Monday, January 14, 2008

there's a good reason these tables are numbered honey, you just haven't figured it out yet

listening to: dance,dance: fall out boy currently: worried but not about me Redmoonchick Responds: a13:it's okay i'm not mad at anyone! sorry you had to have a five hour talk. miss mustang: it's pretty hard not being depressed but i'm trying. megan: yeah, i feel the same. it's quality over quanity as patrick stump once incorrectly stated. shadowme: lol your comment made me picture you, me, megan, rawr, and jenny all sleeping in one big ass bed and wearing footie pajamas. yes, i am that strange. XD sayanachan: yeah, i think i can handle the work too. i just don't wanna put in all that time and effort and not make it in the end. yay! i am a winner! *hugs* hi, just for the record. i'm not mad at anyone for not commenting. i hope none of you think i am. sorry for the emo world hating post yesterday. i wasn't in such a great mood. i can't say that now is much better but at least i'm trying. i guess i have a new reason to be worried or emo now. one of my dearest friends Jenny is missing. she's practically gone m.i.a. usually i talk to jenny every day but i haven't heard from her since friday afternoon. i talked to stephy and she said that she hasn't heard from her either. now i'm really worried. i hope she's okay. she promised me she would never do anything, so i hope i'm just being paranoid and blowing things out of porportion. i had my seven year old cousin with me all weekend, i went shopping and bought a shirt that i can wear under my cool new leopard vest. i also got a present for jenny as a late christmas gift. well i have the very last chapter of murder and lyrics for you guys. i'm pretty sad that it's over but it's had a good long run. (31 chapters to be exact.) so i have a few notes about the last chapter. the 'song' that josiah and danny wrote is actually a poem that danny wrote so it's not mine but credit goes to him. and the little brackets are the song lyrics incase people don't get it. so i hope you enjoy! previously: while jake and lexi were being transfered to a new prison jake was shot and killed by belinda, danny's number one fan. murder and lyrics chapter thirty one: murder and lyrics it had been one month to the day since danny was killed. the time between then and now felt like nothing but minutes to cassie and those involved in the case. jake had died on the way to the hospital that day a month ago. lexi without jake minipulating her gave up information easily and she was tried, given a guilty charge and sentenced to twenty five years in prison. belinda was also arrested and was given the nickname 'the fanatical killer' she was tired as well and belinda without missing a beat pleaded guilty; she was sentenced to fourty years in prison. cassie visited her a few times and each time she showed no remorse for what she had done she said she was glad that she killed danny's killer. her website was shutdown and last cassie heard was that belinda's lawyer was attempting to get her a lesser charge by offering an insanity plea. ever since the day that jake was killed the public's thirst for information about the case was insationable. cassie, josiah, lexi, danielle, timothy, and belinda had all been asked for interviews nearly everyday until finally cassie and josiah gave in. the story of danny's murder was also being made into a movie and a book was written about the case. danielle and timothy had both recieved national attention with the case and were both premoted. cassie and danielle still keep in touch but not so much now that their paths no longer cross. cassie and josiah began dating about three weeks after jake was killed. it was only natural danielle had said, josiah had been a source of support for cassie and had saved her life on a few occasions. either way she thought they made a good couple. josiah had released the song that he and danny had been working on just before he died. they named it 'lyrical homicide' and it was the last thing danny had ever recorded. the song was a number one hit and was nearly constantly being played on the radio and television. ****************************************************************** cassie woke up and looked at the clock. it was a little after one in the afternoon. she sighed and pushed the blanket off of her before slowly sitting up in her bed. "hey...what are you doing?" a male voice asked. cassie turned back to look at josiah as he streched his hand out towards her. "you know i gotta get up today. i have that phone interview thing in like an hour." the younger girl said to the older man as she took his hand in her's and placed a small kiss on the top of his hand. "yeah, i know....we have that tv thing later today too right?" he asked as he took his hand back and sat up, his black spikes of hair falling into his eyes. cassie nodded and stood from the bed streching as she approached the televison. she clicked it on and the music channel