Friday, June 20, 2008

you are the night light ripping through my wicked world

listening to: this is for real-motion city soundtrack Cassie's Comment Corner: belinda: sadly i am not moving to where you live. i'm not evening moving out of michigan. jenny: don't bring up chucky! he scares the complete shit out of me! lol maybe you can ride a cow around? hold up homeskillet did you just compare me to santa? (just kidding) who is yew getting high with? angel zakuro: well, i don't do it ever and i don't smoke it so i think i'm good to go! it makes me too sleepy lol krissy: i know you, jenny and i could form some sort of incredible gang in wisconsin. where we play showtunes and hunt down scene kids. things cassie desperately needs to do: 1. finish the open house invitations and actually send them out! 2. box up manga and bag up clothes. 3. stop spending an epic amount of hours on myspace and livejournal. 4. actually call sydney watching people on webcams make me feel like a stalker. so, i just randomly went to danny's myo site last night i think i might've clicked on it on accident thinking it was krissy's. anyhoo i forgot that danny has his stupid webcam link thing up there so i suddenly hear music and i look and his cam is on and he's on it but he's passed out on his bed. granted it was like five-thirty in the morning. i think he might've been high. i could only see half his body cause he was angled weird but i felt like a creep so i stopped watching. okay so i didn't do much. it seems i have the same schedule. to get up and write and play on the internet and shit like that. i am wasting my life here people! ah, but it feels so good. i am actually thinking of going for a walk today though. gotta make sure i have my mp3 player when i do and that'll be some nice excercise. my friend bobbi is also having her galbladder taken out today. i want to call her but i don't know when she's getting out of the hospital or if she'll be all doped out. my uncle says he's going to pick me up and make me go with him to clean today. uh, no, i don't want to do that. i am not getting paid to do that. i'll make up some excuse cause i am not spending all day at that house cleaning! oh, before i go it seems that last night i had a sudden strike of inspiration and i wrote a poem. something i haven't really done in a while. believe it or not this one ain't so much about me. he's become the kid we don't talk about the ghost whose made himself far too visible i'm living through the empathy and i don't need to imagine what it feels like i just look in the mirror at the scars i thought were healed guess he's not so unique afterall, neither am i. the person he was isn't real, maybe he never existed i wish my pain was a figment of an overactive imagination one that's fueled on heartbreak and fed with drama to keep it all alive your face is a siren song, does that mean i have to be deaf and blind to survive? slowly everyone see's just who you really are without the jagged bangs and tight clothes what are you? do you even know? or are you too wrapped up in the image to even remember what your eyes used to look like. we'll keep on pretending that it's not an issue but for now i'm carrying that weight and i'll pretend that it doesn't feel like your name ^yeah, you can blame or give thanks to someone's post last night cause it just made me want to write. i think they have a feeling who they are or maybe they have NUN at all. (love my subtleness?) <3 cassie

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman

listening to: grand theft autum-fall out boy Cassie's Comment Corner: belinda: you have pictures of danny? you little stalker you. lol i'm just kidding. jenny: yes, i have more than heard your thoughts on this subject but i luv yew too! i know i used that subject line before but i feel like it fits so well that i wanna use it again. anyhoo, enough of this danny business. i don't feel like lingering on it. he's not the boy who wrote those words anymore, he never will be again, whatever. i just hope that i'm not the girl who's affected by those words anymore. i'll get back to you on that. wrote some more, seems i'm doing that a lot but as they say. everytime you write you're getting better and better at it so at least it's a productive subject and it's not like i'm just sitting on my ass. dude, the singer from the rocket summer kind of sounds like the singer from saves the day. weird. i also got jenny to finish her chapter of our story. lol i like how neither of us have lives! (no, i'm kidding, jenny has a life and a broken bike.) speaking of jenny i called her again last night to make sure she was okay and she was, despite a bit of potentially devastating news. i think i kept her cheery though. at least i hope i did! i don't wanna jump the gun but she and i are hoping to be able to go to the warped tour this year considering that almost all our favorite bands are playing this year. oh, man, i hope we can go. our friends nathan and matt came over for a bit yesterday too. they mostly got high in my brother's room but i went in there and was chatting with them and i ended up getting a contact high because half the shit that was said in there was not as funny as i thought it was. i guess we're moving soon...i guess i need to pack up my stuff...what the hell am i gonna do with my posters and collage?...damn... <3 cassie

