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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

   i dont know y
Photobucket ever sence idont know iv always felt like love was something that i should be ashamed of ,ashamed of who i love ashamed of my slef because i dont feel like a person like me is capeble of loving others regardles of who they are
shame is something that iv always grew up with especialy around my family how i was never liek a real girl and how all my aunts and unckls didnt like me so they didnt invite us over anymore because they too were ashamed

i ...hate it
also shame for all the imiture things that i do because my mind wont go deep enof to consider things afencive or hurtfull to others i always try to bild up the courage to opologise but it never seems like "im sory " is enof to any one and i know its not...
it is shame that docent let me feel friendly love and separate my self form thows who love me ...
....because i never feel their love

well anyway its 1:44 right now and im sick of it i wish it was way urlyer!
im watching amv's via pwill[a pig kh amv maker [HE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!]]
my head hurts from keeping things in ....i felt like crying wihe i wrot the thing up their
just thot id let you know how i feel every once in a while [more times than that thow]
work was well work yesterday and all the new ppl suck! i mean like one guy is probly making two sundays for one person and i was done with two whole familys before he was !and then we are highering ppl that cant even use the chash rejister!
so anyway i feel so lonly right now ...i wish my friends were here!....waaaaaaaaaaa
well anywya im going to submit more art today [my head still hurts]

bye ~
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