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Sunday, May 29, 2005


   Choaking
Well shes over at his house again, i just found that out right now at 2:47 pm on sunday. I didnt know it would feel this bad, my hands are sweating and i feel like i cant breath. just picturing him with her, when ive been trying to hold on to him for so long. God im having so much trouble typing this right now. it hurts so bad, Its like im choaking on the fact that i love him but he cant even see it. they're probably making out right now, or she's sitting on his lap while hes type on the key board like he used to do with me... probably cuddling with her on his couch like we used to do... In the winter i would go over to his house and he would start a fire in his basement and we would cuddle on the couch with eachother with a blanket, even though all we needed was eachother to keep warm... it hurts, i never thought i would choake on my love for him. (sry if this post is sorta mushy if ur a girl u will understand, hopefully)
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