Sunday, July 29, 2007

i'm the narrator and this is just the prolouge

mood: happy listening to: ghost in the shell on adult swim currently: got lots of reading to do pimpage: shallow heart (my internet best friend), deadxonxarrival (meganzzz), shadowme (lil' miss shadow), knight edge (sensei no visit no more T-T), tohmalover14 (toh-toh chan), destinyssweetman (twin) avatar of the day: Redmoonchick Responds: jenny: i did get sleep! ah dearest sleep. it's true you do make me laugh every comment and pm leaves me smiling! lol yeah we'd be total nerds there and dress up in like wizard hats and stuff. XD megan's username doesn't count! i didn't mention fob! lol angel zakuro: ah yes, hoaryu isn't but it's not like i don't like him anymore cause i do. i just haven't talked to him in forever. he's not the only whose gone missing. hi guys, didn't do much today i did throughly enjoy my day off and oh joy i have tomorrow off as well! *throws confetti* i got mucho sleep. besides that i went shopping today. i've been craving chinese food like forever and i wanted some so bad so the first place we went to get some at was closed early and the second place was almost closed. the food was really good and i wanna go back and get some more. i also stopped off at borders to feed my manga obession. i hadn't gotten manga in a really long time. i picked up death note volume 10, 11, and 12. the final three volumes of the series. i also got beauty pop volume 3 and 4, black cat volume 6 and 7, the gentlemens alliance volume 1, claymore volume 6, and millenium snow volume 1. funny enough the guy at the counter who was the cashier was the same guy who once hit on my now ex-boyfriend. lol i told my mom that after we left and she thought it was funny. oh and at borders luck was on my side because the store was having a buy three viz manga's get the fourth one free so i got two manga's for free! then went to the grocery store with my mom and i bought the august issue of alternative press magazine. just cause i felt like it. i like it so far. i also urged my mom to get those energy saving light bulbs but she said they were too expensive. i told her i didn't want to end up living underwater due to global warming. she didn't buy the lightbulbs. i'm thinking about buying an mp3 player but i'm not sure yet. there are a few things i need to consider. ok well i have nothing else to talk about so i leave you now with a few pictures. it's the happy tree friend verisons of fall out boy! cute yes? i trust you guys can tell who is who. it fall out boy when they were little! baby patrick is love times a million. and is it just me or does pete look like he's maybe mixed? i dunno, he doesn't like to anwser what nationality he is but i heard that he is german and hawaiian or something like that...wentz does sound sorta german. no your eyes aren'y fooling you this is the little mermaid combined with fall out boy. ha i love it. by the way i did not draw this! i am not that talented. i can't remember who did draw it but it wasn't me. that's all folks! ~red~

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it

mood: unbelieveably tired listening to: the teen drama 'south of nowhere' currently: i want a hamster pimpage: shallow heart (the girl that makes me laugh everyday!), deadxonxarrival (the girl that pimp's her hoes), shadowme (the girl with the urges), knight edge (the guy who is a sensei), tohmalover14 (the girl that molests riku), destinyssweetman (the guy who has a heart of gold) avatar of the day: hi guys, well first things first. i finished my harry potter book! ah it is bittersweet at best because i love those books and now there will be no more. also i now have nothing to read when i am bored on the job. oh well. some people are wondering about the ending but no worries i shan't spoil it. eh work was semi easy yesterday. the kids were semi well behaved with only a few spotty moments of bad behavior. i did a puppet show for them...off the top of my head. it must've been good because it kept their attention. also took the kids to a kids learning place called the children's museum and they had an absolute blast and they were good! i was surprised. after that we took em to mcdonalds and they played in one of those play places. the two year old was bad he was hitting people inside the play place. he also has a bad habit of calling me mom so i think people at the place thought he was my son. lol while i was bored i thought of a few rules for babysitting. 1. candy is/can be/ should be used as a bribe or negotiation. 2. when in doubt sing a kids song 3. never ever wear a white shirt while babysitting. that is all i can think of for now. ugh i am getting a sore throat. this sucks. i can feel it happening. i found out that i am supposed to work tomorrow but i am so drained that i don't want to do it so my mom volunteered to do it instead. i need my sleep and some me time. also wanna do some shopping, because i have around 100 bucks to spend. ok well i think that is all for now so i shall be going and i will get some sleep and then comment and stuff later and if i'm lucky i will crack down on myself and finish the last chapter of wentz in wonderland and the next chapter of murder and lyrics. p.s. holy crap i went the whole post without mentioning fall out boy (right now doesn't count) ~red~

