Thursday, August 30, 2007

for all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took

mood: frustrated listening to: i'm not okay i promise-my chemical romance currently: gonna beat my brothers ass. Redmoonchick Responds: jenny: ha ha yes, we need to continue our plot to kick my brother out of the house and have you move in. lol. yesh you can have as many hugs as you want! *huuuuuugggggggsssss* ha ha yeah, i always try to make it to trick's site! XD sayanachan: ha ha no you didn't tell me but i went and checked them out today and i lovvvvvved them! you are a great artist! nooooo i don't have that one i looked at it before. ha i would so love you forever if you sent it to meh! i'll give you a nickle! XD slowness: ha ha i barely remembered the movie. i wrote it using the wikipedia description. toh-toh: ha ha sadly he has no more minutes left. he uses them too much. XD wooooo i read shojo beat too! i love it! man i did leave you a comment doing that quizzie thing but before i could submit it the stupid power went out here. ahhh i'll find time to do it. moonlessdaemon: yeah, they were on the cover of rolling stone. i have the cover as a wall poster. angel zakuro: ah i do try to check the comments again before i update but somedays i have no time. hi guys, ah well work was meh at best. i did get to watch the simpsons movie. it was really funny i liked it a lot. the kids were kinda bad, they just wouldn't listen to me very well. that's really frustrating. we watched a old video of cartoons from when i was little and i was all nostalgic over it. ha ha. i also cut pics out of my blender magazine. the one of brendon and ryan from panic! porsha though ryan was a girl and i had to presuade her otherwise. XD also i found out that i have thursday off of work. woooo that's pretty damn cool. friday will be my last day of work because monday is labor day and tuesday i have school. speaking of school i got stuff in the mail from it and i found out that i have a half day on the first day of school. we're all supposed to meet in the gym for an oreintation. which i think is kinda awkward. whatever. they're gonna give us our schedules and we're having mini classes because it is a half day. ugh five more days. T-T oh i got my mp3 player back today but i am a bit dissapointed because it doesn't have all the songs i wanted on there. it does have a good amount though about 28 songs. i dunno i don't wanna go back and demand more. *sigh* i may just send it to jenny and have her put music on there cause i trust her more. oh i had my mp3 player at work and porsha was listening to fall out boy and cobra starship with me and jordan listened to my chemical romance. XD hmmmmm on my day off my brother thought i had to work so he brought over three friends and decided to get drunk and high now most of them are passed out. the one next to me on the couch keeps getting up and going outside to throw up. lovely. my brother is sooooo wasted and keeps tripping over the computer cord and unplugging it. he did that twice. -sigh- thursday that means it's time for the new fic sixteen. i'm glad a lot of you liked the first chapter. i like it too. sixteen: chapter two: home is where the man who might kill you is ada allowed herself to be pulled into the house by the man she knew all too well. despite her better judgement she also let him continue to hold her hand. the two of them stopped in the doorway as the man shut the door and quickly walked past them. leaving ada and the man all alone. she avoided his gaze by watching the first man walk away but when he was out of site she had no real reason not to look at him. "i don't get a hello ada?" the man asked as he smirked at her. ada put on a fake smile as her insides clenched. she had thought about this moment for sometime now. the moment when they would come face to face. "why hello caiden. whatever are you doing here?" she said, her voice laced with sarcasm. he didn't looked amused and she didn't expect him too. she barely knew why she had just said what she did. "heh, i think that's my line ada." the man named caiden said as he stared down at her. caiden was a very handsome man, with slightly shaggy black hair, deep brown eyes, and full lips. he was also on the tall side, skinny, and looked to be about twenty years old. ada noticed a now awkward silence between them but she could think of nothing to say to the man, at least nothing she wanted to say to him. "what are you doing back here ada?." caiden asked finally breaking the silence and ada wished she had thought of something to say first. "this is my clan, my home. i belong here." she told him but even to her the anwser seemed weak and unable to explain her lengthy abscence. "funny, that's not the attitude you had when you left." caiden said and ada knew he had all the right in the world to be