Saturday, May 7, 2005

   Mothers day gift
hey everyone guess what i have to do for mother day, weed the garden >_< and i have to do it on a saturday even though mothers day isnt til sunday, grrrrrrrrrrrr, well she better like it! i havent weeded a garden in a looooooooooooooooong time hopefully it will be easy
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   ACK!
omg guess wat! a guy in my class asked me out! well the way it all started was that i was sitting with him and some of my other friends in gym and we were all askin eachother who we liked i said that i didnt like ne one and then my friend asked the guy who he liked and he said he wasnt goin to say and we all guess but he kept sayin no. then he said hed tell me and then he whispered in my ear "you" and i was like wat! wohaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and i just stared at him for a minute and then he asked me out! we stared at eachother for a minute and i was racking my brain for a way to tell him no, and then i laughed nevously and said no because its too soon for me since broc and I just broke up. i felt bad cause ive known that hes liked me for a while and hes a good friend, i guess i treasure him more of a friend than a boyfriend :-/ well thats about it for now, o yeah and im seriously need to start drawing more anime cause i havent drawn anything in a long time! ;P
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Friday, April 29, 2005

   break up
hey everyone guess wat! Broc and i broke up! im sooooooooooooooo happy! cause hes been treating me like a piece of shit! he never returned me calls he never called me he never payed attention to me and he was always busy and he never had enough time to spend with me. And today i was goin to break up with him anyways, but he brought up the subject and i agreed with him that he was always busy sooooooo yeah i think we were both happy we broke up.
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   Just Pretending
hey everyone, today went alright until lunch came around. One of my friends gave me a letter sayin that she was angry at me cause i didnt stick up for her when my bf called her a poser, and that she was tired of it and crap. well when i got on the bus i asked one of my other friends why she was acting like that and she said because shes always hated me. She was all just pretending to be my friend. and that just makes me wonder... is everyone just pretending? is it all a lie? do i really have any friends? or are they like her... just pretending. Ive stuck up for her multiple times before and ive even told her about it. so one time that i fail to stand up for one of my friends i get this in my face. I never knew that shes always dispised me... she always acted so nice to me, and she led me to believe that she was a friend that i could trust. But i guess i was wrong,well even though she doesnt want me as a friend anymore, i still do. ^_^ I dont care if she hates my guts she will always be my friend.
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

Votes are in!
hey everyone sry its been a while since ive up dated, well the votes are in so here they are: rk=4 votes, fy=1 vote, fb=8 votes, Wolfs rain= 4 votes and chobits=2 votes. Fruits basket won by alot and i tried my best to find the best background out there, lol but the only problem was that there was so many :P well anyways Broc and i arnt doin so well at the moment and im really upset at him because he was about to tell me a secret and then he said oh wait i dont trust u enough to tell you so i got pissed at him because if theres no trust in a relationship then its just goin to fall appart. and then he didnt even notice that i was angry at him and he didnt even seem to care at all! im still really pissed at him >_< but let me tell ya somethin, if he doesnt shape up soon i dont know if this relationship is goin to last too much longer grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! he doesnt even return my fuckin calls! i dont think he cares and that really hurts, last night when i got off the phone with him i went down stairs and turned the tv on and started crying because i was so upset. i dont know wat to do ne more, but i guess i will try my best to keep my hed up and a smile on ^_^
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Background
ok everyone im goin to change my background but i need a little help in choosing, im asking everyone to suggest what wallpaper i should use from this list: Fushigi Yuugi, Wolfs rain, Ruroni Kenshin, Fruits Basket, ceres, a different chobits background, or keep it the same, if you have any others that you would like to suggest please tell me, to tell me which one u think i should use add a post or pm me. the last day that i will be colecting votes is April 23 (saturday) until then, ta ta ^_^
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Alright
hey everyone, well broc and i were suppose to go on a walk today when he got over to his friends house and he was suppose to call me, but he never did. i waited for him to call like the entire time but he oviously didnt :P its alrite i bet he was just havin fun hang out with him and forgot so its fine with me ^_^
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Monday, April 11, 2005

A HELL OF A WEEKEND!
hey everyone i just got back yesturday and i tell ya last weekend was very interesting, so let me begin. ok there was this one guy there that i liked alot last year but he didnt like me cause he had a gf buuuuuuuuut this year he liked me and i didnt like him bc i have a bf. he turned 16 that weekend and guess what he wanted for his birthday, a kiss! i was like :O i said no cause hes was still goin out with his gf and i have a bf and i couldnt ever cheat on him cause i love him too much lol but i feel really bad cause i think that he really liked me, i guess now he knows how i felt last year when he said that he didnt want to break up with his gf, he wrote me a letter last year that said "i just couldnt hurt someone i love" and i feel the same now with broc. but anyways that guy and i hung out all weekend and his friend did too so it was all good. they were hillarious! chance ( the guy that i was talkin about) wanted to wrestly with this really big guy and chance is like really short for 16 but anyways hed like run at him and the other guy would pick him up and throw him to the side like 4 times! i was like crakin up. chance and his friend made me laugh so much, and its been a while since ive laughed that much ^_^ it pained me to see chance leave on sunday but i know it would have never worked out and me love lies with broc i wish he was there :/ oh well, well thats all for now, i'll write later
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   youth retreat
hey everyone im goin on a youth retreat this weekend and it sucks like really bad cause i wont be able to see broc :( i love him so much i could never discribe it <3
+ we have really interesting conversations like the noises he makes over the phone 0_o lol its funny. but hey i'll add another post when i get back so ta ta for now! ^_^ LUV YA BROC!
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   yay!
hey everyone guess what! Im goin out with someone! his name's broc, and really sweat, i like him alot! im so happy i didnt think that any guy would like me after I sorta went on a boy frenzy at the beginning of the year.I swear im not goin to break up with him for petty reasons and just toss him aside, i like him too much to do that ;P so thats bout it i hope yall girls have luck with guys sometime in ur lyfe and just wait til the rite one comes along
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