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Friday, July 27, 2007

i got your love letters corrected the grammar then sent them back

mood: exstatic! listening to: everbody's fool-evanescence currently: got paid! pimpage: shallow heart (girl patrick), deadxonxarrival (that smexy megan girl XD), shadowme (that emo girl with a heart of gold), knight edge (koolaid counting sensei), tohmalover14 (my riku loving/stalker sister), destinyssweetman (twiny) avatar of the day: if that's a secret it is quite possibly the worst kept one ever. lol Redmoonchick Responds: jenny: lol i think we are on the same crazy level. lol. no i keep myself up.it's ok i slept when i got to work. the six year old painted my nails silver with blue sparkly polish over it. it looks kinda punk. yesh, the dvd was sooooo worth it! ff 333: lol yeah, i agree i've been a babysitter for a long time and these are near the worst kid's i've enountered and the sad part is that they're family! XD sayanachan: lol *hides tranq gun* um i wasn't doing nothing. the dvd is the one that comes with the fall out boy cd my heart will always be the b-side to my tongue. it is awesome and cheap! i got it for 10 bucks. hi guys, first off woo hoo i got paid! finally the fruits of my effort. i have been rewarded. my pay was $85 bucks. i think it was well deserved and earned. i'm so going shopping this weekend. i might get some new cd's. work yesterday was good. the kids were pretty good and i got a good amount of sleep. the two year old boy is sick though he was coughing so bad yesterday. he was also being bad while the six year old girl was being good. the kids have a big lifesized pony toy and the six year old wanted to have pretend races so she gave me an invisible horse which i named patrick. lol then the two year old starting calling a bear patrick and was feeding it and stuff it was cute. the little neighbor boy came over and played today as well and i think his dad was hitting on me...yeah creepy. oh yeah and the two year old got into some taco shells and broke them all over the floor. -sigh- so much sweeping. when my cousin got home she went to the bank and paid me and then she bought me some mc donalds and we stopped by my uncle's house for something, then she took me home. oh yeah and i was supposed to have saturday off but i think i am working it now. T-T no i need a break! tomorrow is my mom's day off so she is going to come over and take the kids to a place called the children's museum. i am praying that they behave. oh yeah, i've been feeling like i barely get to see my mom. i mean when i get home she's already gone and then i sleep and she's home and i have to work a few hours later. i don't know with my bro gone for two more weeks and me always working she must be getting lonely. oh i also realized that if i ever work up the nerve to get a tattoo i am going to get some kind of lyrics. probably on my ankle or the back of my shoulder. i would have to think for a long time about which lyric to use. but it would be one that meant a lot to me. speaking of lyrics and all that, i decided that i am going to fill a small notebook with quotes and lyrics and things like that. stuff that i really like. i was inspired by the movie "a walk to remember" where one of the characters mom did that, i think it's such a cool idea. ecspecially since words are my passion. someone has been on my mind lately. no matter how much i try to press it all away that person just sneaks back in and haunts my brain when i try to sleep. stupid things remind me of them. like certain words, songs, emo glasses, brendon urie, grand theft autum, guitars, braces, stupid smiles, kids with big ears, pete wentz, my school, ipods, and the bod black colonge. all those things remind me of that person....sigh. oh yeah, fall out boy totally curb stomped chris brown on trl and are still numero uno. this is funny for two reasons. 1. i love fall out boy 2. anyone who knows me will know i have an undying hatered for chris brown. well that is all i will try my best to comment. p.s. wentz in wonderland will be up next week. ~red~

