Friday, March 28, 2008

keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you

listening to: nobody puts baby in the corner-fall out boy ugh i feel stuffed and sleepy and i still gotta take a shower. *sigh* school was fine. nothing major happened. i'm really starting to think that my brother's friend doug likes me. i hope not, i mean doug's a nice guy but i'm so not interested. my friend destiny embaressed doug today though. cause at breakfast he like bumped into me or something and then i whispered to taylor and destiny "i think doug likes me." and destiny says extreamly loud "OF COURSE DOUG LIKES YOU!" we turned back and doug was like O.O lol i didn't really want to talk about this till later but my friend taylor who already has an 10 month old daughter might be pregnant again. it's really tragic because she's so scared. but her boyfriend wants her to be pregnant. idk i hope she isn't. i really realized lately that most teenagers just don't give a crap about the holocaust. they're so disrespectful about it that it's sickening at points. the kids in my third hour...some of them are especially ignorant about that. i finally finished my book "the boy in the striped pajamas" it was good but i took a zero in my gym class so i could finish reading it. i didn't mind too much though. my freshman brittany got suspended for getting in a fight at the bus stop yesterday morning. we had a student council meeting again and we did a lot of good things. we're reopening our school store after it got robbed so that's good. taylor and i had to take pop cans back today but there were 300 cans and we had to pull off those tab things on them first. it probably would've taken forever but i managed to talk justin and doug into helping. and taylor got her boyfriend to help and justin's brother jesse came to help too. hee, i hugged justin today. well i kinda grabbed him but whatever it counts as a hug. lol i cut my finger on a pop can and it was bleeding so i got a bandaid and i showed justin and he told doug to kiss it and i told justin to. at one point i was in the closet with jesse and justin and taylor's boyfriend goes "cassie! stop having a threesome witht the crawley brothers." that idiot. i also bent down at one point and my head was like waaaaaay too close to justin's lower region. and i basically called him cute because i said i liked the picture of him that i had on my camera, the same one he deleted the other day. it was funny, i had a purple blendy pen and i wrote JDC on jesse's arm and justin's hand cause that's both of their intials. XD end of the marking period is today. i think i should pass all my classes....ugh i just remember i need to do some english homework...i could always just do it in the morning though... ~cassie~

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

mad as rabbits

listening to: we're so starving-panic at the disco so i finally, finally! got the new panic at the disco cd. it seems i was the last one in the panic trinity to get it. the panic trinity being jenny, krissy and myself. lol but back to the cd. pure awesomeness! i've just finished listening to it for the first time and i am not disapointed. i don't really want to pick a favorite song right now but i like that green gentleman a lot! i like some others too but the song she had the world is only kind hard for me to listen to because it kinda reminds me of a situation so i'm like whateve but it's still a good song. right, well somehow i've been tetering the line between depressed and okay all night. weird, i was okay at school... i guess it just might be from all the sad things i had to endure today. we watched the rest of the movie "the devil's arithmatic." and the ending was unbareably hard to watch. then we're still watching the movie "i am legend." and forget what i said about it being creepy because it is way more sad then creepy. spoiler alert but the dog in the movie dies and it was sad i wouldn't have cried if the guy didn't start singing to the dog while it was dying. so yeah i cried and no one would have noticed if my friend bobbi wasn't all like "oh cassie it will be okay!" geeze. i don't care it was sad. i think there's another reason i'm bummed but i don't want to admit it. school was average. taylor and i hurt each other during yoga, we were sitting too close to each other and we had to spread our legs out so when we did that her foot kicked my leg and damn it hurt and we're both like "ow!" we're pretty stupid sometimes. i believe i flirted up a storm with justin today but he started it. yup, he's the one who walked by and grabbed my fall out boy bag and took my camera and he couldn't even turn it on so he was sitting down so i leaned over to help him and my boobs were pretty close to his face. he deleted two pics of himself off my camera and i was bummed because they were cute ones of him. lol then he tried to run off with my camera and i was like running my hands all over his body. meh, he didn't seem to mind. lol this girl jennah asked me today if i liked justin's brother and i was like no, i know why she asked me though. it's because she likes him and i was tempted to be like "so what if i like him?" but i don't and i don't want to start any shit. in other news, i can't for the life of me remember what danny's voice sounds like and something about that makes me so sad, i've been trying but i can barely hear his voice in my head. i can't even remember what it sounds like when he sings.... and i don't care if he reads that. maybe that's improvment? ~cassie~

