Monday, August 11, 2008

remember how the coffee made us shake on those long nights?

listening to: coffee shop soundtrack-all time low Cassie's Comment Corner: belinda: i think i'm going to get some star's and an 08 because we're getting matching. rabidminpin: i miss jenny tooo. angel zakuro: i know, i never thought i would be discussing 'go, dog, go' on myo lol. I WOULD NEVER GET PETE WENTZ'S FACE TATTOOED ON MEH! ahem, i mean good guess but no.. emily: that's a cool idea for a tattoo. well, you can read my story if you don't mind it being a bit naughty. send me a message and i'll send you a link. megan: LOL OKAY! WE'LL GET MARRIED AND BE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!! normally i wouldn't work yesterday but my cousin went to the hospital to visit her dad so i ended up watching my cousin's. they were pretty good. i learned that three of our eight kitten's died yesterday too. that was sad...i don't know what's wrong with them. i hope it's not contagious. my cousin steven stopped by and we're cousin's by marriage so we were fighting and he kicked me in the boob. and then we were play fighting and he was stepping on my feet. my brother said he wanted our friend greg and his girlfriend brittany and the girl he likes stephanie to come over and spend the night. so they did and i was unsure at first but now i'm glad because i missed greg so much. i haven't seen him in forever and he's like a brother to me. his girlfriend is pretty nice and the girl my brother like's is so nice and cute and she likes almost all the same music i do so i approve of her. i do hope they start going out. greg was talking to me about final fantasy ten and disgea. and we all made dirty words on the fridge. they smoked a bit and drank a bit and i kinda ruined the end of ffx for greg but i thought he remembered back from when i played. i think today my brother has to go and enroll in school again. i will probably go incase i run into my old teacher again. i'm sure i am signing up for college on tuesday. i'm kinda nervous but whatever i'll do it. gonna go join the party so peace out scouts. xoxo cassie

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

we're on the bed but your clothes are laying right there

listening to: shake it-metro station Cassie's Comment Corner: the real yojimbo: he was pretty cute with his little goth curtain but he seems moody. taintedsanity: i like goth people! no hating here. angel zakuro: it's more cute that you still know the parts of the book. i remember i used to like when the dogs were on the boat at night. i wish i had unlimited texting! i want it sooooo bad. i text too much lol. still in a very creative state of mind. i finished one and a half chapters today. i'm glad i didn't lose many of my readers because i would've been sad. i talked to jenny on the phone yesterday. she was very bored and a bit sad but it was fun to talk to her. we went shopping too and i bought some cute little speakers that allow you to play your mp3 player outloud. the only thing is that i think my mp3 player is breaking because it keeps cutting out when i hook it up to speakers. we also bought a vacuum and a new doorknob for my bedroom door because all i had before was a deadbolt and the door wouldn't stay closed unless you locked it. i was supposed to babysit yesterday too but i didn't end up having to do it so i am kinda glad. i think i'm going to set my room up tonight. like put my posters back up and hang up my calendar and stuff. oh and taylor asked me that if she paid for me to get a tattoo then would i get one and i said yes. xoxo cassie

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

they don't love you like i love you

listening to: maps-the yeah, yeah, yeah's [i love this song] Cassie's Comment Corner: krissy: okay, my job isn't so hard but i definitly work longer shifts then you. lol we need to figure out who to keep rping. belinda: well, the problem is that jenny isn't going to be back from new york until august 13th so no hsne till then. sorry but please be patient. taintedsanity: your comments confuse me on a daily basis lol worked again but it was easier yesterday because porsha went to bible school so she was gone for a good amount of the day. so that left jordan and he was much easier to entertain. though he had me read go, dog, go like five times. called taylor and she and paul decided to come over. they got there and taylor brought me my photo boards from my open house because i happened to leave them in her trunk. she brought my graduation pics too that she picked up from the school for me. taylor also gave me a diary that she bought for me. it's cute and i like it and i had just been talking to jenny about wanting a new diary. taylor also told me that her friend's brother said i was cute and i told her to hook me up with him. we also saw goth kids walking down the street and taylor was like "she thinks you're hot!" and pointed at me and paul was yelling stuff too. oh, my friend's band is playing a show on august 29th and taylor, paul and i all decided to go so that should be fun. so then taylor and paul left and i my cousin's dad was hanging around because he and his wife (my cousin) split up and things are bad. i'm in the zone for writing my story slow motion. it took me a while to get going but now i can feel that i will at least finish two chapter so yeah, i know at least three people who will be excited. oh yeah and my cell is out of minutes so if krissy or jenny attempt to text me that is why i am not anwsering. i heard danielle is leaving in a week for college...that makes me sad. xoxo cassie