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

if i had my own world, i'd build you an empire

listening to: secret crowds-angels and airwaves i sent out invites to my friends on myspace for my open house. only people whose addresses i didn't have. also talked to taylor briefly but i really miss her, we miss each other. i finished the first chapter of my new story that i have yet to release the name of. jenny's probably gonna get mad because i was supposed to write it one way but i kinda went a totally different direction. supposed to go to the laundromat tonight but i don't wanna. it's so boring there...what am i supposed to do? just listen to music? blaaaaaah. so, i went on my other myotaku site (redmoonchick2) and i went there looking for a few chapters of an older story i had written but i had found these old post's from danny (back when he had his other site and he actually used it) anyhoo i read these because honestly i forgot i had them, i thought they had gotten deleted or something. really reading those, it makes me miss him. but moreso the way he used to be. i'm not saying that he's changed a lot but all i am saying is that we can't go back, we can't be the two people we were back then. i'm not sure he wants to be that person anymore. he says he's changed for the better and i want to believe that with my whole heart. also i don't see how it wasn't so painfully obvious that i was in love with him back then. i don't think he bothers to read my site anymore so i don't think it matters what i talk about. danny didn't know for a long time that i liked him but he learned eventually but if this site was any indication...it was really obvious. back to the point before, it's sad to think that i will never be that close to him again. it feels like such a long time ago...that it almost feels like it didn't even happen. well this is getting long but i do want to post some of his writings...it might be a little long but i'm doing it anyway. ************************************************* I'm sitting in the computer lab at school right now, it's empty. Very empty. It's kinda quiet and I can hear the clickity clack of the keyboard that Mr.Fernald is using. I'm very bored, otherwise I wouldn't of even said all of that. :P I didn't feel like going to school yesterday, mainly because I knew that Cassie wasn't going to be there. So I just stayed home and played my Xbox 360 all day. I probably got my rank on Gears of War up quite a bit. I played about 15 matches and got at least 500 points each match due to curb stomping, boom shots, long shots, and smashing faces. Hehe <3 After my intense Xbox playing I took a shower and check my MyO one more time before bed. I had PM from Cassie asking if I was still up, so I just told her to call me. Which she did, about 5 minutes later. We talking for about half an hour or so. I was singing a lot and I didn't mean to. =[ We talked about things like who I liked and who she liked. She still won't tell me who this guy is that she basically dreams about, it's not like I'd make fun of her or anything. She's like one of my best friends. -shrugs- Oh well, she'll tell me eventually... I hope. ************************************************** ... School sucks I'm not sure, but I think I was being picked on about my tight jeans today. There's this girl named Paige at my school and she tends to think she's hot shit. Well anyways, she was asking me a bunch of questions about them and about me, for example. Do you skate? What if you got a boner in those? and shit like that. It's so stupid... I swear to god nobody likes me in that school. (Besides Cassie, who of course I care about dearly and wouldn't care if she's the only friend I have there because she's so amazing it makes up for 1,000,000 people or so.) Well, I typed that all in a minute. *No joke* That's amazing... I guess I've had it on my mind. Bed time now! Unless Cassie calls... :P Nighty night all, Daniel (honestly that was one of the nicest things he ever said about me, so special i make up for a million people...) ************************************************** peace out scouts cassie

