cough up blood whenever i'm stressed.

I got to watch the last two episodes of hellsing....finally ^_^ my wrists feel better today, i have them covered cause i don't want my mom freakin out even more. My doctor asked me what happened and i told him my friends put handcuffs on my and dragged me all over the place. She just looked at me and shook her head.

I also got to watch the first two episodes of shamanic princess. I can't finish watching it cause i keep getting interrupted! *growls* my dad came in when i was half way through the third one and told me the compooper was vacant. So, naturally, i went down here to type up a new message.


I get warm fuzzy feeling when i post now. Everyone's so nice on here, it's kinda new. I'm sorry to those of you who comment on my stuff but i never do comment on your's. I promise i'll be more lyale and make sure to stop by everyone's pages whenever i get the chance.

Did i tell you that i'm reading angel sanctuary? It's really good, i wanna buy the third and fourth books now T_T

I'm sorry purga, i didn't mean to hurt alucard or make him sore and tired....it's all his fault he wouldn't stop! i USED to be pure and innocent but nooooooooooooooooo send in the manmade vampy why don't ya?

Toshiya is hawt! I love totchi! He is miiiiiiiine!

MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE!!!!!



*orgasms*

well i gotta go uhm......do......stuff.....>.> <.< *pulls kira and toshiya on a leash* yeah....
JA NE!
-sam
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   bruises
I have bruises on my wrists. I just got back from john's house.A place i don't think i ever wanna go to again.

Thanks for tryin to cheer me up guys. Good gawd purga alucard is a sharp as a pin. *snickers*

I'm sorry guys, but there are welts and bruises around my wrists. I didn't do it i swear!....well i didn't.

I got into a fight, one that involved me being pinned against a wall and screamed at for my ignorance. I should've never told him anything.....anything about michael or kevin. Or whatever happened when i was eight. It's just too complicated to deal with anymore...*sighs* i'm sorry guys, i gotta go finish my homework before i forget. ja ne!
sam
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   Cold
I'm like uber sad again. It's really cold out and i actually don't like it. I usually love cold weather but not today. Last night was very stressing on me. I met greg, he's not exactly what i thought he'd be. My folks yelled at me because no one would answer the phone when i called. Then they made me wait out in the cold rain until they came to pick me up. I got to borrow shamanic princess from mari though. Not much to mention but i bought the first two volumes of angel sanctuary. I wish i could draw as well as kaori yuki *sobs*

I've been listening to HIM alot lately. I still plan on going to a concert and all ^_^

Michael made me sad. I think i hate him now.....i'm not exactly sure because he hurt me and i should hate him buti still wanna talk to him and all. He's too adictive but he's too much of a prick to accept the one thing that i could trust him with. So he's hidden from me and cut off all lines. He's supposedly playing some stupid pc game that everyone loves and always plays. Countershot or somethin. It also pisses me off because right after i told him that sumthin he started talking about some girl named "tammie". Wow that makes me feel ten times better. I just wish i could have a hug right now, from someone whom i don't wanna strangle for being a pessimistic jerk or sumthin.

That's all i can call me mom anymore, she's never positive around me anymore wich pisses me off. I wanna be around positive people so i can be positive and what not too, but lately that's seemed almost impossible. I just feel weird, like i need more attention or sumthin. I feel selfish and i all the sudden have uber low self confidence. I don't wanna go into some shitty depression again, because last time i did that i became a glutton...some obeis lil bitch (sp?). I don't want that again! it took me forever to loose all that flab and i'm damn happy with how i look now *sobs*

i know i'm against it, but lately i've been havin some severe suicide attempt problems, I carry a razor in my backpack and anna found it today. It had still been covered in dry blood and she screamed at me and threw it at me. I feel like i'm constantly pissing everyone off. I just wanna disappear or sumthin, i'm tired of being the source of help. Everyone tells me their own problems and i always feel to egotisticle if i say anything about my problems. This is the only place where i can vent out all of my problems. And to my luck none of my inconsiderate friends look on this anymore. They're too involved in their pages to care what I have to say. Not like that matters anymore. I like talking to all of you who comment on my shit. I like talkin to you guys, you're all so nice and what not.

Well i gotta go wash my face, i'll comment on everyone's stuff when i get back ^^

ja ne,
Sam

Green Angel
by Alice Hoffman
In this poetic, post-apocalyptic tale, fifteen-year-old Green must struggle to survive in a harsh new world after her family's tragic death.

Excerpt:
Wanting only darkness, I began to sleep. I slept longer and longer. I ignored the daylight and hope. I didn't care if the sky had begun to clear. Most of the ashes had fallen to the ground, leaving the horizon a faint washed-out blue. On several occasions I had noticed white clouds.


HeartAche Everymoment
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you

And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you

From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right
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