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Friday, August 8, 2008

no time for half hearted goodbyes

listening to: last night-motion city soundtrack Cassie's Comment Corner: tainted sanity: yeah, but my brother isn't a very emotional person so it was surprising for him to express himself like that. belinda: well, maybe some day we'll all meet and have a big partay! emily: yes, i happened to name patrick after patrick stump but i also reaaaallly like the name patrick. home is kinda boring. oh well, i've been talking to jenny and krissy. i miss them terribly. i'm watching my cousins porsha and jordan again. anyone who is a long time friend/reader will remember last summer when i had the same job. (i know jenny will remember) it was okay, had to yell a lot. jordan has gotten a lot worse. went for a walk and hung a bit with my other cousins. saw cute boys at the grocery store and i am writing again so now it feels more like home. back on my computer and writing where it's familar. our shower is still broken...i wish it wasn't. might be hanging out with taylor later today. xoxo cassie

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Thursday, August 7, 2008

am i more than you bargained for yet?

listening to: sugar, we're going down-fall out boy Cassie's Comment Corner: jenny: i already miss joo! belinda: drama be gone! lol perhaps we'll meet someday lol. you never know! krissy: lol so we've had sex with each other? i don't know i don't think it counts. but our rping is so effing epic! text rping! lol angel zakuro: yeah, i must've missed your comment. i think i was in a rush last night but i'll be sure to read it tonight! no, she knew him and it happened in the past so it's no big deal. so, i'm back in michigan again. jenny and i had to be up at seven in the morning but we didn't go to bed until four so we had a grand total of three hours of sleep. honestly i am exhausted and i'm going to sleep after i post. we packed up and left early and drove along stopping to get breakfast and make emo remarks along the way. jenny kept dropping titanic lines like no other. got to the ferry and jenny's mom nearly cried before i was even on the boat. when jenny and i had to say goodbye i will admit i did tear up but that's only because yeah, she's my best friend! like a sister to me more then anything. so it was so hard to say goodbye. i really will miss her terribly. the boat ride was more boring then anything. i mostly read twilight i think i'm a little more then halfway through it. i also wrote a little and for a time i just stared out the window and thought. once off the boat my mom was taking photos of me and getting all teary eyed. she, my cousin, my cousins son and i all went to this little resturant and ate except it was kinda crappy so meh. the drive was long and boring and it's weird because i kinda didn't want to come home. it sounds strange but i was having a great time in wisconsin. i wasn't even homesick yet. saw patrick again though and it looks like he got fatter and i thought he didn't remember me anymore but later he saw me and started crying so i know he did. i love mah kitteh. my brother surprised the hell out of me by telling me he missed me and giving me hugs as we went to the pizza place. went to grandma's and got grilled about what happened in wisconsin and what not. i now have the same job i had last summer, i am babysitting again. the same kids and the same house oh life how i adore your little surprises. ugh, compared to jenny's computer mine feels weird... xoxo cassie