they had left it on last night came blarring into the apartment. the current rock song that was playing ended and the next song began playing, it's soft acoustic rifts filling the room. cassie set the remote down and turned as josiah's arms wrapped around her. "they really do play this song a lot." he said as he rested his head on her shoulder and placed a kiss to her ear. "yeah, but i think danny would like it that way." she said as she smiled at the video playing: a montage of video clips of danny and his friends and family had been made into the video. ******************************************************************** [You say you love me, but those are just words,] lexi sat on the floor in her cold jail cell her back pressed against the cold gray brick wall. [Are words of hate floating somewhere in between?] she pressed a hand to her head and brushed the limp black curls out of her face. she looked up from her spot on the floor to the small cut of rectangle window that was set high into the wall and the sunlight poured through it, throwing beams of gold throughout her cell. [I wanna fly above the landscape with doves and birds] lexi lowered her head, her dark eyes scanning the crumpled notebook paper that sat in her lap. [You contradict knowing the definition of what love means] she pressed the marker to the paper and finished filling the paper with the words "i'm sorry." ************************************************************************ [I'm on the edge of this distengrating cliff] cassie had left josiah and her apartment to head to the location of the phone interview she would be doing that day. [If I shall fall, will you be there by my side?] she now stood in a graveyard in front of the black shiny tombstone, looking down at the inscribed name. [Laying next to your body, all cold and stiff] she smiled as she read danny's name on the black stone. [These are the rules in which I confide] "i really loved you." she said as she set a boquet of flowers down by his grave. ************************************************************************** [Were these good intentions good enough for you?] police officer's stood in jake's now abandoned apartment. [You're always asking for more, never satisfied] none of jake's family could make it out to L.A. to clean out his apartment so they were stuck doing it. [I don't know why we all exist, we just do] the man in jake's room pulled open the top drawer of jake's dresser and pulled out some photo's. photo's of two young teenaged boys: one blonde, one brown haired. both boys holding guitars in one hand and their free arms slung around each other. [Sometimes, I lay in wonder. Lifeless and mortified] the bored officer glanced at the photo's before turning and dropping them into a white box that sat on the bed. the photo the man had just looked at fluttered down and flipped over landing face down in the box. scribbled writing could be seen on the back of the photo. bestfriends till the end. *********************************************************************** [Will the end of the world come soon?] danielle sat behind her desk, scribbling out notes on her daily paperwork. her golden nameplate shining in the afternoon sunlight. [I'm ready to just leave this all behind] she sighed as she finished the paperwork and set it down in the ever growing pile. it seemed that paperwork was most of what she was doing now that she was promoted. [Staring at the fading stars and full moon] there was a knock on danielle's door and she looked up and found herself grinning as she saw timothy standing there before her. "hey, i got a pretty good case." he began as he leaned against the doorframe. "you want in on it?" he asked. [This knife has never been so kind.] danielle smiled "absolutely, but only if no one famous is involved." she said as she stood and patted timothy on the shoulder and walked out of the office. ************************************************************************** cassie still stood out at danny's grave. she looked at her watch and figured she was going to be late for the interview. she looked at the grave and for a moment she could imagine danny there standing next to her and chiding her for not being on time. cassie took out her cell phone and dialed a familar number. it rang twice before a voicemail picked up: "hey, this is daniel. i can't get to my phone right now but why don't you make like a tree and leave a message and i'll call you back." cassie smiled at the voice she hadn't heard in sometime. she called his cell phone because it was the only way she heard his voice anymore, besides his songs. "ah danny, so much has happened since you died..." she sighed as she snapped the phone shut and sat down crosslegged in front of his grave. "i guess i have a lot to tell you." she whispered as she imagined she could see her bestfriend looking back at her. *************************************** i hope you guys liked the last chapter of murder and lyrics! ~cassie~

