Wednesday, May 30, 2007

your secrets out and the best part is it isn't even a good one

mood: happy, sad, relifed, angry, and nervous all mixed into one listening to: music or the misery-fall out boy (ah fall out boy the soundtrack to my life) currently:i just want him to come back pimpage: savestheday (i love you), detectivedanielle ( good to hear from you), deadxonxarrival (she bangs the drums or the drummers), shadowme (she's a poet and she didn't even know it), october (october+valentine), hoaryu (niisan), knight edge (wonderful guy), tohmalover14 (dearest toh-toh), destinyssweetman (alex!) hi, Redmoonchick Responds: edge: yeah it must be the chemicals..or it could be that video you sent me of yourself 0.o LS: there's no offical lazy club just an unofficial one because were too lazy to start a real one bed-stuy: no hitting on danny allowed. yeah i added you on the ol' myspace kirbysdouble: danny isn't emo. he's scene ikyuu-nyuu-kon: yeah he is....wait. lol cool i love my cat yuki, he's like a little kid angel zakuro: you too k-chan? will niisan be pleased to hear that you're drooling over danny? (just kidding) shadowme: i don't smoke pot and write but it does sound interesting aaya: you have a cat named lola? my lola is a whore though. mr. hughes is my baby, i love that cat. he's named after hughes from fullmetal alchemist tohmalover14: ah no toh-toh! don't join the fangirls! ah why fight it? i should just start a freaken danny club or something. kitabug69: i have never heard of that but i am so tempted to try it lol WARNING!!!!!!: this post is long and ranty and mostly about danny. read if you want i don't care either way but it is important. 1st hour: didn’t do anything really commented on the myo and talked to Danny. Oh I found out that he broke up with his girlfriend…already, and I saw his spiffy new black video ipod. It’s so cool! I envy him. I want an ipod. Then Danny told me that he read my myspace blogs which I never thought he would but oh well it’s not like they were about him or anything *edit* ok they were *edit done*. He also asked if I would buy him a pop but I didn’t really feel like it so I didn’t. When it was breakfast this guy Tim showed me that he was wearing a clandestine industries belt! Man it was so cool. For those out of the loop clandestine is a clothing company by Pete Wentz the Bassist of fall out boy. Tim said that he borrowed it from a girl and I told him I was going to steal it. 2nd hour: I thought I’d be able to get a pass to the computer lab and hang with Danny but my teacher was being a real biatch and said I had to stay in class. This then prompted Danny to say “ha ha you have to stay” so I flipped him off but in a friendly way. I finished my work by half listening to the teacher and when I was through I asked for a pass to the lab, and I got it but unfortunately when I arrived to the lab all the seats around Danny were taken so I went to the row in front of the row he was in and comment on the myo. 3rd hour: I have finished all my work in yearbook so I basically got a free hour in which to comment (which I am doing) and also I am using this free time to type up tonight’s post in word. I’m all alone in here, Danny’s in his biology class and my bro has a downstairs lab class. I will probably finish typing the school part after school so the events are fresh in my mind. I hope this doesn’t confuse anyone.*edit* god i wish i would've know what was going to happen during this hour* 4th hour: I am writing fourth hour in real time too. After third hour was over that same Tim kid from first hour was coming in the computer lab and he told me that Danny had a freak out. So I asked what happened and he said that he didn’t know so I went to Danny’s third hour; he wasn’t there so I asked the teacher what happened but she didn’t tell me, so I went to Danny’s fourth hour and he wasn’t down there so I asked around and found out that he was outside. Sure enough he was there with his guitar and he was visibly pissed off. I asked what happened and he said that his third hour was playing hang man and he called out a letter and this annoying kid named Steve who has messed with Danny before had to be all smartassy and say something to Danny. Well Danny in his oh so normal tone said that he was going to kill the steve kid. I know full well that Danny didn’t mean it because I am his friend but I guess other people don’t so the kid freaked and wanted to fight Danny. Danny took the high road and went to talk to the principal. The principal decided that he would take Danny home. So I was outside talking to Danny and I gave him a hug and he was so mad I could feel him shaking. While we were waiting for the principal to take Danny home the stupid ass steve kid came out side and started talking shit to Danny pissing him off more and causing this huge scene. It was horrible and now everyone in this fucking school is taking steve’s side over Danny's and it sucks because Danny is such a great guy and he doesn’t deserved to be fucked with. All these kids are closed minded little fucks who obviously would rather hang out with fake idiot’s then genuinely cool people. It’s no wonder that Danny doesn’t want to come back here. He is seriously one of the last things holding me to this school. So Danny went home and people are talking shit about him and now I’m in a bad mood because I hate when people fuck with my friends and seriously if I hear someone say some bad shit about Danny then I might just fucking go crazy on someone. Other then those events I didn’t want to go for a walk in yoga, and I went to the computer lab so now I have to write a page essay about health and nutrition. Lunch: I spent lunch worried about danny. 5th hour: worked on make up work. Spent time cutting stuff out for my collage of germany. 6th hour: we continued to dissect our pigs. Unfortunately my partner kyle had to leave early, so I was left to dissect the pig but thankfully the teacher did it for me so I wouldn’t have to touch it. and the teacher was touching the pigs without gloves! *barf* After school: I went to the computer lab and trolled the myo and found out that danny isn’t coming back to our school for the last two weeks. I didn’t take this news too well…. I will be completely honest, I cried I went into the hall way and cried. I then talked to my science teacher about it and cried more. I care about him so much I didn’t want it to end this way…it can’t end this way. Thank you a million times to the three myoers who were talking to me at the time edge, October, and niisan. It’s not fucking fair. Why did other people have to ruin things? Why can’t people leave him the fuck alone? I am so pissed and sad and so much more all mixed into one unstable person right now. I want to kill the kid who pissed danny off so bad…seriously I want to hurt him so bad and scream at him that he ruined everything. I want him to pay….i really, really do. Fuck that short fucking stupid little prick he doesn’t deserve to even be going here, he’s an ass who can’t handle someone whose not a complete idiot high on prep like him and the rest of his friends! I know I’m ranting and I don’t give a flying fuck. ok i am better now from when i typed that earlier. i talked to danny and he said he still wasn't sure if he was coming back to school. i told him that i hope he does but it's all up to him. either way i don't think he'll be at school tomorrow. also while chatting with him on myspace i took the oppourtunity to tell danny my secret. that i'm in love with him. yeah, you read right redmoonchick has feelings for danny. i know some of you already knew and a few of you guessed and danny could basically tell so it was up to me to tell him which i did and he took it as expected. he was cool about it and said that i was still his friend. i knew he wouldn't return the feelings because i'm just not his type. it kind of hurts but i can handle it because i want to be his friend. so yeah i feel good like a huge weight has been lifted off of me and it's all good now. all good except for the part with danny maybe not coming back to school....i really hope he does. i'm almost done with this post. i found out that i have a job interview at the family dollar store tomorrow at 9:00 in the morning so i have to miss the first two hours of class then go in during second hour probably. i don't know if i'll pass the drug test but i think i will so wish me luck everyone! ~redmoonchick~

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