upset with her, but still she wished he wouldn't be and right now she was missing the caiden that had been here when she left. "can-can we talk about this later caiden? i kinda just want to get settled again." it was true upon re-entering her long time home she had felt oddly unwelcomed and it all felt forgien to her. it half way scared her to think that she wouldn't have a place here anymore. caiden nodded and seemed to lay off her for the time being. "i assume you want to see beckett?" caiden asked and ada nodded though she could swear she felt her heart stop. "yeah, i probably should." ada said as she attempted to keep the uneasiness from her voice. "he'll be so interested to know that you've returned ada." caiden said as he stroked her hand that he still held within his own. ada looked down at their hands as she spoke. "yeah, well hopefully he won't kill me." she told him as she slipped her hand from his. caiden gave her a surprised look as if he didn't believe the words that had left her mouth. "he would never kill you ada, you're one of his best." caiden reassured her and she thought at once that caiden was being far too nice and understanding for her liking. "that was before i left." she told him. caiden said nothing and looked away from her, it was all she needed to know that beckett had been furious at her for leaving, and coming back suddenly seemed like a huge mistake. "it's been about a month and half since you left. and i'll tell you beckett was none too pleased to find you'd gone." caiden told her. ada thought that maybe caiden was waiting for some reason or explanation as to why she left but she wasn't planning on giving him one. at least not yet. "i-i was hoping i guess." ada began and caiden looked her way "that when i came back it would all be the same." "i thought that's why you left in the first place? because it all felt the same?" he asked, she blew off his question because all that mattered right now was seeing beckett once again. "come on" he began "let's go see beckett." once again caiden took ada's hand in his own and lead her from the doorway to the left through the kitchen where many of their fellow vampires sat. "holy shit it's ada!" one of them cried but ada paid no mind. she had already expected this reaction, besides she was far too busy trying to think of what she would say to beckett upon seeing him once again. caiden lead her from the kitchen through a dinning room and from the dinning room through one of the many closed doors. the one in paticular that lead to beckett's room. they moved down the small hallway incased in darkness since caiden had shut the door. from the small hallway there were three other doors. the one they had just come from, one to the left that led to no doubt more hidden rooms and doors, and one straight ahead of them, this room belonged to beckett. caiden and ada moved to the door and caiden stopped her before he opened it. "listen ada, i'm going to go in first and tell him that you're here, so don't move or do anything until i say so." he told her and as much as she hated taking orders from him she nodded, because her annoyance with him was nothing compared to her fear of an angry beckett. caiden gave her a smile, a real one this time and patted her face gently before knocking on the door. ada moved to the side as to not be seen prematurely by beckett. "who is it?" the silky smooth voice of beckett asked. "it's caiden." caiden said as he glanced back at ada, ada returned his smile as she felt the resurgence of feelings she had felt nearly two months ago. "come right in caiden." beckett said and ada suddenly remembered that caiden was one of beckett's favorite 'children'. caiden went into the room and closed the door, leaving ada behind in the darkness. ada pressed herself against the door desperate to hear every word spoken between the two men. though she was dissapointed to find that she could not hear much of anything. ada did managed to catch her name here and there and she listened for any huge angry yells to be issued but found there were none. "there wouldn't be" she thought "that just wasn't beckett's way" ada waited a good three minutes before the door reopened and caiden came back out a small smile on his face. "beckett wishes to see you now." he told her and he rested his hand on her shoulder as she passed him. it was a simple act, one to calm her nerves but she knew nothing in this world could keep her calm right now. ada stepped into the room and came face to face with one of the strongest vampires in the world. the vampire named beckett. *********************************************** so we met caiden. i'm interested in knowing wheter you guys like him. i'm on the fence and i'm his creator. ha ha anyway i hope you guys like it! ~red~

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