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

world you kinda suck

dear world, why is it on the day i am the most mind numbing depressed and need my dearest friends the most. i only get three comments? at least they were three really good friends who commented. oh world what i cruel bitch you are. from, cassie

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

the kid who didn't make it

listening to: my cousins playing currently: feeling kinda hopeless. Redmoonchick Responds: detective danielle: ha ha i know i love my pocket emo jenny: oh noes someone is stilling my identidy! *scared* a13: yeah, i'm not much looking forward to my goverment final. -_- blah. Ls: lol well hopefully if you ever get arrested you'll be wearing pants. az: it's okay, i haven't been commenting too much lately either. hi, it's really strange how you can so easily go from one feeling to another. yesterday was a pretty good day. i was feeling like i was making good progress in school. i had finished my book for my english 11 class and i was catching up with all my senior stuff. so i felt like i was succeeding you know? like i was slowing getting to the top. but then i went and got my classes for second semester set up and my counsler told me that no matter how hard i try i probably won't graduate this year and i'll be a measly three credits short of graduation. he told me that i would have to come back next year and that i couldn't walk with my senior class. so i got really upset and i cried. i didn't want to but i did. so he felt bad and was giving me other options i could do to make up credit. so in the end i have my normal six classes, my senior adivorsy which is an hour long, then i took seventh and eighth hour where you do work out of packets to make up credits. so starting in two weeks i'll be staying at school till four thirty. -_-. my counsler also told me that i could see about independent studies with my teachers. which would be projects i do from home and i added that up and that means that i'll probably have to do six indepent studies plus all my normal school work. holy crap...i am going to be so dead by the end of this year. but i will do all this work anyway because i want to graduate with this group of seniors and not the ones from next year. besides that i did get my new classes and i took almost all my classes i have now except i took basic math and yoga class. and my friend taylor took all my classes so now were in all the same classes. oh i almost got suspended because i swore infront of a janitor. but all i wanted to do was take a cup of jello out of the cafeteria but he said i couldn't and that was stupid because that same guy saw me carrying my food out of the cafeteria all week! and i think he's sexist because he let my brother go without stopping him! what the hell. it's not fair. i babysat my cousins yesterday so now i'm taking care of them and watching a crap load of cartoon network. -_- anyway i gotta go so i'll see you later. ~red~

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Friday, January 11, 2008

would you mind if i sat next to you and watched you smile?

hey lovies, well i found out that i won another mock election. actually my brother and i both won 'most likely to succeed.' that's pretty cool. my friend taylor won 'most likey to change the world' and my other friend jessica won 'best hair.' ugh i got a lot of stuff to do next week. on monday i have to stay late to work on yearbook stuff and then tuesday all the seniors have the entire day in the computer lab to work on senior stuff. then thursday and friday we have final exams and hgalf days. wooooo so much stuff to do! though i am catching up on all my stuff because i almost finished my two books for english and i'm all caught up in my other classes gotta go ~red~