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

i hide behind these words but i'm coming out

mood: exhausted/frustrated/so glad to be home listening to: grand theft autum (acoustic version)-fall out boy currently: thinking that twenty bucks a day isn't worth it pimpage: shallow heart (she's my patrick...which would make me the crazy one), deadxonxarrival (she has a mini pete), shadowme (i'm the godmother of her babeh), knight edge (my sensei to the pervy side of life), tohmalover14 (my crazy lil toh-toh), destinyssweetman (my world concious twin) Redmoonchick Responds: jenny: lol i totally should so i can text you all the time! ha i so would too. totally when he starts writting happy love songs i will be sad. hooray i inspired you to write! do it! toh-toh: that is too a job! i get paid for it and work ungodly hours and suffer!...yeah it's a job. huzzah cupcake partay! ff 333: yes, my job has now put me off having kids for a while. XD sayanachan: lol yeah pete is so secretly pinning for patrick. eh? wen-wen is just something my group of fob stalkers...eh i mean friends call pete. shadowme: well i'll tell you a secret about danny, he used to kiss boys! ha and he used to wear make up. lol i wish i would've known 14 year old danny. aaya: we should totally start an anti ashlee club. i know jenny would be on board. lol i think i suck at that game too. stupid tumors... hi guys, wow so i am dead. well not literally but physcally and emotionally. yeah, my job is killing me. now i know some of you are saying/thinking "red, babysitting isn't that hard." oh emm gee you have never met my cousin's children. i swear they are the most unruliest children ever. ok i have two days to tell you about but they are quick. so on tuesday i went over to babysit at 5:30 in the morning and i hadn't slept yet. i was planning on sleeping when i got there until the kids woke up around ten, but things didn't work out that way. the two year old got up at six and so did the six year old! oh i was dying! the six year old went back to sleep later but the two year old never did. that meant i never got to sleep and i was so freaken tired and i still had to take care of them i was in hell! oh and the six year old was being really bad. she has a lot of problems i think. i really don't think she likes fat people and i happen to be on the bigger side so she comes up to me and tells me she doesn't like me and that i'm ugly and i have a huge fat stomach. she also saw a pic of me and danny when she came over once and she thinks he's my boyfriend so she's like "i don't know how your boyfriend could even love you." i was so pissed at her i wanted to just leave, i couldn't believe she was being like that. a six year old attacking an eighteen year old. it doesn't make sense. i talked to her mom about it and it was straightened out. but still after tuesday i was tempted to quit. oh yeah and when i got home on tuesday around three i went to sleep and didn't wake up till 12:30 in the am and i had to be to work at one. god i was pissed. yesterday was better, the six year old apologized to me and listened to me but the two year old was having a bad day. everything seemed to piss him off and he was throwing tantrums like crazy. it didn't help that the six year old kept messing with him. i ended up letting the six year old paint my nails and they kinda look good...kinda. i also took the kids for a walk and to the park and the two year old didn't want to leave. -sigh- at least i got to watch a few movies while the kids were sleeping. i watched the movie the number 23. it was good. i liked it a lot but it creeped me out cause i was watching it alone. i also watched zodiac and that was really long and kinda boring. i played baseball with the kids and attempted to have a nice lunch with them but that didn't work. blah my cousin got home and she took me and the kids to my uncle's resturant and i got some fries and a pop. i swear those kids are bad they don't even listen to their mom. i ran into my own mom at the resturant because she works there and i hugged her and then my cousin brought me home. i have to get up at 5:30 again for babysitting. heh heh i found a good way to releave stress. i play fall out boy really loud and just scream along. ah i feel better already. oh yeah i got to finally watch my fall out boy dvd and i love it! patrick stump+stripper pole=love times a million. their was lot's of other cool stuff on it too like videos and extras and stuff like that. ok well i am going to go now. i needs my sleep for real. i miss sleep. -quote- patrick: pete and i were made for each other because we both smell bad. (from the dvd) pete: patrick was so nervous for the tv interview that he went up and shook the host's hand, then came over and shook mine. (lol also from the dvd. way more funny if you see it because pete acts it out and patrick is all embaressed) ~red~

