Sunday, June 29, 2008

taged
i got taged by a\hatchi84[and two other ppl so here it is

my full name
lucia huerta ,thats right no midddel name ! ^^
nick names :lucy no other names have stuck
birthday:october 30,1991
place of birth:tlachichila,zakatekas,Mexico
zodiack sign: sheep ^^
male or female :female lol
grade after sumer i will be a seanur in high school [12] grade
school:eastern hills high school
residence:fort worth texas

apearence

hair is almost to my sholder blades dark brown almost black[natural ]and some parts is a faded albrun and brown color layourd and bangs to my chin
i part it to the side lol not emo thow XD
height:5'2 short
braces:no
glasses:no
pearcings" yes but i guess they dont count i have one in each ear
tatoos?:nope but i want one just one lol
right or a lefty: righty lol leftys have a higher deth rate lol!
first
first best friend:loura carlos i guess i dont think i had freinds before her
first award i guess atendance i used to get thows alot when i was littel

first sport kik ball!
i realy dont rember;not all at once] iv had tons of birds some cats some binys and mice wheni was littel i almost had a terancula but my sister wouldint have it lol!
first real vacation n/a iv never had a vacation
first consert:n/a never gone T.T
first love:a bo named dakota lol he moved away and gave me two cats XD
faverets
faveret movie:the chronicals of ridick hey what can i say ridik is hot lol
colors red black and white
rapper :candy raper? raps realy not my thing
band/singer-band evanesance,skillet,three days grace,alice nine,trax,AFI,yellow card,red
singers:amy lee ,hikaru utada ,,um....
friend:blah lol i love all my freinds no atter hwo far away they are -.-
song:wispers in the darck bye skillet
candy:choclet XD
sports to play :badminton
resturant um macdonalds i guess....
faveret brand to where um....n/a i dont where one set style of close
faveret store :anything that selles paper pens and anime stuff!!!
school subject;art,history,english
animal:cats but white tigers and black panthers are my faveret
book:does vampire knight count?
magizean shojobeet i guess and shonen jump
shows,white and black sneackers
curently
feeling...floating my thots and emotions drownd out bye musick
have a crush :on no one realy i have a crush on one or two ppl on the otaku but its not realy "like" crush more like an admire thing can you gues who?
eating : a big mac lol
drinking: spright
typing:....<-that
onilne ofcores!
thinking about ...n9thing my mind is compleatly blank no seriously this is like 10percent of y i get on the computer to meditate lol i guess that doesent make any sence
wanting too:...drinck more spright
waching:the computer screen

futer
what kids:no
want to get marrid:yess
where do you want to live;near a lake i sopose some kind of body of water
car a nice blakc car XD
wich is better oposit or same sex for me is oposit but i think every one should be with the one that they love gender is just a small petty detail
darck brown ,black [i mentioned i liked emo guys right?]
hair length short and spiky and long bangs
eye color :doesent realy matter but if could get my way i would want them golden just like my second love's!!!!![just like hyeday XD]
meshurments at least six feet i ushaly like guys near that height range
cute or sexy:cute
hugs or kiss:both
short or tall:tall short guys never get my atention unfortunatly
easy going or searious"easy going
spontainius or romantic:romantick
fatty or skinny ;around the middel
him
sencitive or loud:im tyered of loud guys ,,,but i dont want a sencitive guy i want the quiet sttrong tipe lol [kinda like edward lol!]
hook up or relationship:relationship!!!
sweet or caring :caring
truble maker or hesitant:both kinda like edward lol

have you ever
kised a strainger:no
had alchol:kike a littel tast every once in a while
smoked:@!#@@ no!
run way from home ; actualy sleeping in the woulds would be fun but i wouldint want to wory my mom plus i have work to go to!
broken a bown :yes half my shin down,,very painfull i dont rember but i fainted lol
goten an x- ray [i blacked out i dont emeber
broken some ones heart :gah im doing it right now!
cryed after some one had died :no one had died for me to cry about but i would
cried at school:ceveral times
faked beeing sick to get out of a test ;nope
cheated on a test :kinda...lol i dont know if its conciderd cheating thow

