Sunday, October 10, 2004

   Just chillin...
FINAL ATONEMENT-If you guys dont remember, let me refresh your memory. Vegeta was in a pretty sick fight with Buu and finally had to give himself up with a one big bang. Right before he died, he told Buu "I'm going to throw you into the wind..." Everything around him became really shiny, then everything was gone...

Song of the Day: Nowhere Kids by Smile Empty Soul
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   Knowing Your Ememies...
I lay there on my knees...tears flooding to the ground from my eyes, the blue stains the ground as more tears diffuse into the ground. My hands grip the surface, so hard that my joints start to bleed, throbbing, waitng... My teeth grit very hard, rage surges through my body like an electrical current. I roar with the unbearing pain...my enemies...My fists hit the ground with pulpy smacks, the sound of bloodied fists hitting to the maxiumum...blue and red filter through the ground. I roar once again this time even louder with every breath left in my body. I become limp, unaware of my falling to the ground. First thing to hit the ground is my head, then the rest of my body. I lay face up on the ground, the tears stop pouring down my cheeks, my eyes lose power, closing, forever. The blue and red encircle eachother into a light beam, steadilty moving up towards the skies...dude i have these thoughts when i listen to the last samurai cd. Wierd eh?

So ya just hanging with taski-peace
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Friday, October 8, 2004

   my vitamin r...
"Vitamin R (Leading Us Along)"

Some will learn; many do.
Cover up or spread it out.
Turn around, had enough,
Pick and choose or pass it on.
Buying in, heading for
Suffer now or suffer then.
Its bad enough
I want the fear... need the fear

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause he's alone (he has become)
He's alone (he has become)

[Chorus:]
Well if they're making it, making it
Then they're pushing it, pushing it
And they're leading us along
The hassle of all the screaming fits
That panic makes remorse

After all, what's the point?
Cause levitation is possible.
If you're a fly; achieved and gone
Theres time for this and so much more.
It's typical - create a world
A special place of my design
To never cope or never care just use the key

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause he's alone (where have we gone)
He's alone (where have we gone)

[Chorus]

Over and Over a slave
Became
Over and Over a slave
Became
Over and Over a slave
Became
Over and Over a slave
Became

[Chorus x2]
take your vitamins, you'll need em
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Saturday, October 2, 2004

   To be at peace...
What does it mean to be at peace? Does is mean to be happy? I dont know, i dont think i ever will. Sometimes i just want to be somewhere atop a mountain or valley meditating and being at peace. Today i looked into my eye, i saw the brown cracks and ridges-it was so mystical. i felt my soul. it is so amazing t me that i have thoughts flash throuogh my mind as if it trying to tell me something. A thought wizzed through my mind...it was me my starting position at linebacker, and i saw my eyes darting all over the place-reading the guards. The ball snapped. I ran to the side where the sweep was, and i as almost there to the running back when i was struck and my vision flashing. Falling to the ground i laid there, my eyesreopening and adjusting to the light i realized i failed. right after this vision i saw tom cruise in the last samurai closing his eyes and focusing on beating ujio. after this, i saw my body being encircled by cherry blossoms, swirling madly. I got up from the blindsided tackle and realized my mistake... learning and calculating what to do next. not onoce had i concentrated this much, my effort was endless...seconds seemed like hours. I anticipated the snap of the ball, my fingers twitching with anxiety. the sound of the ball being snapped seared the air. i moved like a blurr into position for the tackle and i put all my strength my body can muster, my body as one through the quarterback. my force driving him down. his head boucning lifelessly on the astroturf. a moment of silence for what i had just done. my pupils adjust in and out to extreme degrees-the adrenaline leavesmy face and scars hurt badly. the cherry blossoms die down into a small wind like fashion. my legs feel like jelly. the ref blows the wistle at the end of the game and i still stand there. a feeling of satisfaction rises through my body. thats where the thought ends. i wish to be at peace with a fam someday-thatd be awesome. LoL im s intune right now cuz i am listening to the sosundtrack of the last samurai.(sorry for all the wierdos who care about puncation) Alright everybody, peace
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

   We lost to Kamiak...
We lost to Kamiak Knights, well there's nothing i can say. We lost 37-6. After trying every freakin play on defense, they ran the ball up the middle with a huge fullback. I put my head down and my neck hurts hella bad, even then i couldnt stop him-it was a matter of centimeters until it wasn't a touchdown. But the good news is that i almost crakced this kid into a handicapped person. My elbow slammed his head to the left and i literally flattened him. That quarterback is gonna be feeling that in the morning. Not to sound conceite but yea...I feel ok and pretty crappy. I'm listening to some Drowning Pool-their old cd Sinner. Well i gtg recoup for tomorrow, we are probably going to have to run 500 yards straight with no stopping. Peace
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Sunday, September 19, 2004

   Listening to some LP....melvin
Yea i am just rockin out to some 'Breaking the Habit'-that song is killer, so is the video. The part when animated chester and all the other guys being vieed with the tight sound wave effect is so killer.
"Breaking The Habit"

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

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Friday, September 17, 2004

   just chillin.....Friday baby...
Yea its the weekend, just chillin waiting for ppl to call me back about plans for the weekend. I couldnt post for the last few days, i have had tons of homework. We had out football game on thursday, we lost 0-6. I wwas on the defense the whole time defending our goal, it as like vegeta fending off lil buu during the final hour, you know what i mean? My homies and I stopped them for 16 plays until they finally scored through a tipped pass. But you know it's cool, we are going against the Kamiak Knights and we're going to win-even if it takes all of the power in my body. Our mascots, the Scot called Otis and Alma Mater are going to fill me with the powers of our school and im gonna unleash it on them. OH MAN my practice was so fun today we had to do 100 yard sprints non-stop, which is a good work out, and let's say i am getting much better at running long distances. Wel i gtg burst onto the scene-peace
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Within the fists are sweltering heat...
http://www.concertlivewire.com/jpegs/concerts/incu2.jpg

Hey guys just chillin with incubus, in their album Corw Left Of The Murder... BEWARE!Criminal- This song has the beat like one of those levels in the original Mario Kart 64 hehe ^_^ , I am also chilling here with Taski! Tomorrow we have to go to church...*sighs* not that i dont believe in God its just that...im not a church going person, i do my own with God. Aight Peace
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Saturday, September 11, 2004

   Today was Homecoming FOOTBALL game...
Our varsity football game was intense! Our team wone by 30 something points to ZIP! It was pretty funny, down on the 1st row with all my friends yelling and falling over onto seniors and crap-it was great!
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Thursday, September 9, 2004

   so-so day..
Well sorry guys i havent posted in a while-many things have been going on. School started today, my classes suck, and this is going to be my year...wow lol. Just like the seventh grade year, just ork work work and get out on top if u can hack it. My left arm could be really messed up i have to get it checked, im not doin so good in football and lately my freakin ears seem unsually hot. I feel like i am sick, w/e. Tomorroww thecoach is gonna examine my arm and im going to practice earlier to get some exp. in. aight ya'll peace...
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