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i may be ugly but they sure love to stare

mood: sleeeeepy listening to: nobody puts baby in the corner (acoustic version)-fall out boy currently: want to sleep but can't. Redmoonchick Responds: jenny: ha i love you times infinity! dang i miss yew. i need to get on earlier so i can talk to yew. shadowme: uh....it was only kinda sorta like your idea. lol i think yours was better. aaya: woop! best myo post in history? dang i need an award. XD i like these i think i shall do another if i can think of a plot. the pics with the words i found at the livejournal community wentz macros and the patrick ones from patrick macros. angel zakuro: unfortuantely that kiss is a photo manipulation but hey we can all pretend right? hi guys, yes, i know i've been gone but i gots good news! i got a job! yes, dear otakuites i got myself a job. it's a babysitting job for my cousin but it's hard...the schedule mostly. like last night i had to leave at midnight so that's why i no update and tonight i have to leave at 5:30 in the morning and babysit until like 2:00 in the afternoon. i am babysitting for my six year old cousin and my two year old cousin. pretty easy and i made twenty bucks so yes job. weeeeeeellll i a lot of stuff happened i'll try to keep it simple so the post doesn't run too long. on friday my grandparents (on my dad's side) came into town from arkanas. they picked up my bro and i and took us to dinner at the kfc. my grandma wanted to see my yearbook and she loved it. she saw a few pics of me and danny and instantly assumed he was my boyfriend, i told her he wasn't but she still didn't believe me. and my bro didn't help by saying that he and i fought and acted like we were married. -_- lol it was funny though she saw his pic and looked at me with such a serious face and was like "he has long hair" ahhhhh grandparents. my grandparents also suggested that my brother and i come down to arkanas for a few weeks with them when they go home.i was planning on going...more on that later. also on friday after midnight i went and got my 7th and final harry potter book. actually i had my mom get the book for me while i walked around the store. it was hilarious because i went and got blender magazine. while everyone else in the store were positioned in odd places reading the book i was carrying around blender magazine and reading that and laughing at the interview they did with pete 'wen wen' wentz. cause really who doesn't like pete admitting that he's half gay? (which he totally did) oh and he had a bunch of pics of him and that stupid simpson girl. and he said he really loves her...but that's his code for "i really love patrick." XD oh when i went to get the harry potter book i saw people dressed as wizards! ha cool. like i said before my grandparents wanted my brother and i to go to arkanas for a few weeks with them and we were gonna until i got my job. i couldn't go, but my bro still wanted to so he left yesterday with them to leave but i being the kind sister that i am let him take my nintendo ds for the long ride there. he also bought a new game "trauma center under the knife" which is insanely hard!!!!!! so my brother is gone for two weeks and my mom is sad. whatever i don't care he'll be back soon. well i gotta get used to the insanly odd schedule that i am on because of my new job but i am sure i can comment and stuff....i hope. love to my homies ~red~

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

picspam like, woah.