beleave in
god?i have blind faith that he exists
miricals:yes
love at first sight :yess sniff sniff ots jappend to me once waaaa
ghost:yah some times
aliens:yah.. imean their has to be life somewhere else
soul mates:yes
dragons !!! i wish they exciseted!!!
horoscopes:i belive in destany but not horoscops

wow im finaly finshed!!!! lets see i tag ... FUNimation EmoLovesEmoBoy Hyper Vampp Boi somegirl InsaneAndroid
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Friday, June 27, 2008

taged and some other stuff
1i often have dreams of my teath falling out [not all at once like gums and all but teath like one at a time wich makes me wory in my dream]it makes me thing that one how am i going to be when i am older if i alredy am loosing my teath ,what will pppl think ,and am i human [often when my teath fall out they are biger than normal ]
2 i sleep talk ,walk ,blah blah blah blha in my sleep
3 i have alot of weard dreams dealing with suicide and murder in my horor dreams its never some one trying to get me its ushaly a spiret like the ring or the grude. i also have alot of edventure dreams where the place is very butifull..i often dream that i can fly]
4i think im in to emoguys now wich sucks cuase they dont exsist wher i live T.T
5most of the charecters in my anime are based off of soem one i know or knew [not all like some of the demortals]
5 i am realy bad at spelling [no duh lol]
6 realy strainge things happen to me sometimes
7i have realy good luck in card games ! untill i start getting cocky T.T
8 how many facts whas i soposed to have again?im a dante,sora,vincent,zack,cloud,seshomoru fan girl lol!
my first crush was sadly inuyasha and yahiko from urony kenshin

now i tage: innocent heart ,xaos, alphonse13, Ruckles, Iruka Sensei
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Monday, June 23, 2008

hhhahahahhahahhah
i dont know y but iv been laffing alot at misery lately like my manager would be having fitts when ever my brother was taking forever to finish the dishes XD and i just started laffing every one else was like 0.o my manger is madd and im laffing like its nothing teh second time she did it thow we all lafed !
the the next day my freind was complaining saying whe wanted to die and i just started laffing [ofcores if she was serious i wouldint laff but we all say that we wana die at one point in the day lol]
it was fun yesterday thow cause i own every one that i was working with i was doing every thing so much better and faster ! hah ^^ it made me feel so good about my self i was so hyper for the rest of the day!
lattr my freind brot up the subject that shes always thot that if a man was trying to fight her that she would be able to over powere him but now she dosent cause she cant budj my freind when their playing and their just playing too! makes me feel kinda week ...god i wish i had taken some kind of karati or something ..i like armed combat better thow....XD
at the end of the day it was weard because this guy i knwo and kinda like but hes a total a whole who was calling me fat and im not !in frunt of ever one i mean its something to do that infrunt of your freinds but in frunt of EVERY BODY i dont realy care if he calles me fat cause i know im not but every one else is like ooo and how rude and what not its like get out of my bisnes and stop puting ppl in my bisnes yah know?
well that same guy was beging the manger to let him not close and he didnt so he was just quiet while he closed what he did and when my brother left[they were closing together]he started crying!!! i was like o.0 wtf?
then i asked him y he was and he was like idk?and i was like stop your going to make me cry T.T
akward.......i know what it is thow im just not sur yet but i has to do with his parents ,probably cause they want him to be purfect or something [hes one of them guys who wants to be a model and has high grades and in sports blah!]
well thats all i have to say ^^ my moods brighting ing up finaoly soemthing interesting is happening[sick humer i know] i guess its all about staying positive
i guess i lern new things every day ^.~
sory for the rant
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Sunday, June 22, 2008

