Monday, April 2, 2007

TODAYS RANT!
okay okay I'm back and I can talk more. Okay so basicly I'm having a hard time with school. Something ended up coming up with my relastionship life and I havn't been able to keep my mind on topic and work. I just can't, I keep thinking of what I'm going to do with my friend, he's really starting to piss me off and at the same time sad.....oh and confused I cant forget confused. Anyway so yeah, I have this huge project due soon....like tomorrow and I havn't even started working on it. I mean really, every time I want to work on it I get side tracked in my mind, and once I finally remember what I'm doing I did this really really crappy job on it....I don't even know what the hell it was but I tell you it had nothing to do with my prject. It's a reshearch project and I'll fail it again if I can't keep focesed what what I'm doing! It's worth so much, but...I don't know. In that case would you say I'm easily distraced? Because I don't think I am and not many people say I am either but still.....it might be starting like that....ok then! Time to get back on track! So....now then...What ended up happening was I brock up with my now ex and I did a while back but he didn't think so. So we got into this big fight and it was really pissing me off but I can't ever be mad so I didn't act mad and I was really really sad. I found someone else who's closer to my age, and who loves me with all his heart. So my ex was mad at him and yelled at him and the guy who really likes me (I'm with him now and yes I left my ex for him) he started yelling at him back trying to keep my ex from getting to mad. Finally the other day he got of it and finally admitted that me and him wern't together and he's not mad. In fact he's just really relaly sad now. But yeah we're still friends and we still talk but he's making we feel bad so I'll change my mind and stay with him. I'm not going back I did that way to many times befire and finally I'm done with him....for good! but yes I love this new guy Chris and it makes me happy, really really really happy because he's perfect for me...and he's 16...and he's a geek, but cool and popular, and loved by many....but he's still a geek, and he's my geek......yes...okay then that's it! Finally I'm done with my rant!.......yeah....soo.....how bout them yankees? xD
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