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

fell asleep phone in hand, god bless, god bless, star 67

listening to: black cat-mayday parade currently: happy despite problems that arise Redmoonchick Responds: Ls: lol for some reason i am picturing you looking like a goat wearing bum clothes. XD dramaqueenisback: lol well at least the snake can't hurt you ikyuu-nyuu-kon: woah lots of suggestions! lol i will try to check out your playlist but i might have to do it from school since my home computer is a bitch! x rawr: hee hee i too had semi bad hair when i was little kid. i do like breaking benjamin and three days grace. hiya, my brother didn't go to school yesterday, ugh how does he expect to pass this sememster if he keeps missing school? i'm not gonna worry about it because i know i got my stuff down and i'll pass. i got good news yesterday. i won the mock election in yearbook for most responsible! hee i'm just glad i won something. if someone doesn't know what mock elections are it's where your classmates have ballots that they cast votes for like 'best eyes', 'biggest dramaqueen', 'most likely to be on reality tv.' so me and this guy named steve (ironically the same guy who wanted to fight danny last year) both won the most responsible award. i didn't even know till he came up and told me at the end of sixth hour. we had a student council meeting yesterday too. it went pretty well, we added new lunches to our school menu, disscussed what snacks we should sell from the school store, and i made the suggestion that our school have it's own prom. see we have such a small school that usually our students go to the other high school for prom and i don't like that idea so i thought we could have our own and surprise! people liked it! so i think i'm gonna try to get people more interested in the idea. i started my spagetti bridge yesterday but man our teacher had to leave so our class went friggen nuts! we were throwing spagetti at each other and trashing each other. lol something made us all so hostile today. and about the spaghetti bridge competition one of the boys dropped out so now we have to find another boy to take his place. ugh we got final exams coming up next week. i'm not too worried about them though. i think the hardest one i have will be my english 11 and english 12 classes. hee hee if you haven't noticed already i adopted a emo kid in my profile. please to ignore what i have named him. lol but i think it's funny so feel free to play with him. XD well that's all so i'll see you all later ~red~

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

it was only a kiss

listening to: crushcrushcrush-paramore currently: pretending not to care Redmoonchick Responds: metal dragon: it's okay i think everyone takes breaks from myo but i'm glad you're back! shadowme: isn't it a shame when cute boys get bad haircuts? well i think you can't help who you fall in love with. it something that can't really be helped. yay! i get more time in your story and jenny too! hee i like the name paranoia academy. x rawr: hee i tried to pay attention but i was joking with my friends during the assembly. ah cool! i'm glad you found the first chapter! kitabug: oh it's fine don't worry about it! ^-^ hey, i feel like today was a productive day. i managed to go to the computer lab and work on my senior stuff and got about two and a half things done which is impressive if you think about it. i've been trying to find a baby picture of myself to use for the baby picture section of the yearbook but i can't really decide what to use. but i do know that i was friggen adorable as a little kid. i figured out a genius way to download music to my mp3 player. all i have to do is go to a certain website and hook up my mp3 player to the computer and then copy the songs to my player. so easy! that's almost all i did today while i was in the computer lab, besides work of course. well in my 5th hour we are making pasta bridges out of dry pasta. so my teacher found out that they have a competion in big rapids michigan that a team of four kids makes a pasta bridge and if you win first place you get $300 dollars and if you get fifth place you get $50 dollars. i think either way if we win or lose it will be fun. okay so i'm outta here but before i go i want to know if you guys have any suggestions for songs you guys think i would like? feel free to drop any suggestions. bye babies! ~red~

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

emo is the new 'E' word

listening to: unconditional love-plain white t's currently: stressed! Redmoonchick Responds: Ls: well i don't think my mom would've fallen over completely so i wasn't too worried. thanks considering i wrote the death scene on a whim. ^-^ kakashi s: lol just cause i called once doesn't mean i wasn't afraid to call again. jd person: ha ha yeah, most of the time i like when my friends read my blog. moonlessdeamon: i know it's such a good song! so catchy shadowme: i'm glad you liked it! NOW I WANT MAH SCENE IN THE CATALYST! lol :p hi, okay well seriously my senior class is stressing me out! there's still so much stuff to do and barely any time to do it. at least i managed to finish one of my assignments yesterday. it's gotten so bad that i asked my fourth hour teacher since we don't do anything if i can use her class to work on senior stuff since we don't really do anything anyway. i think she told me i could. so that should help. we had an assembly yesterday too it was about our finals coming up and our attendance and smoking outside and other things like that. i talked to our school counsler about danny coming back to our school and he said it was fine and all danny has to do is make a appointment with his mom to fill out paperwork. i hope he does it. i called him but got his voicemail so i left all the info on his voicemail. i got to play with the autistic kids yesterday and i love the little boy mylas that i play with. i love him so much. he is so cute. and i was sad when i had to leave him today. but i helped him paint and do other things. i got my scores back from the military ASVAB test i took a couple months back. i did really really well on all the english sections and pretty good on the automobile sections but my math score was so low! *sigh* i was expecting that though. here's some quotes: taylor and i were trying to figure out what day the 11th was: me: the 11th is on a friday taylor: the 11th is on a tuesday dude me: how do you figure that? taylor: today's friday! me: no...it's monday. hee she really thought it was friday. so that's all for now so i'll chat with you guys later. ~red~