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

you don't see the sun anymore

listening to: when it rains-paramore Cassie's Comment Corner: jenny: no clay aiken george bush. krissy: hee i love rping now. i wil miss it. modesty ftw! insane rascal: i post after midnight so that's why it's on there so early. belinda: i'll have to get around to writing yours later seeing as i'm leaving today. so, it is offically my last day in wisconsin and i am sad. i don't want to leave jenny. she's my best friend and now that we've met in person phone calls just don't seem like enough. oh well. i'm going to miss krissy too. i love those girls like the sisters i never had. i'm not really looking forward to taking the ferry boat again...it makes me nervous. i just hope things go smoothly. and that i don't forget anything. jenny and i went to walmart again yesterday. we went to get her sisters ears pierced and for a few last minute things. we also went to burger king and heard a very odd discussion going on between the workers. also we went into the play place where jenny kept using the phrase 'that's what she said.' and she almost broke her finger when she came out of the slide. we also got shakes and i swear we were acting so dirty with the shakes. jenny rode on the riding lawn mower and made me watch her lol. she also dyed her hair and it looks nice! then this guy derek came over and jenny kissed him before and he was cute in a farmer sort of way. so he needed gas money and he needed directions so jenny gave him bad directions and he couldn't find the place so he came back and we all got in his truck and drove up to the gas station. derek was driving fast and scared jenny's mom but it was fun. got back and doodled around and why do i always wait last minute to fucking pack? i always do that. now i'm gonna wind up stressed but at least i can sleep on the boat or something. that's all for now so i guess when you see me again i'll be back in michigan. i will not cry. much. xoxo cassie

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

pleasure ryland

listening to: pleasure ryland-cobra starship Cassie's Comment Corner: jenny: i promised no cookies loserface. lol i fucking hate that new zealand band now they try too hard. lol grif 2.0: well, i appreciate you reading it all! okay to start off i am in an uber creative mood so i want you guys to give me any parining like any couple or anything and if i know it i will write you something. i promise. so gimmie something. well, the other day jenny and i went bowling with krissy because i am leaving soon and i wanted to see her once more before i left. lol kinda the worst bowling experience ever. the lanes kept breaking down and the workers were total idiots. we switched lanes and had massive waiting. lol by the end of it no one really wanted to play. it was only fun because all of us were together. somehow i've become a huge band whore on myspace. band after band is adding me and i try to be nice and leave them comments but ugh, i'm getting sick of it. jenny and i went to walmart today. lol i know we spend a lot of time there. we went to find clothes for her to wear to the wedding she is attending in new york. i am soooo surprised she is wearing a skirt. i had to help her be a girl by helping her with the purse and shoes. gold does match brown. it does! lol we went to this resturant called culvers and it was yummy. there was a cute guy working there and we were trying to figure out his name. we thought it was justin but we found out it was devin. he served our food and held the door for jenny and i on the way out. jenny's sister had a meltdown over the wrong flavor of ice cream and jenny accused me of having and using my flirty voice. i forgot to mention that all time low was supposed to play at our warped show but they didn't because they went to pete's mtv show that day. bummer. i'm going back to michigan soon and it's bittersweet. i mean i miss my family but at the same time i like it here. i like how everything is so chill. i'm sad to be going. i made jenny sad too the other day. jenny and megan ruined the song dear maria for me. jenny thinks it's creepy when krissy and i roleplay. jenny and megan also ruined gabe saporta speaking spanish. lol xoxo cassie

