myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-12-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• anywhere i lay my head which is in michigan
Member Since
• 2004-11-22
Occupation
• future college student
Real Name
• cassandra or cassie, or red, or pete, or fob whore, hey you over there. it all works.

Personal

Achievements
• graduated from high school, met andy hurley from fall out boy and got his autograph!, worked for the mayor, successfully lead a protest at my school, was in the newspaper for said protest
Anime Fan Since
• since i was like eight
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist, bleach, naruto, maburaho, kyo kara myoh, death note, black cat and so much more
Goals
• to get the other three members of fall out boy's autographs
Hobbies
• drawing, collecting manga, writting, watching anime
Talents
• drawing, writting, balancing things on my head

myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

Saturday, April 21, 2007

i'll keep you my dirty little secret

mood: frustrated

listening to: one headlight-the wallflowers

currently: did it occur to anyone that there could be two different him's?

currently2: worried that nothing will ever be the same

hi,

this is a special post so there shall be no pimpage or responding today. ok so i know i normally don't post on the weekends but i am making an exception today. mostly because i didn't feel like waiting till monday to talk about this and also because danny doesn't read weekend posts. you guys remember that i was having a bad day yesterday? well i was sure school would make me feel better and if not school then danny, but i was so wrong. the one person i had hoped would make me feel better actually made my day worse. and yeah that one person was danny.

it all started normally enough, i mean we were talking normally and everything but then danny asks me who it is that i'm in love with, and i didn't tell him. he got mad because i told danielle and a few of you guys on here and not him. so then he says that he already knows who i like anyway and i ask him who so he points to a pic of himself! it all went downhill from there. i repeatedly told danny that i didn't like him that way but he didn't believe me and it was making me mad, it was also upsetting that he was doing it on purpose and my bro was helping him. it was agrivating beyond belief ecspecially because of the kind of day i was having on thursday. i ended up letting off a long string of swears at him and god i know so many people could hear us arguing. at one point i got up and left the room right infront of the teacher because i swear i was near tears and it hurt me that danny knew that but kept going with it. i came back to the class but i sat away from danny and he asked if i was going to ignore him the rest of the day and i told him yes.

we didn't talk for the rest of class until after class when i tried to get him to go to breakfast with me so we could talk it over, but he didn't. needless to say the fight put me in a worse mood so i didn't participate in class and stuff. i went up to the computer lab for second hour where danny was suppose to be but his class was in a different classroom for the day so i didn't talk to him then either. i ended up waiting for him right before third hour where he ran from me, but we did talk and make up and what so were good now. but i think a lot of people knew we were fighting because i kept getting odd looks all day. i talked to him and my bro a bit more at the beginning of fourth hour because i wanted to know if they'd still wait for me after yoga, danny was avoiding my question and what not but not in a mean way.

what struck me as odd later was when we were going to get lunch and danny told me that i act like i'm superior to him and my brother! wtf? i never act like that! god i don't know what the heck is going on. this danny that i saw on friday definitly wasn't the same one i talked to on the phone this week or the sweet danny that was around on thursday this was a whole different person and that scared me. i asked danny where the nice sweet danny was and he told me that i killed him. i tried talking to him about it but he just got upset with me and relied on the old i have no emotions excuse. sometimes he's frustrating but i'm glad that he is my friend.

i just hope things are normal again on monday. i don't care what other people say that danny on friday was not the normal danny. i don't know why i'm posting this but really i don't care if he reads it or not i just want my friend danny back because seriously there was something a little off about him. well they do say that every friendship goes through a fight at one time and i think that's true. so i guess maybe this was mine and danny's time? oh well i'll probably regret this post later and i'll probably feel like i'm blowing it all out of porportion but regardless i shall talk to you guys on monday.

~redmoonchick~

Comments (22)

« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page