hi guys, well i am super glad to say that i am feeling way better. i- *pete walks into room* red: hey, what's wrong with you? pete: you always post! i wanna do a post! red: too bad it's my site go sit down and let me finish. pete: you should let me post! i'd do a good job! red: don't you have your own site to post on? pete: that's it i'm taking your post over wheter you like it or not! i'm leading a take over! red: you and what army? pete: me and joe. red: uh joe looks more scared then anything. pete: he's just paranoid from all the pot. joe: i wanna go home! *runs away* red: ha you're alone again. pete: i have other ways of making you leave this site. red: that didn't scare me. pete: hmmmm red: oh emm gee new harry potter book? where *runs* pete: lol i tricked her. red: *comes back* that wasn't funny pete! pete: dang you came back. red: yes, and i have a post to finish. pete: you know the people would love to hear what i have to say because i'm a red: *sigh* can't you go bother patrick? pete: nope, he's mad at me. red: why? pete: cause last night i gave him a surprise. red: what kind of surprise? pete: *remembers* red: oh dear god. patrick: did someone say my name? pete: i was just telling cassie about my surprise for you last night. patrick: don't remind me. red: *has an idea* hey patrick do you wanna do my post for the day? pete: what?!?! you're going to let him do it?!? red: yeah, patrick do you wanna? patrick: no thanks. red: why not? patrick: i scared of the internets. red: aww come on patrick myo people are nice say something to the nice folks. patrick: *shrugs* red: patrick! patrick: lol i couldn't resist! pete: i could so do better then that. red: ok pete you can do my update. pete: really!!!!! red: no. pete: you are so mean! red: consider it pay back for the harry potter thing. pete: are you not letting me post for you because i'm gay? red: you're gay? pete: yes, need i remind you of the buttsecks? red: no, i remember. pete: i'm gay cause i do stuff like this. pete: i'm here, i'm queer get used to it. red: i already knew. pete: oh so my coming out doesn't let me get to post? red: nope. pete: damn... red: maybe i should let brendon urie update for me? *thinks* patrick: ryan would probably do a good job too! pete: stop the madness! red: everyone has seen you naked too. pete: touche. red: ok back to the update i- pete: wait! what if i give you hemingway? pete: he's tasty! red: wow pete you must really want to post for me. pete: i do! i really do! red: hmmmmm ok give me hemmy and you can post. pete: *hands over hemingway* really you're letting me? red: *nods* pete: yes! ok let's do this thing. hi guys, well let me tell you about my day first i- red: oh sorry pete. this post is too long. we have to end it. pete: what!?! then give me back my dog! red: no way. i'm taking my dog for a walk. pete: you make me mad. red: oh well. patrick: expect a real post tomorrow. pete: why does he always get the last word? patrick: because i am awesome. the buttsecks and kissing picture are dedicated to jenny because she is awesome and i luff her and she is the patrick to my pete...except we don't do all the sex and music stuff. XD ~redmoonchick~

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Friday, July 20, 2007

drama doesn't follow me it rides on my back.

hi guys, well you may have noticed that i have forgone all the mood and the listening to and the pimpage and all that other stuff. i went back to the way i used to post, old school if you will. i probably won't keep it like this but for now this is what i want. consider this a stripped version of the post. well my cat mr. hughes is still hurt. his leg is still swollen something awful and he's limping when he walks so i pick him up and carry him around when i can. he's been sleeping a lot lately but i think in a few days he'll be alright. though he has gotten extreamly skinny as of late and that could be attributed to the heat and him losing his winter coat but my neighbor told my mom that one of her cats had feline lukiemia (sp?) and that my cat may have it but i don't think so, i think his legs just hurt because he's eating and everything. yesterday was my dad's birthday. he turned 44 i think. he didn't call or anything and i didn't call him, so i hope he had a good one. i've learned not to trust boys and not to depend on them. ecspecially teenaged ones. they just let you down. after yesterday's post i felt pretty empty, still kinda do but i am feeling better. sorta. i haven't been myself lately and i desperately want to get out of my own head and into something else. i also had a mild freak out lastnight when i was up by myself, due to a fear i have that i have and had have since i was old enough to think for myself. i'm better now but i hate feeling like that. well i've been meeting new people and i met these three lovely guys. i've been trying to get to know them. one is name joesph, one is named andrew, and one is named marvin. there nice and i like them. ok i have two poems for you guys because it seems that i am falling into a creative slump and all i can write is poetry. so i don't know i wouldn't look forward to a chapter of murder and lyrics this week. neither of these poems have titles, if you have an idea feel free to tell me. poem one let it go, quit torturing yourself. stop wondering "what if?" you'll never get an anwser. hang up the phone you know he'll never call. stop thinking, you know he doesn't miss you. walk away. you don't want to be the desperate fool. give your heart away because you want to forget. let him go because he's not the same. let it go because he doesn't remember your name. poem two the testimonials elude to a false sentence. one created purely for insurance. please give it a rest. give me back my confidence. in a correspondence with the queen of hearts. she's busy with the messages, pleads to stave off the desire. the music synchs up with the minutes, and i can see both. tell the stories they love to hear. grin and take your bow, another act perfectly pulled off. simple echoes on the mainframe. the salty kiss that taste's the same. sunlit collisons escape the days. lay on the alter and close your eyes. pray for something better then this: half-life. well that is all for today. ~red~

