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Saturday, October 2, 2004
To be at peace...
What does it mean to be at peace? Does is mean to be happy? I dont know, i dont think i ever will. Sometimes i just want to be somewhere atop a mountain or valley meditating and being at peace. Today i looked into my eye, i saw the brown cracks and ridges-it was so mystical. i felt my soul. it is so amazing t me that i have thoughts flash throuogh my mind as if it trying to tell me something. A thought wizzed through my mind...it was me my starting position at linebacker, and i saw my eyes darting all over the place-reading the guards. The ball snapped. I ran to the side where the sweep was, and i as almost there to the running back when i was struck and my vision flashing. Falling to the ground i laid there, my eyesreopening and adjusting to the light i realized i failed. right after this vision i saw tom cruise in the last samurai closing his eyes and focusing on beating ujio. after this, i saw my body being encircled by cherry blossoms, swirling madly. I got up from the blindsided tackle and realized my mistake... learning and calculating what to do next. not onoce had i concentrated this much, my effort was endless...seconds seemed like hours. I anticipated the snap of the ball, my fingers twitching with anxiety. the sound of the ball being snapped seared the air. i moved like a blurr into position for the tackle and i put all my strength my body can muster, my body as one through the quarterback. my force driving him down. his head boucning lifelessly on the astroturf. a moment of silence for what i had just done. my pupils adjust in and out to extreme degrees-the adrenaline leavesmy face and scars hurt badly. the cherry blossoms die down into a small wind like fashion. my legs feel like jelly. the ref blows the wistle at the end of the game and i still stand there. a feeling of satisfaction rises through my body. thats where the thought ends. i wish to be at peace with a fam someday-thatd be awesome. LoL im s intune right now cuz i am listening to the sosundtrack of the last samurai.(sorry for all the wierdos who care about puncation) Alright everybody, peace
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