Thursday, December 23, 2004

   Una Palabra...no dice nada...
Right now its 1:36 in the morning, i dont feel any fatigue at all. Right now i feel alone, in a place of pity. These days i continue to live through can be somewhat mysterious, because of the looks i recieve in those hallways at Shorecrest High School. I'm a good guy, at least i try to be. What were the last things Jesus saw, while on that cross? Sometimes i think i see a piece of what he saw, ppl oblivious to the obvious. Why d o i ramble on about things with no meaning? I dont know. And sometimes, i just want to pack up in a volvo, a good sturdy car and drive off with my bible and pictures of my family onto the road. Recently i notice that I, myself is starting to allow myself to realize God cares, and he will never give up on me. Here's a quote that i came up with: Life is like a bridge, to journey across unharmed is impossible, you must stay strong and make wise decision, be truthful, and you will see the ther side. If people read this post, including a dear friend of mine (Taski), do not comment on this-just try to comprehend what i have said...

"A special thanks to Mexico City, a very special place..."
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

   i am tired...
John went from extreme soldier to a crazed titan in a split second. His mind was finally broken, stress accumulated over his entire life and it was finally pouring out, the frame of his existence was filled with burning rage, and inexhuastible endurance to kill. many years in the future, there was an event that occurred that still haunts the Spartan Program and Dr. Hasley. Sometime after the destruction of the first Halo, spartan 117 was no where to be found on the battlefield of the Covenant outpost in Athens, Greece. Spartan 117 had been sent into the outpost to plant a nuke, and retreat with caution. This is the story of the Master Chief's Breaking Point...

The hallways of waste underneath Athens were as silent as a beautiful Alaskan morning, a pindrop could be heard if dropped. John was moving silently and slowly down the undnerground mazes, safeguarding him from him being detected on Covenant machinery. The only sound of any soort was the sloshing of John's feet intruding through the surface of water. He looked down on his mtion sensor and saw half a dozen contacts, some large and medium sizes, doable. John halted at the site of a plasma sword melting the sewer vents, a mooment of silence and a silver elite dashed down through the vent and roared at the spartan. John was only amused to find the odds stacked against the elite with a high power rifle in his hand. BANG! parts of the supreme elite's brain spewed out on the floor behind him, purple blood everywhere. jhn heard the cries of many grunts, and the curses of similiar elites. Two silver elites quickly std oover their dead companions bdy and ignited their swords. Cussing in foreigns tongues, the elites charged. John again peered int the tunnel of death, except this time he saw no light. Unexpectedly, John didnt move from his position as they charged, he only shook and transformed his concious into a ballistic killing machine. God help those poor Covenant bastards. John knelt down and threw his hands threw conrete and metal, gripping the ground in asatounding pain. is body expanded and he screamed even louder. The elites were thrown back by the sudden violent motion of air, te chief sent a vortex of energy through the air, very hot energy. Covering their eyes in disbelief they had no choice but to observe the savage animal. Grunts annd jackals talked frantically in alien tngues when the air vents around the city area began emitting steam. Concrete acknowledged the Chief's pain and cracked under pressure.

No one ever knows what became of last spartan, but all ONI intelligence knows is that Athens and all its inhabitants were massacred in more brutal ways than imagined. Following investigations concluded that a entire Covenant armada was slaughtered without gunfire. And as for the Spartan, his infamous green armor plating is strewn across the city, perhaps because his body had expanded and contorted so much that it fell off or was torn off. Who knows? No sldier can withstand war forever, not forever....
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

   Anger is pouring and pouring.....
"My December"

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

Today i noticed change in my life, as i stepped into the new day i felt that i as a person starving for strength, and meaning. Where's my place in this dimension? Sometimes i think that i see things and write it out in my drawings. Right now i am seeking healing of the mind and soul. Let me be healed. Peace.
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Just another day...
"Anthem Of Our Dying Day"

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

Just aother day in thhe small town of Shoreline, peace...
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Sunday, December 5, 2004

   And God Bess You All...
(Off the album "Deftones")
3.MINERVA

I get all...numb
When she sings it's over
Such a strange numb
And it brings my knees to the earth

And God bless you all
For the song you saved us...

You're the same...numb
When you sing it's over
Such a strange numb
It could bring back peace to the earth

So God bless you all
For the song you saved us...oh...
For the hearts you break, everytime you moan...

I get all...numb
We're the same numb
And it brings our knees to the earth

So God bless you all
For the song you saved us..oh...
For the hearts you break, everytime you moan
And God bless you all on the earth...

This is a pretty awesome song, if you see the video its touching, but thats just me lol. You dont have to comment on this but if you do see this lettering take a look at the video on yahoo.com for me, and PM me to let me know what you think. Thanks, peace...
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   Taski's here at ma house, its my bday...
Just chillin here in the baddest place in space, my living room-where da HALO 2 is at. Picked this pick cuz it is just....awesome, you know? Spike is one of my favorites. During the same episode he falls out of the church window...that was so cool. Enjoy the pic everybody, peace...
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Friday, December 3, 2004

   Just recooperating....
MAN!!!!! what a week, i fainted on thursday in class and as rushed to the hospital, because my brain was swelling and causing me headaces beyond belief. So i am sufferinig from conussion syndrome. I've had the after-effects of a concussion. Hehe, they arent getting me that easy. peace
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   Just recooperating....
MAN!!!!! what a week, i fainted on thursday in class and as rushed to the hospital, because my brain was swelling and causing be headaces beyond belief. So i am sufferinig from conussion syndrome. I've had the after-effects of a concussion. Hehe, they arent getting me that easy. peace
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Saturday, November 27, 2004

   ^That is one bad dude....member of the Anten Seven baby..
Let's refresh ya'lls memory..Outlaw Star, Maze of Despair: Suzuka and ^that guy have some words, suzuka's parents were slaughtered by the guy, and now she's gonna take revenge on him. Several meters aay from eachother, they went into a epic, traditonal cross slash (two forses colliding with one final slash at eachother and one falls afterward). The cross clash is almost as good as kenshin against his master. Suzuka seared through the guy and so did he, but Suzuka stood victorious. Maze of Despair is perhaps the best episode of outlaw star ever to air on Toonami, but thats me.
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   Release the soul into a powerful wind...
Oh man i am enjoying this break, i love it- I am finally getting the rest i deserve, my *beauty* rest. Finally found my Meteora album (of linkin park) which i have been searching for for a long time now. First thing i listened to was hit the floor. my dad showed me a really awesome Husky game that was against Nebraska in like 1996-the technology on their coverage is pretty funny, really old. Then he showed me Utah Jazz versus the Seattle Sonics back when Kemp and Shrimpf and Big Smooth and the Glove where in the house. Awesome. I watched some intense DBZ today, the big bad cooler versus Goke (Revenge of Cooler)-its funny because that movie introduced me to Drowning Pool, a semi popular band. Alright guys peace...Viva la Anime...
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