o.o
gahhh !!!!!!!1get it out of my head ! its so horible!!!!!!!!gahhhh ihave the rooms to go song stuck in my head ..rooms to go easy !get it out!!!!!
...mood :darck
gah i need to beet something up i would some how find one of my freinds phonumbers and tell her to take me to her house [she has a puncking bag] but shes in hawaii and myother freind is in new mexico [or did she move?] and the other one is in colorodo!
waa....i wana excape from my hell that is work ...a place that you'd to be like home that now isant lol

well tehn yesterday was funy thow cause i saw this guy that i hadent worked with for a long time so we wer acting likw we were together !XD every one was like 0.o XP!
but i dont like him thow it makes me feel ..nah not bad i knwo the only thing he wants me for and i wont give him any! hahahahah
sory if i havent goten to your stuff im about to go to work [and i go t alittel lasy with cause of a littl amount of sleep see my typing is hardly making any sence two![i actualy fixed it some bit ]and i rhungry !!!]i woiuld invite soem one to com chat with m but iv got no time i just thot id let you all know how i am
ps:for all my contest entrys email me your work do not submit it to the otaku[-.- i hate wright ing that cause it makes me feel werd like it makes me suspicious lol ]my e-mail lucia_huerta@yahoo.com

im planing to wach this anime aventualy ^^ [with tiff i gues ^^]
i like this song ^^
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

   i dont know y
ever sence idont know iv always felt like love was something that i should be ashamed of ,ashamed of who i love ashamed of my slef because i dont feel like a person like me is capeble of loving others regardles of who they are
shame is something that iv always grew up with especialy around my family how i was never liek a real girl and how all my aunts and unckls didnt like me so they didnt invite us over anymore because they too were ashamed

i ...hate it
also shame for all the imiture things that i do because my mind wont go deep enof to consider things afencive or hurtfull to others i always try to bild up the courage to opologise but it never seems like "im sory " is enof to any one and i know its not...
it is shame that docent let me feel friendly love and separate my self form thows who love me ...
....because i never feel their love

well anyway its 1:44 right now and im sick of it i wish it was way urlyer!
im watching amv's via pwill[a pig kh amv maker [HE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!]]
my head hurts from keeping things in ....i felt like crying wihe i wrot the thing up their
just thot id let you know how i feel every once in a while [more times than that thow]
work was well work yesterday and all the new ppl suck! i mean like one guy is probly making two sundays for one person and i was done with two whole familys before he was !and then we are highering ppl that cant even use the chash rejister!
so anyway i feel so lonly right now ...i wish my friends were here!....waaaaaaaaaaa
well anywya im going to submit more art today [my head still hurts]

bye ~
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

awwwwwww......
wtf go to sleep at 1 waike up at 6:30 am ...thats me alright only 5 real howers asleap....
i woke up to the herison looking at the sun rise i boxed the sun in my fingers and i said to my self "today will be a good day right god?"iv always wanted to waike up urly enof to see the sun rise but because of work i sleep late but i gues this is what i get for not being able to sleep^^

yesterday me and my sister and owere freind lee went to wach the happening and i must say waching ppl comit mass suiside[agains their will] scared the shit out of me! i mean if their was some random guy i would be on him right now [not like that ]hide me T.T i hate waching movies where you cant do shit about whats happening ...sory for all the cursing! i their was this part where some ppl drove in to town and their was laders and lawnmowers on the streat and they were like wtf did it hit here alredy?[they thot it was like a terist atack using chemical and such to make u comit suicide]and then they looked up and they saw tons of ppl that hanged them selves on the street treess
dam it cant you under stand that killing ppl guets harder when they kill them selves?!
lol jk jk
anyway i had a dream that i felt bad because i got mad cause my friend did something to me so i was showing her hwo it hurt but i kinda over excagerated so she got mad at me [so i got sad]so i saw my other freind and i was going to hug him hi and he was like hold on let me put something in my back pack aand we both ended up falling off the railing ....ow good thing i didnt feel it lol
then i had a dram of my perfect[well better than the job i have now!]it was basically working in this store with [i gues a beauty suply store but more anticked out ]and all i had to do was work the rejister and stock every thing [thow it looked like the place never got bisy to begin with ] [it looked like a walk in the parck compared to my job now]i love anteak things [not the creepy ones tho!]lol im sitting her fascinated bye the keybord! XD
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Sunday, June 15, 2008

