Sunday, July 31, 2005

Dripping down my skin,
Hot liquid, thick and dark.
Such a simple thing, a drop of blood,
Liquid courcing through my viens, my body.
In my heart, it pumps and flows,
In my wounds it clots and dries.
Caked on my body, lustrous red,
Filling my thoughts, life-blood lost.
Stabbed through my heart, pumping cease,
Blood-pool, swimming in my blood.
That hot liquid now cold and unforgiving,
Give my life back, fill me again...

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Down on the floor, screaming inside,
Strength comes in bursts, weakly subside.
Sadness overflows me, tears falling down,
My quivvering body, heart-break drown.
Breath comes in sharply, exhausting me out,
Hope now depleting, trying to shout.

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Tears sting my eyes,
Blurr my sight,
Rolling down my cheeks,
They're cool droplets,
But that pity turns to rage,
The tears turn hot with hate,
I swipe them away,
And hold back the fury,
I wont cry for you,
Not when you slap me
When I'm on the ground,
Weak and defencelss.

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Between sleep and wake, when your mind drifts far,
Between concious and not, when your vision's faded and weak.
Thats where I'll wait for you, laden with jewels and silks.
The moon and sun will reside in my eyes,
The stars will shimmer across my skin.
I will wait for you there, dressed in the world's majesty,
I will be there, Lady of Dreams.

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What emotion still runs dry, in the well of my heart?
What emotion still seeps to me, in the core of my soul?
How am I still living, in a body that wont breathe?
Is there someone inside me, holding me here?

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My eyes droop wearily, focus ill
My mind slows steadily, thought lost
My breath softens quietly, tension gone
My heart races rapidly, love filled.

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I have no trust, I shun from the light,
I hide in the shadows, my face inder viel.
The you walk by, stealing my eyes in yours,
I feel so strange, I stand to greet you.
I want to trust you, to tell you who I am,
I pout my heart out, you stand there and smile.
I step into the light, reviel whi I am,
You embrass my with love, and I love you back.

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Its written on your face,
The horror that you've seen.
The sadness and disgrace,
You're hiding what you've been.
You're putting on the mask,
And start your little show.
You stress out and relax,
Confusion's all you know.
What have you turned into?
A person or a fake?
I know you didnt mean to,
I just want you to wake.

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Open your eyes,
See who I am,
Look to the sky,
Hold back the tears...

Thats who I am,
Broken and weak,
Being pushed down,
Being held down...

I cant get up,
I try and fail,
Dont look at me,
Dont see my shame...

The mask is off,
Revieled to you,
I never said,
I never told...

Hidden inside,
Happiness lost,
I'm saved by you,
Safe beside you...

Reluctant still,
Depression deep,
Through thick and thin,
You stay by me...

You say to me,
Lovely and sweet,
"Everythings fine,
I'll never leave..."

My doubt is great,
Hope equal so,
I stay with you,
To feel you there...

I love you now,
I'll love you then,
But can you hold on
While I'm falling?

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You seem dark and hidden, loney,
You seem corrupted and hurt, used,
You seem miserable and tired, sorry,
You see like a person with a haunted past.
But under that shell you stand proud and tall,
Shame thrown aside to be who you are,
And I see you for who you are,
And I stand beside you without hesitation...

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