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Monday, August 4, 2008

some men just wanna watch the world burn

listening to: the dinging of iming people Cassie's Comment Corner: belinda: my life isn't so great. i just happened to have a very epic two and half weeks. jenny: your boobs obviously have it out for me. i didn't scare him! that was one sexy clown but i feel so creepy for thinking that way. insane rascal: yeah, we met all of cobra starship. when did tai have a signing? i like the chizz too. lol the next day we got up super early and packed our bags up and we left and jenny and i tried to put our hair color stuff in but it wasn't working for me and you could barely see it on her. then jenny got upset about something and i thought she was mad at me but she wasn't. we went to mcdonalds and saw a bunch of scene kids there and we assumed they were there for warped tour. who knew the mickey d's would be a scene kid hang out? so then we got dropped off at warped and it was so hot! i put on my shades right away. soon after we got there this cute blonde guy came up to us and asked if we would listen to his band. we did and he asked if we'd buy it but we said no and i did have a convo with him about motion city soundtrack while jenny was listening to his stuff. we got free pink stickers from this person and i stuck it on my leg and the damn thing didn't come off all day. then this other cute guy came up and asked if we'd listen to them and we said we would so we did and jenny really liked them so she bought their cd and that guy complimented my fall out boy shirt. we got hit up again as we waited in the mob of people to be let in. this band from new zealand asked us to buy their cd for 10 bucks and we'd get free water all day but we didn't do it. little did we know that wouldn't be the last time we heard from that band. but yeah warped is like a scene lovers dream because there are so many good looking guys everywhere and later in the day they get hot and shirtless and if you get into a mosh you can molest them with no repercussions. mayday parade started playing before we even got into the show and lucky for jenny and i the guards didn't even spot our water bottles as they checked our bags. we raced on over to mayday parade and we got on the side and could see really, really well. their set was cool and jenny was taking pictures. i never knew how hot they were till now and there getting pretty popular which is pissing a few people off. after their set jenny and i bought a schedule for two bucks. (more like i prodded her into buying one sorry bby!) so we checked the schedule and noticed that all time low was missing. we thought someone made a mistake so we just went along on our merry ways. we got free stuff and got ambushed by another band guy shirtless and on a scooter and we liked him but we didn't buy his stuff but he gave us high fives anyway. then we found the merch booth and we talked to the hot the academy is merch guy. he was nice too so that's a plus. i bought a black academy is shirt and it must've been the most popular one cause i saw a lot of people wearing it. jenny ended up buying one too. then we went to the cobra starship booth and i bought a shirt and i saw a little sign that said if you tip them they'd give you a sweet gift. so i asked the guy and he said yeah so i gave him a buck and he gave me a guilty pleasure bracelet. jenny tiped and got one too. so then i picked up a green warped tour t shirt that had all the dates on it and i also bought an all time low shirt later on in the day. jenny bought a cobra shirt (different from mine) and a mayday parade shirt and she bought a the cab shirt. i happened to want this shirt too but she bought the last one in our size. lol so then we went to watch we the kings and we got there early but there was still a lot of people. we could see the front pretty well though. so their set starts and into one of their songs people started moshing and somehow i got caught in it so i was getting hit from both sides and didn't do much except hold my bag and pray that i didn't fall down. i did get pushed further to the front so i could see them better. i feel bad for the guy infront of me because i kept hitting his butt. then we went to get in line for the cobra starship signing. we decided to get in line early and there wasn't that many people there. so we got in line and this blonde girl complimented my shirt so we started talking to her and her name was ashley but she told us to call her brendie because that was her middle name. so we made line buddies with her. this guy came by and randomly stamped my arm with this warped tour stamp because you need it to see the band but he gave no warning just stamped my arm and scared me. the damn spot still won't come off. mostly she and i talked because her friend didn't talk