   am i missing some thing?
lately sleep has become in to a chore that i need
its no longer any rest for my mind but a cuntinus migrain thanks to my half awaike mind i am always conshious of every littel noise that happens in my house or every littel[MANY] thots that cross my mind if i was crasy they would be like the voices but thease are mindless things kinda like advertisments that my mind has made up in its bordome exept they pass like 100 times a second and the problem is that i cach every one of them! [i dont nesisaraly remeber....
so yah thow today i kinda had to stay to sleep or my parents were going to make me go some hwer boring
speeking of parnet congaragulations dad happy fathers day [unenthusiastick]hope you like the phone we are geting you
its 4:o2 now so its time for me to get redy for work
i still feel like im missing something...
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Friday, June 13, 2008

   hey yah !
well i joined a club yesterday ^^

click on it and it will take you to the one lost pupys portfolio if you want to join pm her [or him ]and they will give you the baner lol
i joined caus this was the cutest show i rember when i was a kidd lol!
well yah we are looking for new recruts
it is 10 45 and i am sleepy i woke up at 8 but i whent to sleep at 1 in the night lol i hate my sleeping habits once im out of rem sleep the trafick in my mind becomes clear enof for me to be able to feel conshes and able to wake my self ...[metaphorically speeking]
well anyways their are currently
lol dont you hate it when your waiting for something and something happens that gets your hopes up?
well im waiting for something in my yahoo mail and i got a new message and i thot it was what i wanted so i was like yay that was urly but then.... "you have new gaia alerts!"

-.-...wich was what i wasant waiting for
lol way to get my hopes up gaia....
whell anyway thease are the curent ppl who are participating in my contest ....

manami2
innocent heart
RSRKingdomStars
aragorn1014
StarFire100
DaFeather
ladyjacalyn
xaos
i still have some ppl to pm....
and ahhh sory to change the mood so fast but my stuppid dad is pissing the hell out of me ! hes just being stupid and blaming me for shit and telling me to do stuff that isant even my job to do it his and now hes just babbling like a dumn ass !!
im happy im like my mother....
well i wont let that get me down thow i will have to get off soon cause hes beind mean and telling me to get off the computer...
well anyway i will be having new scans coming in including one for somegirls contest


lol did i mention that today is friday the 13? lol i hope today isant unlucky-.-
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

   Android Contest

lol can you guess what the contest is ?
lol
android contest ! draw your own or draw an existing android they can be eather space age or modern [or obsolete ]its your choice
their are two difrent contest


. baner / ecard contest
and
. the drawing /computer art contest
theas are the prises

. 1st place i draw them their own oc character [if they have one i draw them a different one or if they want me to draw the same one ]and three drawings of what ever character they want[from any anime]
. 2 prise i draw 2 charecters of their choice .

. 3rd prise 1 character of their choice.
then for thows who i thought did an awesome job and didn't win i will give them their own special prise via red kie!
i will be posting entrys on this sight!


ps enter bye sending me a pm or comment here!


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other things

yesterday my day was kinda capy except for the fact that work was slow [unlike ushawal]
but im happy now but bored lol
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

randome thoghts
im thinking of making a contest but i have no idea how many ppl will participate and whether
so thease are teh prises that im thinking

. 1st place i draw them their own oc character [if they have one i draw them a different one or if they want me to draw the same one ]and three drawings of what ever character they want[from any anime]
. 2 prise i draw 2 charecters of their choice .
. 3rd prise 1 character of their choice.
then for thows who i thoght did an awsome job and didint win i will give them their own special prise via red kie!


so what do you guys think?
i wont post what the contest is till tomorow tow i will post it in my soul ruyukia world also

well anyway im feeling realy content with my self lately and ihave no clue
1 so what do you think of the prises?
2 would you enter?
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