Saturday, March 19, 2005

   hey
hey everyone sorry i havent updated in a while :P i try to be more regular about it, well anyways i had another volly ball turnament today, we lost every match, but we still had a ton of fun lol ^_^
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   emotionless
the humanbeing is so complex... is it even possible to feel no emotion?
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   hello!
hey everyone not much to say today, we had out sol tests last tuesday and wednesday. it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo easy! lol i hope i did good on it ^_^talk lata
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Monday, March 7, 2005

   my decission
alright everyone I've made up my mind. I've come to the conclusion that i'm tired of sulking over being rejected, i dont need a guy to make me happy i'm happy with who i am and thats all that matters. Friends are more important to me than a boyfriend at this age cause they will be there for you when you go out w/ a guy and when you break up with them. they mean so much to me and i dont want to ignore my friends and concentrate on a guy. I dont need Ransom to be happy. and if he ever does ask me out again then i will be happy but i'm fine with who i am ^_^
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   Best team ever!
ok we lost every single game we played lol but we had alot of fun! it was awesome, we got to buy tee shirts if we wanted too and i got a shirt that said volley ball on if for like 5 bucks :D after the turnament one of my friends made up a sogan for us!lol " we're the worst team ever and if u dont believe us play us" lol
i was so hungry afterwards i ate alot! (^_^) when i got home i slept from like 3:30 from 7:30 lol i was sooooooooooooooooo tired, o well ^_^
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Friday, March 4, 2005

   Volley Ball game!
hey everyone guess what! i have a volley ball game tomarrow! ^_^ our team is the Piedmont east and we're goin to a turnament so i hope we atleast win one game, since its our first time in all i dont think we will win very many :P oh well i love the sport and i think its goin to be fun. im leaving at like 6:30 in the morning and its goin to be impossable to wake me up lol grrrr i hate gettin up so freakin early on a saturday *grumble grumble grumble* well i gtg rest up talk to yall later! and wish me luck! ^_^
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   crying from the inside out
im so confused i feel like i cant go on, i feel so tired but yet i cant sleep. im trying to live with out the one i love ( ransom) but its not working i dread that i will never see light again, im so tired of everything, and i just want to be in his arms once more. i dont care if he doesnt like me, he was always there to confort me, and i can never forget that
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   school
hey everyone i just got home from school ^_^ i feel so retarted because i wore a short sleeve shirt today and it was freezing cold and snow was on the ground! and i mean alot! i guess i was having a blond moment when i was getting dressed today lol :P well i took two tests today and i think i aced one in science but the one in french im not so sure about :/ hopefully they both turned out okay. theres not that much goin on so i'll just leave yall with that until something accually happens :P
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

   only you
well everyone i talked to ransom the other day and i asked him if there was anything that i could do to get his trust back, and when he answered he said that nothings goin to last and it will probably end up like last time :( i smiled trying to understand but i guess part of me really didnt want to, im tryin to be kool about it and deal with it but its so hard to handle rejection when hes the only guy thats ever rejected me before. it only makes me want him more. but one thing that he said made me happy, he said maybe and thats good enough for me. i know that maybe isnt a yes or a no but its better than nothing :) so ill keep my hopes up for him an maybe we can be together once more ^_^
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   SNOW!!!!!!!!
hey everyone guess what! it snowed!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ im so happy we got out of school yesturday and we got a 2 hour delay today! yay!it covered everywhere and when i woke up in the morning i looked out side and i couldnt believe how beautiful it was! i wish i had someone to share it with :(anyways when i was in school today i was sitting in class and you could occationaly see snow falling off the ruff and i thought a bird was about to run into the window everytime so i was just waiting for a bird to run into the window, saddly enough it didnt happen to my dissapointment:( oh well thats about the only exciting thing thats happend so I'll talk to ya later
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