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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   Breaking up =( =(
well Will broke up with me yesturday... he broke my heart. I was talking on the phone with one of my friends and he said that he had talked to Will earlier that day and he asked him if he was interested in someone else (because i wanted to know) and he said maybe and then he said that if I called him he probably wouldnt answer... then I asked my friend if he would ask him for me if its over ( because he wouldnt answer my calls >_<) and so my friend called him back and asked him and he said "I guess so" =( and then my friend called me back and told me... he is such a wimp!!!! and a dumbass!!!!! he couldnt even break up with me face to face!!! or by himself! he had to go and get someone else to tell me >_< GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! pisses me off!!!!! and he said he didnt want to hurt me but how does not calling me back or answering my calls not hurt me??!!!! He promised me he would never hurt me!! It hurt so bad... after I was done talking to my friend I went to my room and it hit me like 20 min after i talked to him that Will broke up with me... and then I cryed myself to sleep last night. I miss him so much. You know at first I was thinking of how we used to joke around and saying "oh if you hang up on me I'm goin to break up with you" and i would and then call him back and we would play around lol but one thing I know i wont miss from this relationship is the Yelling. he yelled at me alot and would argue with me all the time, like i could never talk to him without arguing. It really sucked =/ we went out for a little more than 2 months. I guess I always knew that he wasnt good for me... my parents and my brother and my friends would say that he treats me bad but I didnt want to believe them... but i know that deep down I knew it was true. I just wanted to show people and myself that I could go out with a guy longer than 2 months and have an actual relationship... like my brother has with his Gf, they've been dating for months. I dont know what Im going to do, I dont know how things are going to go and I dont know how long Its going to take me to get over this...
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