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Tuesday, March 27, 2007


went to sleep a poet but i woke up a fraud
mood: sleepy

listening to: nothing but the striking of the keys

currently: wishing i was in his arms

hi,

redmoonchick responds to comments:

hoaryu aka niisan: nope, i'm not a senior otaku. just a lowly otakuite

LS: hey i got that reference

well not a lot happend yesterday. went to school as usual except my bro didn't go because he decided that a cook out was more important then school. yeah and i seem to be the only one who doesn't agree. so yup went to school and a few interesting things happened. technically i lost that bet i was talking about yesterday. i know one day? how sad, but really it wasn't my fault because i was just trying to watch the new fall out boy video that was delayed from friday. the bet wasn't too important anyways. in my third hour we played a game that's kinda like charades but different. my team actually won this time! but yeah i was so afraid to go up there and act out my scenes because i'm kinda shy but my whole team was backing me and i did a pretty good job! in my sixth hour we had to go outside and pick up garbage so gross! we didn't even have gloves or anything but whatever it wasn't for too long and it helped the enviroment.

danny and i must've broke a new record for getting in a 'fight' it happened in second hour this time. i'm not sure how it started but i think it had something to do with fall out boy. again for the third day danny punched me in the same arm as before! what a annoying kid! XD i pinched him though and i guess it hurt. one of these days i really need to kick him in the nuts as revenge!


i don't have a lot to a talk about so i really felt like writing today so i wrote a few poems so i'll just post those andi would appreciate if you all read them!

poem #1
he's bad for me in everyway possible
but i just can't get enough
there are a million reasons why not
but i'm still waiting for the one why
it seems i can't get you out of my system
i know what all those dark romance spewing singers mean
your in me without either of us realizing that it was happening
now it's too late...
too late to struggle against myself
too late to bother denying it
yet i can't bring myself to accept it either
my heart's stuck in limbo and it's all your fault
your bad for me
like a legal drug of mine
too much for me to handle
we pick our own poisons and i guess your mine
so i'll overdose on you
after all theres no other way that i'd rather die


poem #2
i use to know him
too long ago
words spoken so ancient only history knows them now
fragments of the people we used to be splayed across my computer screen
promises made in high school days broken by the flow of time
i use to know him
back when things made sense and his face wasn't splashed over every magazine cover
telephone messages kept for years sit in the tape player because it's the only way i hear him talk anymore
his CD sits in the player because i can't get enough
i saw him on TV and was sad that he looked happy
i called him once in the dead of the night
i was surprised that he had the same number as all those years ago
we never spoke, i never called back
i use to know him
words of "don't ever change" whispered once were now dead on tounges
returned words of "i would never" whispered back but blew away with the wind
letters and postcards from far away places tell me words i used to believe were true
i read the procolamtions of love by teenagers and remember when i did the same thing
i'm tempted to tell them all that he was mine first, that i knew him way back when
it's my only way to lay claim to him anymore and i wonder why i feel i have to do it
i still own a piece of him
i listen and read the lyrics of the latest song and the lines sound all too familar
a yearbook surfaces from the ruins of childhood
pictures of youth made public for all too see
soon reporters all ask me "did you know him?"
and i'll think for just a moment before i say
"i use to know him"

yeah so these poems aren't really about anything or anyone in paticular. just stuff that came to me.

oh i have a quote of the day!

i was talking to danny on aim and i said something that upset him so he put a little sad face up:

me: aww did i make the emo boy sad?

him: no *puts up a pirate face*

him: I R PIRATE

me: you know pirates are gay right?

him: I R STRAIGHT PIRATE

yeah i just thought that was funny.


alrighty people i am exhausted so i'm going to go lay down now and watch panic! @ the disco on TV
~redmoonchick~

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