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Monday, January 7, 2008

and i would take it all back if i could, but i won't

listening to: the phrase that pays-the academy is... currently reading: tabloids currently: happy Redmoonchick Responds: ikyuu-nyuu-kon: well i tend to think that some music is respected and most bands are respected by their fans but i think you're right. shadowme: yeah jenny doesn't deserve to have all these things happening to her but neither does steph either. i'm glad you're praying for them. angel zakuro: i hope you get to sleep soon! and yeah they've been dating for like a year and a half now...i think. hey, well i really didn't do much today except i stopped being a chicken and called danny. ha ha yeah after being a huge wimp for a long time i finally got the courage to call him. we talked for a little while almost an half hour. it was nice to talk to him because it felt like we were friends again. i talked to him about him coming back to our school and he said he reads my myo a lot and i'm sure that he does sometimes but i don't know about a lot. XD like i said a good talk except he had some friends over so it was hard to keep/get his attention but i am happy i called him and i hope he ends up back at our school. i was standing outside with my mom and i guess her shoe laces were untied or something because she almost fell and because i was standing by her she suddenly clutched onto me and broke my necklace that my friend taylor bought me grrr i was so mad. so now i have to buy a new chain for it but in the mean time i turned it into a bracelet. okay so i don't want this to be too long so here is the second to the last chapter of murder and lyrics! previously: cassie wanted to talk to jake one more time before he was taken into police custody to see if he was sorry about killing danny but instead of jake being sorry he cruely asks if danny looked afraid when he died. cassie leaves but not before telling jake that he'll get what he deserves. murder and lyrics chapter thirty: fanatic for revenge they kept jake at the local police station for two and a half days. in that short time the whole world had found out that jake walker and lexi hartford had killed danny. they also learned of the harrowing night cassie and josiah had spent in cassie's apartment and the duo were called by every radio, tv, and newspaper to tempt them into talking but neither one did. then after those intense two days jake and lexi were now being moved to seperate maxium security facilaties. the move was being covered by all the local and national tv stations and cassie decided that she would go down and watch jake be transfered. watch him leave the city that he loved but could never afford and the place where his victim had lost his life and been burried. cassie stood out on the large stone steps of the court house where jake and lexi had been taken previous to their moving. cassie stood admist the people that had already gathered on the steps. photographers and tv reporters eager to claim the first shot of jake, security gaurds stood watch at the tops of the steps looking bored and trying to look important. a group of interested bystanders had already begun lining up along the steps filling up all the free space. by the time that lexi and jake would come out of the courthouse the steps would be full saved for a long line of free space that led down the steps and to an awaiting police cruiser. cassie's eyes swept the crowd and she noticed that a lot of them were wearing t-shirts that bore danny's face. they were his fans they had showed up to see that his murder was done away with. cassie looked out at the crowd and it only disturbed her a bit to see danny's smiling face staring at her. as her eyes searched the crowd she stopped as she saw someone she knew standing across from her. it was belinda the young teenaged fan that she and danny had spoken to many times over the internet. it had been awhile since she had seen or talked to the girl and somehow it made her happier to see her here, it reminded her of the past when it was all about the music. cassie noticed that belinda hadn't noticed her. no instead belinda was looking, watching the front doors of the court house vigilantly. her face was blank and her hazel eyes held a look of sheer determination. she was wearing a dark green jacket over her black danny adorned t-shirt and her hands where stuffed into the pockets of said jacket. cassie was about to call out to belinda but in that moment yells could be heard from the top of the stairs. cassie turned her attention to the doors and noticed that they had been opened and that jake and lexi would be coming out in seconds. the photographers and interviewers instantly began crowding the doorway and cassie knew that the two of them had come out to face the public. she couldn't see them but she could hear their names being called and various questions being fired at them. lawyers and police officers pushed through the crowd and dragged jake and lexi along. they broke through the ring of people that surrounded them and cassie could then see them. jake was infront his face stern and angry and his blonde hair covering half of his face. lexi was behind him. her shackled hands up in a vain attempt to