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

when did your heart go missing?

mood: angsty listening to: london beckons songs- panic at the disco (i know that's not the whole title but i didn't feel like typing it all) currently: need some goth pockets for all my angst. pimpage: detectivedanielle (is it still her that makes you sweat?), shallow heart (she gets teen hearts beating faster), deadxonxarrival (in case she lost her train of thought where was it that she last left off?), shadowme (harlequin girl), knight edge (he's got more wit a better kiss then any boy you ever met), tohmalover14 (she dances to this beat and holds a lover close), destinyssweetman (he's sitting and sweating to a dance song on the clubs P.A) *note all pimpage is chosen randomly from the panic songs "lying is the most fun" & "but it's better if you do" avatar of the day: Redmoonchick Responds: edge: don't call me odd! i really wanted that pic to show you guys. and i found it because i am awesome like that. jenny: ha usually i don't go to sleep till around 11. ha i'm a vampire with my emo curtains. i give you my sickness! *licks letter* ha ha and when patrick is dressed as a steak he can be called steakrick XD sayanachan: i think all the fueled by ramen boys are plushies lovers. XD it's their fetish. hi guys, my bestfriend is over. say hi sydney. sydney: -waves- well sadly i didn't get around to writing this weeks chapter of wentz and wonderland because i've been feeling creativly drained for some reason. i seems like i can't get the words out. maybe i'm just not feeling motivated. either way i think i might put wentz in wonderland up tomorrow, if not then next week. my cat is sick or hurt or something. mr. hughes (my cat) came in from outside and his legs were swelled up real bad and he was limping. i think maybe he got in a fight or he scratched himself or something but i hope he gets better cause it makes me sad to see him limp around the house in pain. oh i saw pete wentz on mtv cribs today. it was funny. he was eating cupcakes and playing with hemmy his dog. and the other members of fob were there and patrick wouldn't look at the camera. ha funny. other pete wentz news, there are rumors flying everywhere that pete proposed to ashlee simpson. excuse me while i hurl. i swear i heard that story on three different shows on three different channels. it's not true though. while i really don't like pete and ashlee as a couple all i can hope for is that the next album the songs are not about her because then...it would just ruin it for me. oh i heard that someone on the internet was showing pages of the new harry potter book and spoiling it. i didn't check because i don't want to be spoiled. just thought i might give you guys a heads up. i know i might not seem like i'm in a good mood it's because really i am not. i am very angsty today for a very common reason. it's danny...and before i start yes, i know i talk about him a lot but really seriously i don't care because it's my sight and i can talk about anything i want. anyway i messaged him today and asked him if he ever misses me, he said yeah, then i said something back and as usual no reply. that's where it hurts. he doesn't talk to me like he talks to other girls. and i don't know why. it kinda drives me crazy because i just want to talk to him. i miss him like crazy bad. all i really want is to be important to him because seriously i care about him so damn much, he doesn't even know. even when i'm mad at him i still care about him a lot. i want to know that he's happy and how he is doing and i want to hear him laugh and know that he's ok. man this is sounding stalkerish, you guys all probably think i am crazy or something. i just miss the way we were. i don't know i had so much fun when i was with him and he made me happy and it was all fun...and i miss that. i feel now that he doesn't need me anymore, that he doesn't care about me the way i do about him. it's all frustrating. and i tried i fucking tried so hard to ignore it and go on and i fucking can't because i just want to exist to him and have him remember me and just know that he cares about me because being forgotten about it hurts...really badly. maybe he didn't care all along? maybe i really didn't mean anything. just someone he used to know and hung out with at school. i don't know maybe if i was skinnier or scene or something then he'd pay attention to me. it all ends with me feeling like a desperate loser and a stalker. i don't know i just care about him and want to be around him. i feel like maybe he's different. i don't feel like he's the same person anymore. i'm more scared of him which is pyscho because it's just danny why should i be afraid? i want to tell him and i try to talk to him about it on myspace but he never replies. i can't talk to him on aim. i'm too afraid to call him anymore. i don't know if i'd tell him anyways. i thought he knew that i would fucking do anything for that kid but i guess he doesn't, but i would. he doesn't know that the only reason i went to school every day was because i wanted to see him and spend time with him. same for everytime i skipped my second hour and when i'd visit him before fourth hour. -sigh- i don't know i guess all i really want is for things to go back to the way they were. it was good then. sorry for the longness. ~cassie~