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

i was so scared of everything you put in front of me

listening to: amazing because it is-the almost pimpage: jenny (the insane patient), krissy (the promiscous nun), belinda (the emo kid), megan (the evil scientist), i want to say i had a semi-productive day but i don't think i did. oh well, i wrote a chapter and a half of slow motion (one of my stories) so i feel accomplished. i also posted a lot of my stories to this one site and read some of my older stuff cause i find myself terribly entertaining. lol. i listened to both 'the academy is...' albums yesterday, i blame it on jenny because she kept listening to them when i was on the phone with her. i forgot how much i liked the almost here album and how truly sad the song 'everything we had' is. i also went through my memories on livejournal. THIS IS MY JON WALKER! i don't think anyone but jenny would get that but oh man is it funny to me. just curious does anyone else read fanfiction or would that just be jenny, megan, and i? i needz to know! i have a feeling that my cousin porsha will be staying with us for a while because her parents are fighting a lot lately so i guess i have to watch her tomorrow which will be a huge bummer cause i'll to do crap that she wants to do and not what i want to do. blah, i don't care if i sound selfish. grr i feel like doing something this weekend...damn i keep forgetting to call my friend sydney. she used to be my bestfriend i think i'm still her's but we haven't talked in so long and we don't have much in common anymore. either way i don't want our friendship to die so i shall call her and invite her to my open house. well, i am throughly bored so i am playing a game before i go. feel free to play along. IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1) Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2) Put it on shuffle 3) Press play 4) For every question, type the song that's playing 5) When you go to a new question, press the next button 6) DO NOT LIE and try to pretend everything is normal Opening credits: golden-fall out boy Waking up: stupid kid-alkaline trio [good way to start the day] First day of school: the anthem-good charlotte [it fits well] Falling in love: skyway avenue-we the kings Fight song: bones-saves the day Breaking up: animal i've become-three days grace [that's a good one] Year 10 formal: hate (i really don't like you)-plain white tee's Life: this is halloween-panic at the disco [just call me jack skellington i guess] Mental breakdown: i slep with someone in fall out boy and i'll i got was this stupid song written about me-fall out boy [ha ha ha] Driving: G.i.N.A.S.F.S-fall out boy [fits so damn well] Flashback: behind the sea-panic at the disco [yeah, if i used to be a pirate!] Getting back together: homesick at spacecamp-fall out boy [awww] Losing your virginity: broken hearted-motion city soundtrack [well, that can't be good...] 18th birthday: take my hand-the cab Car accident: reinventing the wheele to run myself over-fall out boy [please, someone else see the irony in that!] Hospital bed: pas de cheval-panic at the disco [interesting] 21st birthday: snow globe-armor for sleep [depressing] wedding: the ghost of you-my chemical romance [darkest wedding ever! lol] birth of a child: the church of hot addiction-cobra starship [highly innapropriet for children] final battle: maneater-panic at the disco [i'm guessing i lose the fight..] funeral song: checkmarks-the academy is... [oh wow] end credits (2 songs): do you know what i'm seeing-panic at the disco [that actually sounds like one] changes-a cursive memory [again good ending song] SOMEONE PLEASE DO THAT! cassie

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Monday, June 16, 2008

i only got forever and forever is fine

listening to: snakes on a plane-cobra starship i did my open house invitations yesterday and there is nothing like having to write the same thing over and over again to bored you to death. my cousin porsha came over too. she's really working my nerves though, at least she's going to work with my mom tomorrow though. speaking of my mom god, she is being such a bitch to me yesterday. she was yelling at me over nothing and she never yells at my brother. just me about stupid shit that doesn't matter. not fucking fair at all....she's doing it right now. i called jenny yesterday too and we talked on the phone for a whopping seven hours. my dear, i do believe we broke our record by an hour. that is an especially long time to talk on the phone but i mean jenny and i have important things to talk about. and the hours seem to fly by. she inspired me to start a new story series. which i might put up on here, i dunno. i also got her writing our story so you fans should expect a new chapter soon. quote: jenny: i would have sex with that animated lion. (she was talking about kouvou (sp?) from the lion king two. cassie