conceal her reddened face. it seemed that lexi couldn't stop crying after she had gotten arrested. the criminal duo made their way down the steps followed by the mob of reporters. they were quickly approaching where cassie stood and she found her heart beating faster. screams and yells errupted from the fans who stood across from cassie. they were swearing and cursing jake and lexi. it only made sense though that the fans would be upset. they were saying all the things that cassie wanted to say. cassie glanced to belinda and saw that she was shaking slightly. she was yelling though which was confusing to cassie. she knew that belinda had been one of danny's biggest fans so why wasn't she voicing her outrage at his murderers? she was still watching jake and lexi with that same determined look on her young face. "get back! everyone move out of the way!" the police that escorted jake and lexi said as he grew closer to cassie. instantly she took a few steps back more then willing to further herself from danny's murderers. finally jake and lexi were passing by where cassie and belinda stood. jake hadn't noticed her but lexi had. she turned her tear streaked face to look at her and their eyes bore into eachother. in that moment cassie remembered the night that danny had died and how lexi had killed him with her kiss. rage bubbled up inside of her and she couldn't stop herself before she yelled at the girl. "how could you? you fucking whore! how could you kill him!" she screamed at the girl and the fans who had heard her cheered a bit and lexi herself looked stunned at cassie's outburst. she said nothing but turned away from cassie. now that cassie had brought attention to herself it seemed that jake had noticed her too. he was looking at her as they were dragged along and he smirked at her visible anger. they were close to the police car when suddenly out of nowhere cassie saw a flash of dark green and just as suddenly belinda was standing in front of jake and lexi her body blocking there way. "move kid!" one of the officers said but belinda didn't budge. "i said move" he repeated but again belinda stayed still. "jake walker! you killed danny! you killed the best thing that ever happened to this world!" belinda yelled at jake. jake was taken aback and looked surprised at the younger girl. belinda was shaking again more this time and cassie saw her hand tighten in her pocket. "and now you'll pay!" she yelled and in a flash belinda pulled out a silver hand gun and before the police could stop her she pressed into jake's body, the gun nestled against jake's chest. belinda stared up into jake's bright blue surprised and fearful eyes and without a word or breath she pulled the trigger and the whole world went silent. cassie found herself screaming along with a few others, jake fell to the pure white marble steps a bullet wound to the chest. belinda was shaking hard but she still gripped the gun in her quaking hands. cassie thought that belinda would've shot lexi, who was now in a full on freak out mode but one of the cops had tackled her to the ground. cassie seemed to be frozen as the world moved around her. she could see belinda struggling on the ground as the cop held her down. the gun she had been wielding lay abandoned a few feet away from her, shining in the afternoon sun. lexi was still screaming and crying and cassie noticed that her face and clothes were speckled in jake's blood. cassie looked down at herself to see that a few crimson spots had landed on her as well. the other officer was rushing her to the police car while radioing for an ambulance. this was all distracting but cassie was focused on only one thing. jake. she looked down at him, he was laying crumpled on the white steps. a crimson red stain was pooling on the front of his orange prison jumper and she thought that he had hit his head when he fell because the same color of crimson was pooling beneath his head and soaking up into his blonde locks. when jake had fell his face had turned towards cassie and she knew before any ambulance had arrived that he was dying. she could see in his eyes that same sort of fear that danny had, had when he was dying. it shook her to the core to see him staring at her. to think that if he really was dying that she might be the last thing he ever saw. she thought that maybe if he could hear her she should say something to him but there was nothing. no words would come to her and all she could do was look at him as his life slipped away. it was five minutes until the ambulance arrived and even though they put him on the strecher, his hands still cuffed, cassie knew he was dead. people were running all around her and bumping into her. she watched as the ambulance left her eyes tranfixed on the flashing red lights. she also watched as lexi and belinda were taken away in two seperate cop cars. the words she had said to jake two days ago floated back into her head. "you'll get your punishment jake, you will." and she knew that he had gotten his punishment. jake had gotten what he feared the most, more then jail time. jake had gotten killed. **************************************** what will happen now that jake has been killed? what will happen to lexi and belinda? will danny get avenged? find out next time! ~red~