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

even if i say it will be alright, still i hear you say you want to end your life

mood: slightly anxious listening to: commercials currently: need some money pimpage: detectivedanielle (she looks cool in her emo glasses), shallow heart (she's my pen pal), deadxonxarrival (miss megan), shadowme (vacationing), knight edge (back from vacation), hoaryu (niisan), tohmalover14 (she has a riku slave), destinyssweetman (alex) avatar of the day: Redmoonchick Responds: omnimaster: it's ok i don't hold grudges when people don't visit me. ff 333: yeah, i'm feeling better. thanks for the concern. jenny: huzzah! i live to make people smile, ecspecially people like jenny. yesh, i memoried some stuff you should love. i know when do you wake up? i need to start waking up earlier. i love elvis pete! rest assured photobucket came back up yesterday. toh-toh: ha, no well i didn't feel like doing a pimpage yesterday, i couldn't think of anything. yeah, i think i'm just going to let go, i dunno i randomly switch from missing him to not wanting to miss him. ninja lover: ha i used to love nysnc so much. i was there fangirl all the way. now i'm like meh. sayanachan: hooray i influenced someone, seriously though those vids are funny. angel zakuro: nah i don't think he has a grandfather named that, though wentz isn't exactly a common last name. i think pete's dad and grandpa were also named peter. hi peeps, you guys remember me saying that my six year old cousin came over and spent the weekend with us? well she was sick while she was here and she had a real bad cough, well she's back home now and after she left, i started coughing badly and now i have a coldness in my chest. so yeah my cousin got me sick. *cough* this sucks i hope i don't get a sore throat because i hate that the most. i guess i can handle coughing if i have my coughdrops. i was watching trl yesterday and i was only half paying attention and they got to number one and i heard fall out boy so i looked and like my jaw dropped because their song "the take over, the brakes over" was number one! i was excitied because i've only seen this vid once and i love it because of various reasons, such as: dancing mail men, hemingway the bulldog, catrick (patrick+cat head), a dog upstaging pete, and uber adorable patrick. i wanna see the whole vid because mtv cuts them off waaaay to early. anyway yesterday i said i was looking desperately for a pic of pete wentz dressed as elvis and after (i kid you not) like two hours i finally found one. and here it is!: ha ha i love it. his elvis pompadore is awesome and the suit is love. i tried my best to find a pic of patrick in the bunny suit but haven't found anything so maybe tomorrow. i need to get started on the next and possibly final chapter of wentz in wonderland. i totally spaced on the date and haven't started it yet. blah maybe i'm putting it off because i don't want it to end or because i have slight writers block. either way. grrr i wanted to find a pic of patrick with his cat head from the take ove, the break's over video but i can't find one of those either. man there is a serious lack of music video screencaps. T-T gonna keep searching, need to take a shower, and of course i need to comment. ~redmoonchick~