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

give me your hand but realize that i just wanna say goodbye

listening to: afterlife-avenged sevenfold Cassie's Comment Corner: claes: i was a chicken too for a long time, my friend taylor had to convince me to pierce my ears. krissy: yup, we should do the three way again. perhaps tomorrow? i shall have to plan with jenny. jenny: ha ha i had a feeling you would remember the quote. hence me mentioning it. don't feel bad, it's not anything terribly important, you and krissy and i can all have deep conversations. but i would so take pictures of myself in chicago so i could show you! if ryro ran into you you'd leave with him too! lol P.S. clay aiken does have a vagina! it's a wizard! belinda: if you wanna join her feel free. but i will say that mr. aiken is locked in krissy's closet so you'll both have to go over there. i forgot how much the infinity on high record makes me feel alive. that record was made for summer nights. my cousin came over yesterday. she brought me a graduation present. i got a scrapbook kit that i think is really cool and i've already made the cover, i just gotta motivate myself to work on the rest. she also got me a photo album that says class of 2008, she also got me this black blanket that has class of 2008 written on it in white lettering. i kinda wanna get a tattoo of an 08 somewhere. i'm addicted to the song shake it by metro station..damn you trace cyrus! my mom, brother, porsha, and i all went out to dinner at a chinese food resturant but my brother was basically being an emo kid yesterday. he was being all grumpy and whiny ugh it was annoying. we stopped by my grandma's after that then the mall and i was supposed to buy new earrings but my mom took forever in one store and porsha and i couldn't find her so i trolled around F.Y.E and found a billzion and one fall out boy posters that i want. i also found the rolling stone panic at the disco poster, i want it! so i can stare at the jon walker sexiness all the time! i found the ultra rare unoffical first cd from fall out boy too and the string ochestra version of their songs cd and the rare release the bats dvd and i must buy it! lord i must buy it! i ran into my friend jesse. this girl who went to my school last year, not the annoying blonde boy i sometimes gripe about. it was cool to see her again. we chatted for a few minutes. she has her septum pierced now. i still don't like septum piercings, she wants to hang out with danielle and i soon. i'm thinking bowling next weekend. oh emm gee jenny and krissy and i should bowl! do they have bowling allies in cashton? i didn't get to buy anything because the mall was closing and my mom took too long. dropped off invites to my aunt because she offered to do some of them for me because i am incredibly lazy these days. went and got a frosty and thnks fr th mmrs came on the radio so i jacked it up and sung my lungs out (my brother did too) i also watched hairspray after i got home and that's a really cute movie. almost makes me like zac efron...almost. need to find my battery charger and do the rest of my invites. peace out boy scouts. cassie

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

for the first time in a long time i can say that i wanna try to get better

listening to: even if it kills me-motion city soundtrack okay, so my few days out of high school have been kinda boring. i've lost all sense of time and days. it doesn't matter and that's kinda scary. i'm thinking i should have some kind of deep conversation with krissy (since she's the most likely to know what i'm going through.) too bad she's rarely around anymore. been writing and spending a good amount of time on myspace. talking to friends that i'm too scared to leave behind. got my graduation pictures back and i love them. maybe i'll share a couple with you tomorrow. i took out my earrings finally, the left ear was infected...i know it was and it hurt to sleep on them so i don't really care. i mean i know i look cute with them in but i can just wait till the left ear gets better than re-pierce them. oh, i had the lovely opportunity to talk to both jenny and krissy on the phone, three way style. lol that sounds hawt. krissy has a nice voice and she's very eloquent! and emo at one in the morning lol, she's also a dirty nun. jenny on the other hand wants to hydro-pump clay aiken's vagina and believes that i'll ditch her for pete wentz when i am in chicago. oh emm gee i watched pete wentz's new show on mtv called FN MTV and it was cool. pete is such an honestly dorky guy that he's funny to watch, he gets excited over such stupid things. i also got to hear panic at the disco sing gin and juice with snoop dogg and you haven't lived until you've heard that shit. i hope if i do become a music journalist that i never get bored with music. really that profession would be the most handy for my extremely random musical knowledge. i have no other profession to use that in lol. damn, there was a funny quote i was gonna use tonight but i can't remember what jenny said anymore...it was really funny though! back on my vampire scheduel...or my danny hicks scheduel because that kid never sleeps! cassie

