Sunday, February 27, 2005

random stuff
hey peoples i went to church today and to no suprise i got really bord -_- im no good as singin so i probably kill everyone wen i was :P the up side was is that i got to go to sonic after wards ^_^ but it only took them half an hour! >_< ( not really but i guess it just seemed like it) i have to go to volley ball today im part of JO (does not stand for orange juice) its Junior olympics volley ball. its kool well i got to go and i'll write later
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

   beautiful pic
this is on of my favorite pics that i liked of miaka and tamahome
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   grandparents and other stuff
hey everyone im at my grandparents for the weekend but I'll be back sunday. we had a block party today and it was ok. i dont like bowling very much but i liked hangin w/ my friends. theres this guy that i think wants to ask me out but i really dont like him that way and hes a huge flirt but like wat makes me think that hes goin to ask me out is that he pulled me away from my firends and asked me who i liked and i said Ransom ( the guy that i like and was talking about in my ealier posts) if that other guy does asks me out im goin to say no cause i just dont like him that way like i said before.i cant believe how much i miss Ransom its not even funny! hes always on my mind and i miss him soooooooooooo freakin much. one of my friends was suppose to call him and ask him if he likes me even the slightest bit, but i forgot to remind her so she didnt :( o well " Ransom if u ever see this post i just wanted to let u know that im sry for everything and im willing to wait as long as it takes to atleast get u to trust me again" I swear I'd do anything just for u to hold me in your arms once more .
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   friend crisis
hey everyone i just found out that one of my friends is goin out w/ my x bf u know the one i was talkin about before and broke up w/. She didnt even ask! i was like ok u know i really dont like him n' all and u can have him but next time ask me cause u know its like what u do. but im willing to bet that hes on the rebound since hes goin out w/ another girl so soon i mean it hasnt even been a week! good lord hahah im not even that bad :P well thats about all so i'll write later.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   sick
hey everyone, not feelin so well today my stomach hurts and i have a head ache :( i didnt go to school today so not much to tell but i thought about that other guy today * gazes to the side with a sad face*. write later
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   D.C and other stuff
hey everyone just got back from DC it was fun but really cold!i feel so guilty cause like the entire time i kept staring at this guy hes been on my mind recently :/ when i got back though i broke up w/ my boyfriend cause like everything is so awkward and things just arnt the same. Ive been thinking about that other guy for sometime when i was goin out w/ my boyfriend i like him alot but i need to wait before i do go out w/ another guy, he told me he doesnt trust me right now and wat can i say, it would take an eternity for any guy to trust me again :/ i think the thing i miss the most about the other guy is the way he used to hold me in his arms and never let me go * sigh* all i know is that i will find a way even if it takes me a life time, to get his trust back ...
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   happy valentines day
hey everyone Happy valentines day :/ i really dont like valentines day because im never happy with the guy i go out w/ i really have no idea why but i guess i just dont :/ though for everyone else that does like v day, i hope yall enjoy it
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Friday, February 11, 2005

paradise
as i wait for that day, confident that it will come, i look from side to side for the path that leads the way, to show me where the world ends and the kingdom above begins and where there's a place that we will not get lost no matter where we turn,

searching for the perfect place to spend my last days upon the fragrant lillies that never stop glissening in the moon lit night,

finally, as i reach the end and meet the path that is hardly touched by a mortal's soul, the flowers illuminate the world and shower the eden we call paradise...
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   longing
hey everyone not much goin on. Im starting to get confused i dont know why i cant be happy with the guy i go out with. i realy have no clue what im doin xP.
i go to dc next week with our school ( only eight grade). i cant wait! its goin to be awesome!
well ill write later bye
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   report cards
ok today we finally got our report cards and thank god i didnt fluck any classes!they were all a's and b's and one c so im goin to bring that up ^_^ oh yeah one of my friends keeps ignoring me for some reason. i mean just today i went to go play volley ball w/ her and some other people and she didnt even say hi, i mean c'mon! and then today at lunch i was one of the first people at the table and i put my binder on the seat so no one would take my spot, but when i come back one of my x friends moves my binder down 2 or 3 seats. i know its not that bad but this has happend more than just once, it really gets me sooooooo mad! and my friends do nothing about it when they see them moving it! i mean i'd do something about it if i wasnt in the lunch line and i still ask then not to anyways, but they still do it. i know im goin on about it but it bugs me, o well. well thats about it for today i'll write something later ^_^
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