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

paper bags and plastic hearts

mood: blah/bored. listening to: slow down- the academy is... currently: feeling so freaken bored. avatar of the day: Redmoonchick Responds: sayanachan: i think that's a really good idea, i'd like to try that but i don't see it happening. alex: well i'm sorry you too are going through a rough patch, i wish you well. zombie munchies: i like being up late at night too because usually i am by myself but meh, i have to change it. ff 333: yeah, i think i will probably change it to monday's. toh-toh: glad i'm not the only one who thinks he's hot, i have a thing for redheads. ninja lover: i love that song too and the video, yesh screamo is well yeah. lol naruto blackmail: glad i'm not the only one who gets like that i was beginning to think i was mad. jenny: yeah, timothy is a jerk...lol no coincedence that timothy is based on my brother. XD well i might be brave enough to do it but i am livejournal retarded. lol oh hey you should check my memories page on LJ for some good peterick fics. i know! *pets aaron* pretty hair. lol hi guys, well yesterday i was a bit depressed and upset. today i am a bit better due in part to just watching the telly. yes, i said telly because i've been using the british words due in part to me reading the harry potter book. i've been feeling a bit better and i can hopefully only go up from here. didn't do much yesterday. i'm thinking of just staying up for as long as i can one day and then going to sleep at a proper time and then i'll be back on my schedule. i still got awhile before school starts (in september) so it's not like i half to rush or anything but i should get back on a schedule. i was checking my on demand service on my cable and i was watching videos and i noticed that they added new ones so i checked and saw that they had the cobra starship video "send my love to the dancefloor" and the gym class heroes video "clothes off" finally! now if only they'd get some new fob vids on there. well anyways i found it hilarious that in the cobra starship vid at the beginning patrick from fall out boy is in a bunny suit while on a picnic with gabe the lead singer. it was like they were on a date. pete: wait, did you say patrick was on a date with gabe dressed as a bunny? red: why yes, i did. pete: o.o patrick you cheating whore! -cries- patrick: it was just a video calm down. pete: calm down?!?! you know dressing up as animals is [i]our[/i] thing! red: uh...moving on. also in the gym class heroes video pete is dressed as elvis and playing a slot machine! and of course panic! at the disco is also dressed as animals. pete: dammit everyone is stealing our thing! -pouts- oh i realized something as i was trying to fall asleep lastnight. i'm afraid to talk to danny. -sigh- yesh i know i am talking about him again, even though he is so unworthy of such thoughts/discussions. but yeah i'm afraid of calling him on the telephone. i mean we used to talk on the phone, i used to call him a lot, but now i can't even remember his number. blah i guess i'm afraid of what he might say or what to talk about because back then i had a reason. we were classmates and it was normal to talk but now that we barely talk and i have no idea how his life is going, i find it hard to have a real reason to call, despite the fact that a good reason would be just to catch up, but i don't see that happening because i am too much of a chicken to pick up the phone and call him. i just really miss him, that's all. i can't remember what his voice sounds like... well i wanted to find a pic of patrick dressed as a rabbit and pete as elvis...holy crap photobucket is down! noooes how will i live? gah i hope it works again soon. lol i was looking on google and somehow forgot how dangerous it is to combined the words "pete wentz" and "clothes off" XD not having much luck if anyone knows where to find these or has found these or wants to help find these then please do tell me. oh just learned from the internets that panic! at the disco is doing a cover of the nysnc song "space cowboy". this might be a rumor, but as an old nysnc fangirl, i'm kinda excitied. patrick: do you realize that you spent most of this post yammering about music that only about half of the people who visit care/know about? red: la la la don't care. music makes me happy and spreading the music i love makes me even more happy and it helps the bands in the end...i think. pete: i think you're stupid. red: i think you're a whore. patrick: i think you end to end this post, before someone comes and takes you away dear. red: right, good point. well i do believe that this is the end of the post, i am off to find those pics of elvis pete and patrick bunny. i must find them!!!!!!! obviously i am feeling better now. patrick: oh yeah she also put up a new quiz a few days ago...but that's music related too. -sigh- pete: why does patrick get to do the p.s.? -pouts- patrick: oh and she hit 3900 visits. pete: dammit quit doing that! i get last word me! patrick: bye -grins- ~redmoonchick~

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