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Birthday
• 1988-12-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• anywhere i lay my head which is in michigan
Member Since
• 2004-11-22
Occupation
• future college student
Real Name
• cassandra or cassie, or red, or pete, or fob whore, hey you over there. it all works.

Personal

Achievements
• graduated from high school, met andy hurley from fall out boy and got his autograph!, worked for the mayor, successfully lead a protest at my school, was in the newspaper for said protest
Anime Fan Since
• since i was like eight
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist, bleach, naruto, maburaho, kyo kara myoh, death note, black cat and so much more
Goals
• to get the other three members of fall out boy's autographs
Hobbies
• drawing, collecting manga, writting, watching anime
Talents
• drawing, writting, balancing things on my head

myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

look in my eyes your killing me

mood: betrayed and hurt

listening to: the animal i've become-three days grace

currently: wondering why danny hurts me

pimpage: detectivedanielle (sugar, were going down), deadxonxarrival (dance,dance), shadowme (i slept with someone in fall out boy and all i got was this stupid song written about me), xgiaXgrotesquex (a little less sixteen candles a little more touch me), hoaryu (the music or the misery), destinyssweetman (nobody puts baby in the corner),knight edge (snitches and talkers get stiches and walkers), em0taku (thnks fr th mmrs)
ha ha fall out boy references ahoy

hi,

Redmoonchick Responds:

kirbysdouble: well i was fine when i read your comment but not now.

hoaryu: already been hurt by danny, just not in the way i expected.

detectivedanielle: it's ok i don't think i have a crush anymore.

shadowme: yup i quoted you..yeah i know it was wrong but meh i was being lazy.

angel zakuro: i think if we were married one of us would be dead.

playitbakinslomo: no we are the normal ones lol

i hope you guys are doing well and i wish i could say the same for myself. anyone who talked to me via pm's or c-boxes knows whats going on. for the rest of you well i'll just say that danny was being very cruel to me today. i'm still not sure why. but in the end he was making me horribly mad and hurting my feelings so badly. were friends so i don't know why he does this things. i mean i have a theory but i'll have to talk to him about it. in the end i ended up breaking down into tears outside after school because of him and i went into the office where my fave teacher was and i didn't even have to tell her what was wrong the instant she saw me she said "was it danny?" yeah so i guess we've been fighting too much lately i just don't know why. i also don't know how tomorrow is going to turn out. the last thing i want is more fighting, i think danny and i just need to sit down and talk but it's so hard lately because i feel like i don't even know him anymore. i just want my friend back. that's all i want. i doubt he'll read this now but i wish he would so he knows how i feel. what really set me off earlier was him punching me again in the same spot as yesterday. also him knowing that i was pissed and hurt and he just kept going. i just want normal danny back.

besides that school was alright. didn't really do anything too important and danny and i managed to keep things civil up until the end of the day. first and second hour was boring because danny didn't talk much. imagine that i wanted him to talk earlier but later in the day i would've gave anything to keep him quiet. i worked out really hard during yoga and did pretty well that the teacher complimented me. lunched sucked the food was gross. fifth hour was actually fun because all i had to do was listen to people read stories. my brother and i were a team so i wrote our story and he read it. sixth hour was entertaining. we took notes but the discussions we get in are always really funny. so yeah after school and the crying i avoided danny and hung in the computer lab where i talked to my teacher and trolled around the myo.

man i hate not knowing what's going to happen tomorrow. my brother told me that danny said he's not going to try to be my friend tomorrow. so i don't know what's going down. i was thinking about calling him but i don't think i will. i don't think he wants to talk to me. i don't know he didn't anwser my message on myspace but what else is new? something that really bugs me is that he doesn't care that he hurt me so bad. i was in tears and he laughed. i heard him laugh and i think that hurts a lot. i don't want our friendship to end not like this.

oh i hit 3000 hits. i have 3000+ now but thanks for the visits you guys. it's always appreciated. and i'm thankful i have such nice people here that i can talk to about my problems and what. really i apprciate you all so very much.

well hopefully things go well at school tomorrow so yeah if it does or doesn't rest assured you guys will probably know about it.

xoxoxoxoxoxo
~redmoonchick~

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