Monday, March 2, 2009

I'm back
Geez, It's been forever but I'm finally able to say this. I'm EIGHTEEN and still alive though I do have regrets I'm so happy that I'm who I am still. He who does not breath, does not live and he who does not move, goes nowhere. I will continue moving on in live and hold on to the few friends I have remaining. Now is the time for my life to truly begin. Please, friends, family, *mumble* give me strength. Help me through the tough times and let me continue walking through the tunnel.
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Friday, February 22, 2008

This is my personality!
You could also get this result:
For 32,35 % you are: Personality B

IN LAMENS TERMS

Your Personality name is “ The Cheese Hybrid” a kind of “The Multifarious Observer”



Your genius level: (Based on a scale of 1-10) you scored: 8.6-9.6 (semi-genius)



Your personality brief: Like the nursery rhyme; “The cheese stands alone” describes your work ethic; you are a loner born and bred. You work best when alone. Very independent and idealistic. Your personality is very distinctive, original and unique. You are extremely creative and intellectual. Thorough, expressive, and contemplative at times. You often enjoy indulging in time to think things through rather than do things rashly. Scientific mindset. Optimistic in means of survival yet cynical in times of doubt. You appreciate deep music and art. You can be sarcastic and have an over-active personality, which is a very good attribute. Kindness and sincerity reflects you in every aspect. You are very sensitive, compassionate, romantic and value love Very attentive and observant of surroundings and tend to mock reactions when uncertain of behavior.



Good side of your personality: You are a very good listener and people look to you for your input and advice. You can interpret things in a way that is acknowledged as valuable and people respect and admire your intelligence in matters.



Bad side of your personality: You can come across as arrogant and stubborn sometimes. You can be very cold when angry. Tend to second guess yourself. People take advantage of your kindness. Also you can come across as undeceive and unsure.



Career calling: Pursue a career in something that will reveal your abilities in processing information, listening skills, creativeness, and intellectual self like becoming a writer, artist, psychologist, counselor, executive, business or design professional, lawyer, interior design, or wedding planner. If those are not your callings, try seeking a profession that will assist mankind for the greater good. The world needs you.



Relationships: You are the model romantic. You give your all in relationships but tend to harbor your true feelings when in doubt. Don’t hold back! Your passion for love and life is immense and sometimes is unappreciated by your choice in partners in the past. Your relationships are usually long lasting and loyal in being with someone you least expected rather than the ideal candidate in your eyes. Your relationships are at its best when first developed as good friends with strong compatibility in the same interests. Although love at first sight can be what you always wanted in your eyes, it can also be deceiving. You are extremely sexual when discovered and your partner likes this about you. Beware that your partner is more focused on your sexual talents rather than your talents at heart. Growth of a relationship means exploring each other in all aspects more than just psychical attraction or the enjoyment of ones company. Being in-tune with oneself means you are easily in-tune with your partner’s feelings. Don’t isolate yourself into a relationship you know isn’t working. If you gave your all, you gave your all. Don’t hinder your romantic heights to love someone who does not deliver love back. Only settle for the best (you are worth it). Sturdy relationships lie in the east with a creative and deep Virgo, swift Libra, fun and interesting Aquarius, and passionate Capricorns. Beware of the dominant Leos, the deceiving Sagittarius and the persuasive Cancer.



Future at a glance: You have a very prosperous, fun future in the stars wake IF you allow it to be. Be weary…a decision coming up VERY soon might decide your fate and happiness later on in life. Don’t act upon it with initial reaction. Take time to think things through. Don’t wear black this coming Friday. To solve a problem you are facing now, consult drinking lemon juice mixed with salt, sugar, and hot water. Very soon you are in store for a surprise. And last, you recently developed a bad habit and could hinder how people could perceive you as.



Advice: Stay the way you are. Let go of things you can’t change, build the perseverance to change the things you can, and acknowledge the wisdom you possess to know the difference.
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Saturday, February 16, 2008

This is my favorite kanji
悪
It means "Aku" which is roughly translated as "evil"
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This is a sad poem
Death of an Innocent

I went to this party, Mom.
I remembered what you said
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I felt real proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
Even though all my friends, Mom,
Told me that I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom.
I know you’re always right.
The party’s finally ending, Mom,
As everyone drove out of sight,
As I got inside my car, Mom,
I knew I’d get home in one piece
‘Cause the way you made me feel, Mom,
So responsible, so sweet
I started to drive away, Mom,
As I pulled into the road
The other guy didn’t see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.
I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say
The other guy was drunk, Mom.
Now I’m the one to pay.
I’m lying here dying, Mom.
I wish you’d get here soon.
How come this happened to me, Mom?
My life burst like a balloon.
There’s blood all around me, Mom,
Most of it is mine.
I hear the paramedics say, Mom,
I’ll die in a short time.
He didn’t know where he was going, Mom.
He was probably at the same party as I.
There’s one big difference though, Mom,
He’s going to live while I’m going to die.
Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life
I’m feeling sharp pains, Mom,
Just like a burning knife.
The man who hit me, Mom,
Is walking; it’s not fair.
I’m lying here dying, Mom,
While all he does is stare.
Tell my brother not to cry, Mom,
Tell Dad to be brave
For when I am in heaven, Mom,
Put “Dad’s Son” upon my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If they’d often take the time, Mom,
I’d still be alive.
My breath is growing short, Mom,
I’m becoming very scared.
Please don’t cry for me, Mom,
‘Cause when I needed you, you were there.
I have one last question, Mom,
Before I say goodbye
I didn’t even drink, Mom,
So why am I the one to die?
This is the end, Mom,
I wish I could look you in the eye
To say these final words, Mom,
I LOVE YOU & GOOD-BYE.
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

   Depressing People -_-
Why is it that whenever I see other people's profiles they're always said and depressing. It makes me feel weird because they probably aren't really like that like how I used to be.
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   Boku wa ninja desu
Watashi wa nihongo ga suki desu!
I love Japanese! It's so fun and easy to learn! ^_^
Everything rolls together in a nice easy to remember way and sentences are actually syllables just linked together. Heh.

By the way, the subject means "I am a ninja."
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