at all and jenny got hot and irritated and sat down. she brought a can of cashew nuts for alex and she was nice cause she gave jenny and i the rest of her water. around this time jenny and i bought got hit up by that damn new zealand band again and we just started telling them we didn't have any money. but this cute guy from a band came up to me and he was definitly flirting and i told him i spent all my cash on merch and he was like "i don't blame you, you did the right thing." and he told me to add them on myspace and to chat with him on there. i liked him. so cobra starship ended up being late and we ended up waiting in line for an hour and a half. but then they showed up and it was still a while before things got going. we could see gabe though because he was standing. jenny was taking photos of him. so the line moved quickly and i got my shirt out and got up to alex fist. he's so cute and adorable and friendly he made me feel so welcomed. i had to tell him how to spell my name though. then came nate and i liked nate, he was my favorite but not anymore because he was so standoffish. he didn't say anything to me at all, not even a hi or anything and it was fucking awkward because i got stuck in front of him for like half a minute. vicky-t got confused and thought she already signed my shirt so she skipped me i guess and ryland was pulling on it because it was stuck under jenny's bag and his face was so funny as he was doing it. i like ryland. then came gabe and i was so super nervous because i mean it's gabe saporta but he was nice and i gave him the bracelet i made him. he got all super happy like i could see it was a genuine surprise to him and he put it on right away and gave me a hug and was like "what's your name?" "cassie" "well, cassie thanks for the bracelet and thanks for buying our shirt." "you're welcome." i think he might've said more but i can't remember anymore. so jenny got her stuff signed and then we said bye to brendie and we headed to find a place to sit because our feet were killing us. we ended up sitting on a curb and we pulled out some food we brought along and we were eating. two people asked to use jenny's cell phone and i suggested we start charging them. and i'm pretty sure the lead singer of the band ludo marched by us leading a parade. we ate and baked in the sun and then we decided to leave because cobra was playing soon so we found a bathroom and filled up our water bottles and went to find the main stage. when we got there there was barley anyone waiting for cobra so we had near front positions but then more people started to crowd around and i started feeling worse and worse, like i couldn't breath. i thought i was gonna pass out or throw up so i got out of the mosh and i felt bad because jenny followed me so we were farther back but we could still see them good. i noticed that gabe was wearing the bracelet i made him so i was thrilled about that. cobra kicked ass live! william beckett came out as did sisky for the song snakes on a plane. it was awesome. then the academy is played and i still didn't feel well and we could barely see them so i ended up sitting down next to this barricade and people were walking all around me and i had butts in my faces and i swear to god that someone farted. it was gross. i got up during their last song and a storm looked like it was gonna happen. william was all like "there's a storm a coming!" and jenny screamed: "run william beckett run!" lol it was hilarious. after that set we went back to the bathrooms and refilled our bottles and then we sat down on the cement floor next to the men's bathroom and ate and chilled because our feet hurt so badly. this guy and girl practically did it infront of us and we chatted up a security guard. we didn't have any band we wanted to see until seven thirty at night so we went to the amphitheather where bands were playing just to have a cool place to sit. we got there and screamo bands were playing. it was fun to watch the kids in the mosh and we hung there for a while like an hour and a half. we left soon after to go and see say anything play. i only know i couple of their songs but they were really good and they did an encore. then gym class heroes played and they were the last set of the day and not a lot of people knew their songs but jenny and i were into it. jenny got hugs from a gay guy and travis made a pinkie swear with the audience and made a moving speech. we left after that and i realized that my whole fucking face was sunburned especially my forehead. and jenny and i couldn't walk properly for awhile and we were sore and sweaty but i honestly wouldn't trade it for anything. i had so much fun. warped is kinda like an rite of passage or an endurance test. either you make it or you don't. xoxo cassie (i know that was long so thanks whoever read it all)