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

that green gentleman

did not get the panic at the disco cd yet. i am on the edge! imma kill someone...i need it! oh do i need it. i especially need it now that i've heard the that green gentleman song. i love it. the first half of school was good but the second half was completely dramafied! during our yoga class these two girls almost fought and the teacher had to get in the middle of it. then destiny told me that she almost got in a fight in her fourth hour with a girl named jennah. then at lunch this person tells us that there was a fight going on in the parking lot and that the same jennah was choking this guy named ronnie. that fight would so not be fair. jennah is huge! and ronnie is short and skinny. lastly i ran into taylor on our way to fifth hour and she told me that she bitched out the freshman who had taken to calling us natzi's in yearbook class. as luck would have it that same freshman was put into our class for the day...needless to say taylor was pissed off. then that same kid tried to start shit during sixth hour. after school was better. my friend eric talked me into playing medal of honor with all the boys so there was like eight people playing at once and i kept getting killed. it seemed the only person i could kill was eric himself. flirted with justin here and there, when he wasn't killing me with a rocket launcher. though i did make him comitt murder suicide by blowing us both up. death pact. lol met this cool guy named jeramiah. he played medal of honor with us and he kept killing me but he was like "i love you cassie!" so i forgave him. then eric said he was my dad and it was hilarious! watching the movie i am legend. it's creepy. saw panic on jimmy kimmle live and they played two songs and it was awesome and i need to plot a way to get the cd...possibly steal it. XD ~cassie~

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Monday, March 24, 2008

feeling so good, just the way that we do when it's nine in the afternoon

listening to: nine in the afternoon-panic at the disco school was fine, i learned that my friend doug's brother is starting at our school after spring break. now i wouldn't care too much but he happened to tell me that his brother's name is danny. yeah, i don't want there to be another danny in the school. really i don't. we're watching the movie the devil's arthimatic in my english class and it's about the holocaust. i like it so far. taylor decided to tell me that she and her new boyfriend had sex for the first time the other day. in graphic detail, well i mean she promised to tell me when they did it but i didn't need the details. got pissed off in yearbook class because this idiotic freshman has taken to calling taylor, brittany, and myself yearbook natzi's. that is so innapropriet. i was cussing him out today but i really didn't get in trouble cause my teacher knows me well enough to forgive me. totally got to flirt with justin today. i so don't care if i'm being obvious. really i don't. it's fun flirting with him. i don't know if he knows i kinda like him but meh i don't care. i'll flirt with who i want. not only am i obsessing over jon walker from panic at the disco. i have now become addicted to quizilla. great fun it is. finally! finally! it's march 25th a.k.a the day the new panic at the disco cd pretty. odd. comes out. i want it so bad! but my mom is being less then helpful with getting it for me. boo. imma ask taylor if she can take me to get it after school and i'll give her the money. oh yeah, jangalian asked when was the last time i talked to danny...well in person it's been an eternity on the phone awhile...january i think and on the internet it's been since a few weeks ago. ~cassie~

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you're just the boy all the girls wanna dance with

listening to: little less sixteen candles a little more touch me-fall out boy did everyone have a good easter? mine was good if not a bit boring. i just lazed about, my mom spent the day at my grandma's. kinda obsessed with jon walker right now. if you don't know who he is then google him. he's pretty awesome. dude, i was getting out of the shower tonight and i had on a t-shirt and undies and not much else and i hear my brother laughing so i opened his door and bam our friend nate is in there so...yeah he saw me in my underwear....can you believe this is the second time that happened? hmmm i have heard via myspace that danny is going to chicago for a week. damn lucky bastard. i love chicago. school tomorrow, last week before spring break. one more day before i panic. ~cassie~

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

a fortune for your disaster

listening to: don't you know who i think i am-fall out boy i really didn't do anything yesterday. sat around the house and was lazy. i did do a lot of communicating though. i texted jenny a ton of times and taylor some while she was at work and she called me and we talked for 15 minutes while she was on her break. hee i've been talking to justin via messages on myspace and sure it's about pictures of him but still it's conversations outside of school. so today is easter so i hope you all have a great easter day. i'm not really doing anything at all besides i think having dinner at my grandma's. ah i got to see panic at the disco on tv! so cool. it showed pieces of their concert in denver. mmhmmm seeing brendon urie all sweaty and playing the piano was pure wonderfulness. i also saw the making of their video for nine in the afternoon and that was more awesome because it had them being hilarious and i felt bad because i wanted jenny to see it but she didn't have the channel. i finished my book for my senior english class. it's really good and i don't think i mentioned this but i get to meet the author when she visits our school in may. ~cassie~

