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Birthday
• 1988-12-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• anywhere i lay my head which is in michigan
Member Since
• 2004-11-22
Occupation
• future college student
Real Name
• cassandra or cassie, or red, or pete, or fob whore, hey you over there. it all works.

Personal

Achievements
• graduated from high school, met andy hurley from fall out boy and got his autograph!, worked for the mayor, successfully lead a protest at my school, was in the newspaper for said protest
Anime Fan Since
• since i was like eight
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist, bleach, naruto, maburaho, kyo kara myoh, death note, black cat and so much more
Goals
• to get the other three members of fall out boy's autographs
Hobbies
• drawing, collecting manga, writting, watching anime
Talents
• drawing, writting, balancing things on my head

myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

Friday, April 20, 2007

prima donnas of the gutter

mood: overwhemlingly sad

listening to: pain-three days grace

currently: fucking hate that i love him so fucking much that it hurts and that i can never tell him that.

pimpage: em0taku (best guy friend ever), detectivedanielle (really good person), deadxonxarrival (awesome listener/little sister i wish i had), shadowme (cool kid), hoaryu (dearest niisan), destinyssweetman (twin), knight edge (blackmailer/pervy sage), october (sweetheart)

hi,

Redmoonchick Responds:

knight edge: hey now stick to your knightly morals and don't say a word..please don't say anything.

cosmicsailor: ah i missed you around here *hugs*

the real yojimbo: ah holy crap a drifter! *grabs bat* lol just kidding thanks for stopping by

LS: glad you are not offended though i am slightly confused but whatevah. well i'm glad that you can say that now.

angel zakuro: r.i.p jael. <--over dramatic XD

kirbysdouble: i don't tend to smack around six year olds lol

detectivedanielle: obviously you can't tell because danny and my brother haven't figured it out.

shadowme: well i'm no emo expert so i'll take your word for it. XD shadow i only mock because i wub you! *glomps*

bed-stuy: i only love school because danny is there..god knows it's not for the other kids

well if anyone read my little lines at the top of the post then you'll know i'm not in the greatest of moods. which is weird because i was in a great mood after school but for some reason i'm so sad right now. i don't know i mean i know why i'm sad but i don't feel like talking about it. danielle could probably figure out why and maybe aaya too. grr i hate being a girl because i just break out in spontaneous tears...stupid girl brain. no doubt that danny might ask me about this tomorrow whatever i'm going to keep the rest of this post non depressing.

well speaking of danny yes, i got to see him today at school. it was so cute because i walked into first hour and danny saw me and he was on the phone so he put his phone down and gave me a hug. awww he must've missed me. i had an alright day at school, except i'm really hating the boys at my school. i freaking walked in this morning and this group of boys were standing around the stairs and i pass by and their all like "you can have dibs on her" you know in a their making fun of me kind of way. i fucking hate shallow superficial people! guys that only see looks and can't see past it. it irks the hell out of me. i may not be a perfect size two but dammit i'm a good person and i think i deserve some fucking respect! sorry i was trying to keep this a happy post. it's just the guys were really annoying me today because it seems all they care about is the outside and it makes me feel like i'm never pretty enough that i'm always second best. i fucking hate that feeling.

ok back to happier school stuff. it was really nice to see danny again. first hour at school was so fun because we all got to hang out and talk and stuff. i also got to go to the computer lab during second hour and hang out with danny again, but during this time we managed to have a mini arguement. my friend danielle sent me a message and it had something to do with a secret i have and danny was trying to peek so i had to hide my mouse from him and he kept trying to read it. man he was mad because he was all like "you never tell me anything." and stuff like that and this kid next to us was listening and a teacher was sitting next to me. lol i was like "danny why do you always make a scene?" man it was funny. third hour was annoying because i was seated around a bunch of guys and like i stated above they were being really fucking shallow. played crab soccer in yoga that was fine because i didn't do much. lunch was fun but the food was disgusting, so i didn't eat it. danny gave me a five and told me to go buy him a monster drink from the school store and that i could keep the change. so i did and i had three dollars left and danny stole one back and he tried to stop me from buying candy by putting his hands over the machine so we got in another play fight over that and i had to pull him away from the machine , i also got a pop. but then danny stole my school bag and put in the boys bathroom so i had to run in there all ninja like and get it back and danny tried to lock me in there and he also screamed rape. lol that kid's insane.

fifth and sixth hour were fine if not a bit boring and after school i was checking my myo and danny was trying to read my messages again and he fell on me and made the teacher mad. we went outside and on the way down the stairs danny tried to jump them and he stumbled a bit and ended up burning his arm on the wall and he had this big red mark. then later he was doing wall flips and he did an okay one but then he did one and like gave up mid flip and busted his ass on the pavement. it was funny and he's alright. i also took some pictures of all of us together, and i got a pic of me wearing danny's hat because i love his hat and i'm going to steal it from him. danny starts driver's training soon but it's too bad that he won't be around when he can drive...but i don't want to think about that.

i know this post is long but i'm almost done. i guess the reason i'm sad is because i know that the guy i find myself in love with. i know he'll never feel the same way about me and it kills me on the inside but i have to deal with it. i hate that i love this guy and i hate that people know and i just hate love right now because i seriously love him and i don't know how it happened and now it's too late and i shouldn't because it can only end badly. love sucks and i miss danielle because i really want to talk to her about it all because she understands and she doesn't judge.

sorry i haven't been getting to everyone's sites lately my bro keeps hogging the computer so if i haven't gotten to you i am sorry. hey know what's weird? every thursday my comments go down a bit...i mean same thing happened last thursday. oh well as long as someone reads this and enjoys hearing about it then i'm happy. oh and sorry this post is depressing i didn't mean it to be.

quote of the day!

danny after i removed him from the candy machine:

danny: you just grabbed my boobies!
~redmoonchick~

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