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Monday, November 8, 2004


Got a new Otaku again.....
Well i was tired of my older two so i deleted them and got a new one. This time i plan on randomizing alot more and posting much more positive but truthful posts.
I had a weird day today. It rained alot (wich i don't mind) but i feel some what reborn in a sense. It's most likely because my compooper is working and on my way home form my nana's i listened to rave music on full volume with a seriously strong bass pumping synthasizer lullabies into my heart. Everytime i listen to something like that i allows consistant adreinaline to flow throughout my veins. It makes me want to run out in the rain with the night air beating against my pale face that has been scarred with scratches and removed acne wastes. Allow my hair to run behind me like ribbons following their dancer. Just the sound of it reminds me of my sneakers pounding against wet pavement and sliding on sharp turns. My breathes being taken in gasps at a time and my glasses drowned in glass rain drops. It reminded me of standing on a curb in a loved ones arms listening to them whisper sweet works into my bleeding ears. Wishing to be closer than skin, deeper than spirit. It's a feeling that allows me to spit out flowing words as if i'm some type of poet who has had life experience beyond one's imagination. It truely is a feeling that i wouldn't mind feeling everyday.

But in other news, i had my children on halloween...all i really need is to name them, i know one is named Rhylin and the other has a japanese name thanks to aiomaru. Mentioning Aiomaru i gotta sign his guestbook....so uhm....well imma go becasue i have randomizing to do so bye!


-Jealousy

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