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Sunday, August 3, 2008

but at least you had me

listening to: but at least you had me-last summer Cassie's Comment Corner: jenny: i love your half hearted poetry and i love your poultry. belinda: i don't always go for the bad boys! but the joker is sexy! insane rascal: i love kalahari! i want to live there. we spend an adequet amount of time in walmart. hey, if it's okay can i have your myspace so i can add you and see if i saw you at warped. i promise i won't be creepy. oh, yeah i knew that about the kidz bop thing, pete always looking out for the childrens. angel zakuro: glad you like the theme. i love making bracelets now! i'm addicted to it. okay since a lot happened this post will be broken into two different posts since no one likes uber long posts so today will be what happened before warped tour and tomorrow will be what happened at warped tour and we'll go from there. there will probably be pics tomorrow. so much has happened since we left that i barely remember it at all. i do remember that before we left jenny and i made some bracelets at like three in the morning. i made one that says 'team jwalk' because he would be my favorite member of panic at the disco. jenny made two, one of her girlfriend's nickname and one that said 'team ryro' because he's her favorite panic member. i also made krissy a bracelet that says 'team bden' well, because he's her favorite. i also made gabe saporta a bracelet that said his name so i could give it to him at warped. so we left to go to the wisconsin dels and we went to ponderosa where everyone had an accent. and they played hellogoodbye while i was wating mah ice cream. went to the kalahari water park which happens to be the biggest indoor waterpark in wisconsin. it was truly awesome. we had a super great view from the balcony and i waved at the guy next door. we went down to the indoor water park first and jenny and i floated along the lazy river in our innertubes. we did a double one this one time and she nearly drowned me. jenny convinced me to go on some of the water slides with her so i went down this one with her and it was dark and scary and i was screaming my ass off. then we went on this open one on a boat and that was more fun. but then they closed the lazy river so we went up to the room because we had free tickets for this magic show anyway. so we left for the tommy barlett magic show and it was down where this lake used to be. it was alright, not a lot of people were there and we saw these two people doing arial stunts and then this funny juggler/commedien and he was epically funny. there was this clown named aqua and it sounds odd but he was actually good looking, like you could tell he was hot under his make up. jenny and i took a photo with him. jenny dropped a snow cone in her lap and the song america the beautiful depressed me. the next day we went into the outdoor park and that was a million times funner. jenny and i played with the little kids and went on the lazy river outdoor version and went swimming. jenny and i got pedoed a million times by older guys it was so creepy. we left soon after and went to milwaukee to go to jenny's grandma's house. we went to the mall and went to hot topic and that one had all lesbians in it so i was sorely disappointed but i bought pink hair dye stuff. went out to eat at the chinese food resturant and jenny and i had our own booth and we were roleplaying as spencer and ryan from panic at the disco [because we're dorks like that] went to jenny's grandmas and got ready for warped. that's all for today warped info tomorrow. xoxo cassie

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

all of our moves make up for the silence

listening to: momma's boy-chromeo Cassie's Comment Corner: jenny: you know you mean to be dirty lol. bai bai grammy makes me laugh all the time! XD o i c you using the icon i found yew. belinda: bald belinda! ha ha krissy: eh we didn't go to the mall but we're going to the kickass hot topic in milwaukee. soooooo i changed my theme. i kinda did it on a whim. i just liked the picture a lot. i may change it but for right now it will stay this nice fall out boy theme. even though i've done fob before. i changed it early because jenny and i are leaving to milwaukee today and we won't be back till after the first. we're going to kalahari(sp?) the waterpark and on the first she and i are going to warped tour! i am so excited about it. well yesterday we went to jenny's aunts for a barbeque and we got pedoed by this man who has a gay cat. we saw amish people too and i took a picture of them. i also bought a wicked sweet cashton t-shirt. so we drove to her aunt's and we got bored quick and we were also supplied with an alcoholic beverage. i had the great idea to go walk along the creek that ran behind the house. so we went down there and the water was shallow and pretty and cool so we took off our sandals and walked in the creek. we were just following the natural path but my jeans were getting wet. and it was a far walk. we finished our drinks and i rested on a rock. we went really far and then we came to this fence. so we couldn't go any farther. we were also sinking into the sand. on the way back i had to climb up this moss thing and my foot went into this deep hole and i fell into the water. only my pants up to my knees got wet and jenny was laughing at me but then she came and helped me. i got her wet later for laughing at me. by the time we got back we were so sandy and wet. i was more wet. we sprayed off with the hose and sat outside and it was kinda boring but fine. so then we ate and everyone wanted to see a movie and they wanted to see the dark knight but i've already seen it but i didn't care so we went home to change and then go to the movie theather. watching that movie for the second time you really catch a lot more. this time also had an sad effect on me. i got really sad towards the end. i don't know why really. plus i think the joker is sexy. then we went to walmart and we saw a gabe saporta and jon walker look-a-likes and they were together and jenny and i were checking them out. also there was a cute guy at the movie theather. jenny and i were being annoying at the walmart and we bought a bracelt making kit that's designed for nine year olds but i am so making a bracelet. also chatted with megan and krissy and i love them both so much. my friends are truly awesome people. xoxo cassie

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