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Sunday, December 5, 2004

great
My seventh grade english teacher once told me that it helps to write your stressing thoughts down on paper or tell a friend or sumthin like that....you know?
well i'm going though a hell of alot right now i can't keep track of what's going on. I got a call at mari's house from my own telling me that my nan's in the hospital and my mom had passed out from loss of blood and was onm her way to the emergency room. i can't handle this anymore. My dad says to sit stilla dn don't do anything. Stay at mari's and calm dowen it'll be okay. I cann't fuckin belvie him! he's a fuggin prick and deserve to die. the wounds on my left arm are startings to burna and are reopening again. Whyd did this all have to happen in the same day. It's not like i try so hard and strive to a poinit to achieve everythjing i can but it all seems so goddambn worthless in just once instant. Someone please help me, i can't sdtand this anymiore. all i wantyed was to eb a normal teenager wityh aa njormal life but it all changed on fahters day when i was fucking raped. it's not my fault that i can'tcontrol the universe. it's not my faukt that i can't control people. but why does this have to happen? i can't do aynthign and i constantly feel like i'm fallnig. i think i'm inlove with brandond but he's a guy and he's gay. i can't do this anymore it's just noit right. i ened to stop this and stop it now. please...i just want saome help is all....
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