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

as we go on, we remember, all the times we spent together

well yesterday was graduation and before i start this will be long so just so you know. when i got to school i was fine, i worked on some stuff and got stuff ready. it wasn't until lunch time that i got really nervous. i was talking to someone who was also speaking at graduation and i suddenly started thinking about it and i was so scared! i think i honestly had a panic attack, i couldn't breath and my heart was beating so fast. i might have also been panicking because i had my exit interview for the same day. an exit interview is like a mock job interview where you have to show off your portfolio and then have the teachers ask you questions and you have to anwser them. it doesn't sound scary but when you're in that situation, trust me it is. so my interview was at 3:30 after taylor's and i wasn't ready. it was almost like in a comedy where the person has to do something and everything is going wrong? yeah, that was me. my stuff wouldn't print so i had to go down there without a lot of it. my graduation index cards fell out of the portfolio. and i was like five minutes late. my teacher i asked to participate was too late to be included so we got my other english teacher. so it was my favorite teacher, our old pricipal, and my other teacher. i had to go over stuff in my portfolio and i was so nervous at first so i wouldn't look at anyone and i was going over too much stuff and i had misplaced and duplicates of things. despite that the questions part of my interview went great. i had good anwsers for every question and i made sure to look at the person who had asked the question while i anwsered. afterwards my teacher said i was one of the best she had done so far, she told me that she was nervous for me to do it too but i blew her out of the water. so basically i rocked that shit! XD my aunt got there afterwards and i went to her house to get ready for graduation. got my hair straightened while i was writing my speech down on index cards. got make up put on and yeah, taylor and my friend timmmy (yes, three m's) pierced my ears in the computer lab again during fifth hour. left with my aunt and did some posey pics next to a tree and a brick wall, if you're lucky, i'll show them to you. hee. stopped by payless to see if i could find dressy shows but i liked the ones i already had better so i just stuck with those and went to the school. i thought i was late but i wasn't so i changed into my gown and went to find taylor. then i went to talk to david, who took my place as first speaker (i am not complaining) he was so nervous that he made me nervous. it was freaken hot in the school so a bunch of us went outside and my dad showed up and then my mom and brother. i was basically freaking out before graduation, taylor demanded that i not cry because than she'd cry. they hearded us into a room and gave us a pep talk and we all had to line up and go outside. people were honking at us while we walked and we lined up outside the backdoor enterance to the gym and everyone was scared. taylor forgot her speech actually and they had to send a teacher back to get it. we all walked out and i couldn't breath, i was probably smiling like an idiot. we went and sat down and they started. my brother was in the reserved seating two feet behind me because he had to present a scholarship. the whole ceremony felt like it flew by, everyone was scared you could tell. though to the right of me leaning against the gym wall was my friends, bobbi, brittany, jessica, and eric and they were waving at me and what. it was time for the speakers to go up and they called david first and i was watching intently to see what i would have to do moments later. they called me up and my teacher was at the side of the stage and i got up there and was so scared! i just held my cards and read, i tried to sound natural and there was something wrong with the microphone so people couldn't hear us too well. i didn't look at anyone because i was afraid i would cry but i did get all teary eyed at the end but i didn't care. the rest of the night is kinda a blur now, i remember they showed a slid show of the seniors and there was a good amount of everyone. then they presented the scholarships and i won one! i won the student council 'jason butts' memorial scholarship' it was for three hundred and fifty dollars. it was cool but to be honest my brother already told me i won so i knew all along but i still acted surprised. i also learned that taylor knew too and that this girl gina didn't want me to win because she didn't like what i was majoring in. (that kinda makes me mad) then we walked along the stage to get our dipolma's and i was afraid but it went really well and we got roses from our teacher. taylor and brittany sang but it didn't go over well, taylor was good but brittany kind sucked in my opinion. afterwards we went left the gym and than came back out to get onstage for our class picture. which along the way i got mobbed by my friends and people i kinda know and my fellow seniors who congratulated me on my scholarship. we all got on stage and it was funny because people were like "i gotta pee" and it was so hot on stage and everyone just wanted to get it over with. we took three pics and than we took one of us all throwing our caps up in the air and david's cap got caught on the projector, who knows if he ever got it down. after that was insane amount of picture time. i took pics with so many people it's not even funny. pics with taylor, family, bobbi, david, brittany, loads of pics. hung around a long time after graduation and talked to people, made plans, promised that this wasn't goodbye. i actually have to go back to the school today to print my independent study for my teacher and to get my real dipolma, since the one's they gave us at graduation were empty. then i'll be done for good.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