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

fake it if you don't belong

listening to: the tv reading: the february issue of cosmogirl currently: worried Redmoonchick Responds: labla: well i mean i didn't just randomly choose him. he is my friend. lol summer sausage fights are the best. jenny: ah your aunt is agrivating. lol yeah, i think he was pissed because i hit him in the back of the head and he was eating. LMAO! yes, it is now sasuage vs. cake pan vs. toaster! XD ha ha as soon as i learn how to upload things to my computer. rawr: only the most awesome people get talked about so i guess we're awesome! XD supersize me is a pretty interesting movie. hi, man i feel like i wasted my weekend by sleeping through it. i guess i've been pretty tired lately cause i've just been sleeping so much and now it's already sunday. there is a door in our hallway by my bedroom and cold air comes in the house from under it. well i sleep near the door with the end and now i've got a bit of a sore throat. grrr i need to be careful because i just got over my sickness so i guess i'll start sleeping at the other end of my bed and take my anti-biotics again. i went shopping with my brother and mom today we were going to get my brother a video game. and i found a magazine that had pete wentz on the cover so i bought it but while my brother and i were walking around the store. i noticed this guy walk by us and he seemed to be staring at me. i didn't pay it much mind but then i looked and saw the same guy staring at me from around the corner of a card rack! i was freaked so i told my bro because he's a big guy. so he steps in front of me and looks and he said the guy kept looking before he walked away. then we didn't see him anymore. so i don't know if that guy was trying to kidnap me or rob me or what the hell he was trying to do but it freaked me out! something that kinda bugs me is that i've been a fan of fall out boy for a long time and back then pete wasn't in all the gossip magazines but now that he is dating ashlee simpson i find pics of him now at least once a week. it's kinda frustrating because it's like they only care about him now because he's dating her and not because of his music which should always be the most important. and then after they break up i'm sure he'll be refered to as 'ashlee simpson's ex' ugh i just want him to get some respect. one more seriously important thing. if you pray please pray for my dear friends jenny and a13. they definitly need it right now. ~red~

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

baby boy, i'm a blur

listening to: long road to ruin-foo fighters currently: bored Redmoonchick Responds: x rawr: no, our first day back was on wednesday too but we had a snow day that day so really our first day back was on thursday. sayanachan: ah i like your avi it's cute! i'm still writing sixteen but i think i'll wait till murder and lyrics is over till i put it back up. hi, well school yesterday was pretty good. except have you guys ever had that paranoid feeling that people were talking about you? i had that feeling yesterday but this guy jesse was actually talking about me and i confronted him and he was like 0.0 cause he didn't think i heard him. then at lunch i smacked him in the head. but besides that it was good cause my dear friend taylor came back today! she was in florida and just got back thursday night. she told me she got me something from florida but i don't get it till monday. yesterday morning the three kids in senior class me included got to open up a food basket given to us by the family we adopted for christmas. there was a huge summer sasuage in there and my brother and this guy named david were hitting each other with it. -_- we watched this movie gattaca in my third hour and i highly reccomend this movie because it is so so good. i broke out my camera and got a video of extreamly cute boy in my fifth hour. he was like "what are you doing?" and i was like "testing my camera!" XD then he kept checking to see if i was taping him. lol well i guess that's all for now so i'll chat with you guys later !red!

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