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

stop and stare

i put myself in a dark mindset because of my own story ideas...damn my brilliant mind! :P had quite an ordeal this week. my cat patrick started getting sick on monday. he was puking and not acting right. then he stopped eatting and drinking and going to the bathroom. we took him to the vet on thursday and we brought him home friday morning. turns out he ate some string and it got all tangled in his intestines. he had to have surgery so they shaved his stomach and he has a weird scar with sutures in it. i also have to give him medicine and make sure he doesn't break open his wound and make sure he eats soft food only and doesn't get his stomach wet. a whole lot of work but i'm glad he's okay. kinda worried about jenny but i'm sure she'll be fine and it's okay if you have no idea what i'm talking about. con of reading a book in school: the ending will get spoiled for you, it's a shame considering i was three chapters from the ending. fuckers. might hang with one of my bestfriends who i haven't seen in forever and a day. should be cool. aaaaaaand the 25th can't get here fast enough. i actually don't know if i'll get any comments but i hope i do. ~cassie~

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

my friends

Taylor is my boo Bobbi is my preppy partner Brittany M is my daughter Doug is a diva Timothy is a sweaty idiot Paul is the guy I slapped today Justin is a thief Jesse is a liar Roger is an angry Mexican Jenny is my heterosexual life partner Krissy is my panic buddy Destiny is gay and proud of it Eric is a cookie Jessica is a ninja Danny is thinking he’s gotta be scene to be seen Rachel is my favorite pregnant lady Sydney is jailbait

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Monday, March 17, 2008

until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you

currently: relaxed hey, okay so i am basically re-posting since i got like no comments at all. that sucks, and really it's the first time that's happened....ah i guess myo really is dying. okay, so i talked to destiny at school yesterday and she swore a million times over that she didn't say anything to jesse or roger about me liking justin. i believe her, so then jesse showed up and i called him out on his lying and i was like "why do you wanna start shit?" and he was like: "it was fun." he's kinda a douche! well then destiny got pissed and hit jesse in the head with my water bottle that was mostly frozen and jesse got mad and almost fought destiny. finally finished the ACT and MME testing. thank god it was so boring! after we finished i went and sat in taylor's car with her for like a half hour because that's how long we had till our next class started. then taylor's boyfriend got in the backseat and he was mad that i was in the front. then this guy i hate named dopey got in the car too and we went to the gas station where they bought cigarettes. then dopey got out of the car and our friends kyle and rachel got in the backseat with taylor's boyfriend. everyone was smoking so i smelt like smoke pretty bad. later on destiny told me that justin was making fun of me during his 4th hour. i confronted justin about it at lunch and he denied it. i don't know who to believe. justin probably did but i don't think he meant it because that's just the way he is. my freshman daughter brittany and i went to hang out with justin, jesse, roger, and doug in the gym after school and justin made brittany so mad. it was crazy! she was pissed that he was throwing basketballs at us and they took her purse. i thought it was more funny then anything but she was really mad. i got to touch justin's chest yesterday too. he was proving that he was buff but he wasn't. and at one point he got locked out of the gym and me and brittany wouldn't let him back in and i made him say that i was awesome before i let him in. it was really funny though. i really like hanging with justin though, he's really funny to be around. oh, surprisingly, danny left me a comment on myspace. two of them, he must not have had anyone else to talk to. lol but it was nice to just kinda talk to him so that was cool. ah i don't have school today because anyone who did testing doesn't have to go. that means i can sleeeeep in. cannot wait. anyhoo, here is a pic of justin and i think it should work this time. like i said, not really my usual type but his personality has won me over. ~cassie~

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

only time will tell if violins will swell in memory of what we used to call in love.

listening to: fell in love without you-motion city soundtrack. currently: ill and kinda pissed hi, dude, 7:16 in the morning, last day of testing, and i have never felt worse. i can't breath out of my nose. well at least i'll get tomorrow off. wtf? why is danny on myspace this early in the morning? kid must never sleep. anyway, yesterday after school justin's brother jesse starting being weird. he kept saying stuff like "justin loves you." and he was playing medal of honor and his screename was "justin loves cassie." i was like wtf jesse? he kept on teasing and justin didn't say anything but i kept saying that i didn't like justin. then jesse is like "that's not what your friend destiny said." and i'm like freeze...wait, what did destiny say? so jesse proceeded to tell me that destiny has been telling jesse and this other guy roger all about me liking justin! oh my god i was so mad. no one had destiny's phone number so i couldn't call her and i couldn't find my friend doug so i couldn't call taylor either. i left a string of pissed of myspace comments and destiny never anwsered me. i hope i see her before testing this morning because i intend to give her a piece of my mind. i mean she is making this all a huge deal, i think justin is funny and kinda cute, i only really like him a bit and it's getting so fucked. stupid girls can't ever keep their mouth's shut. here's a pic of justin by the way. it's from his myspace so i don't know if it will work or not. he's so not worth the drama. ~cassie~

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