this isn't the end it's just the beginning

i spent most of yesterday in taylor's car, it's strange but it's true. got to school and she gave me this cute little graduation gift, a little person on a trophey that said 2008 on it. our teacher asked if we'd go to pick her up a coffee since we didn't have anything to do so we drove to burger king, we had to go farther then usual because the power was out at the one by our school. so taylor bought my brother, herself, and me some breakfast and we get back to school and my brother spills the coffee on his leg! so we had to go to mcdonalds and get another one. got back to school and delivered the coffee, then we sat in the office because we had nothing else to do. when second hour rolled around we went upstairs and brittany (my freshman) gave me these cute earings that she had gotten at the mall. it was really nice of her to do something like that. i don't have my ears pierced but at the time taylor told me that she'd do it. i'm nearly finished with all my stuff to do, i know, i know i waited until the very last possible moment to finish my work. but i have it mostly done, i am finished and it means i can graduate, i did it you guys. i did the impossible. (won't i feel stupid for putting that if something bad happens?) taylor, paul, this freshman named hayley and i all left at lunch and paul and i argued about whose penis was bigger (don't ask) also our fellow seniors david and keith were behind us when we went to mcdonalds and as we were ordering they were yelling extra things like milkshakes and burgers. and then we got in a penny war with them, where we proceeded to throw change at their car while they threw it at ours, david was throwing too hard though, it sounded like he was going to break the glass. we ate lunch in the car with people bumming fries off of me. then we dropped paul and hayley off and taylor and i left to go to get our friend brittany (not the same one as earlier) because brittany and taylor are gonna sing at graduation so they had to pratice. while we were driving taylor and i had a real talk about the father of her baby and graduation and what not, i feel like it brought us closer as friends. we also drove by taylor's old house and her babydaddy's house to see if he still lived there (he didn't) we got my friend brittany and we proceeded to drive to taylor's house, we drove through durand where danny lives and taylor sent him a text message asking where he lived because she wanted to drive by there but he never responded and i couldn't remember what he had told me. we got stopped by a train and a detour. got to taylor's house and we snacked a little and played with her daughter and then went outside and i listened to taylor and brittany sing the song 'this is my now.' by jordin sparks. i must've heard that song a million or so times. eventually i got bored and went inside and did some of my work. if you call looking up the history of scene kids work, which i do because i had to write a story about them. then went in tay's room where she proceeded to pierce my ears for me, i was scared but we used ice to numb it, the left one hurt though (still does) and i keep pulling on it on accident. we helped taylor finish up her speech for graduation and then we hightailed it back to school so we wouldn't be late for graduation rehearsal. got into school and our teacher was mad that we left in the first place but we apologized and she asked us to go and get her subway so she gave us cash and we took off, we also stopped and got burger king again and by the time we made it back to school rehearsal was just starting, we didn't have time to eat so we locked our food in her room and go to reheasal. i was so nervous, i couldn't sit by taylor or brittany because they put us alphabetically so i was second to last sandwhiched between a girl with the last name sin and a girl with the last name withworth. they explained to us what we'd have to do like how we're going to enter and when we go up to the stage which hand to take the dipolma with and which one to shake with. i was so nervous i forgot to stop and get my photo taken, i have to remember to do that today. they also made us pratice our speeches and they said i was supposed to speak first at the actual graduation but i asked if i could go second. so we had to read our speeches to our fellow speakers and i made it through most of mine before i cried, everyone told me my speech was really good though and that i should go last because my speech was the best. helped my friend david with his speech and tried to imagine what it feels like to know that my last day of high school is quickly approaching...it's unbelievable...i mean it, it hasn't sunk in yet. taylor took me home and i'm kinda sad, i feel like i might lose touch with her after we graduate, she's one of my best friends...i'm so not ready to say goodbye. i know this was long, i apologize fully.

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Monday, June 9, 2008

midwestern downpour sends it's love

listening to: addicted-simple plan we shopping yesterday for clothes to wear under my gown at graduation. it just so happened that when we went to go shopping a tornado watch happened to be in affect. it was dark and windy and i was kinda scared. but we got to the mall and this security guard stopped us and said the mall was closed down and that we should find shelter. first off if there was danger wouldn't it be safer to be let into the mall? what if people had died? then we went to this other store and it started raining super hard so my mom runs to the store to see if we could get in and she motions for me to follow her so i do but i'm wearing flip-flops and they were slipping. bottom line i was DRENCHED. got into the store and the lady said we'd have to leave in a few minutes so i had enough time to find some black pants. also went to walmart and by then the storm had passed but i was still really wet and i was wearing a white shirt so let's do some quick math. wet white shirt+pink leopard print bra=a treat for the fella's and i almost slipped on the way into the store. i did find a shirt though and my brother thieved me those stupid little white name tags that they put behind cd's so you know who the artist is. he grabbed me the fall out boy and panic at the disco ones. lol he can be so strange sometimes. i stopped by my aunt's house and saw my cousin ashley for the first time in a loooong time but it was good to see her, she told me she'd straighten my hair for graduation..which is on TUESDAY (commence panicking) went to my dad's house too and told him when graduation is. he told me that he honestly thought i wasn't graduating, that wasn't such a positive thought but i let it go. went to two stores and my grandma's house and my brother tricked me into an elevator. he and i also sung impromptu nsync songs. finally finished my graduation speech but i am so damn nervous! i also believe that i will end up crying during the speech. today is rehearsal promise i won't freak out. cassie

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