Monday, September 17, 2007

when it all comes crashing down

mood: anxious listening to: snakes on a plane (bring it)- cobra starship currently: shivering Redmoonchick Responds: sayanachan: we had cooler ones but they got voted against. i was watching mtv on demand so they don't show it on normal tv though i saw a panic! interview and thought of yew. ah dude yes! i saw the pic of gray and i love it! imma put it up on here tomorrow if you don't mind. cause you are so talented! jd person: ah yes, that's pete for you making everyone self concious about themselves. ikyuu-nyuu-kon: sadly not really kissing but we can all imagine they are right? mmmm well my parents are split up so he doesn't live with us. shadowme: no molesting the danny *slaps hand* molesting and licking is strictly prohibited though guitar licking is fine as long as he isn't holding it. XD yup fob's new video is for the song "i'm like a laywer with the way i'm always trying to get you off" (me+you) it's so good. go and watch it! angel zakuro: i know, school is killing me so i am rarely on the computer anymore. but i shall try to visit as soon as i can. hi guys, ah first off people shouldn't let me listen to the band "red jumpsuit apparatus" trust me it's so not good for my emotions. ecspecially your gaurdian angel cause someone once promised that they'd play that song for meh but alas i never got to see it. blargh. oh cute is what we aim for is on now, i iz feeling better already! ha my dad came over yesterday. after not seeing him since june. i was glad to see him but i was dissapointed. he still didn't tell me about the possiblility that he may have colon cancer, so i hagve to act all dumb when he says that he was 'sick' and pretend like i don't know, man you don't know how much i wanted to say something. i mean i get that he's trying to spare my feelings and he doesn't want me to worry because i guess his exact words were "don't tell cassandra, you know how she worries." but i mean come on! you're my dad and this is important i should be let in the loop darn it! what happens if he does end up being sick then they'll tell me and i'm suppose to be like "where did this come from." ugh i think i'll bring it up with him next weekend. speaking of my dad he let me use him computer to put music on my mp3 player so i added at least 25 more songs including more fall out boy and red jumpsuit apparatus and things of that nature. also i felt just the slightest bit ignored by him because he and my brother were watching football so i was just there. mmmm i told my mom later and she told him and he pulled me aside and told me to never think that he loves my brother more then me. i dunno sometimes i feel like my bro is the freaken golden child or something. hmmm this post is getting off hand. well i am a bit nervous about school only because i was made fun of after school on thursday. just the usual "look at that fat bitch, she is your girlfriend." "fuck that she's your girlfriend" thing. -sigh- well at least i made it what a week and three days without someone saying something. i just need to suck it up. it's not like it's the first time it happened. those times really make me miss danielle. whatever i'm over it. gah why do i feel depressed? i was happy earlier! i was! *shakes fist at emo brain* i guess i just miss all my friends. anyway to shake off this funk here is the latest chapter of murder and lyrics. mmm i don't think this chapter is too long actually. oh well i hope you guys read it and like it. "muder and lyrics" chapter sixteen: let's do lunch danielle had grown frustrated with the whole lot of people involved in this case. the overly sentimental cassandra, the mysterious josiah, the bitchy heiress lexi, the lying jake, and the dead daniel. it was the third day of the investigation and they were still basically at square one. timothy must've seen her prickly discouragment as he sighed and looked at her with a grin. "don't be down kerley. i think we can trust what jake told you, just because he lied about switching phones doesn't mean he lied about that." timothy told her after she had told him about jake's lie. when danielle didn't anwser he continued. "i mean tons of people lie to us at least at first but you know that there is always some truth mixed in there." timothy told her in his attempt at rekindling her passion for this case. he knew all too well that a cop could get discouraged rather quickly when it feels like they aren't doing anything. "maybe, you should go home for the night." he suggested when again she didn't say anything. danielle nodded and started up her car. "right, well i'll call you tomorrow then." she told him as she put her car in reverse and pulled out of the parking lot. timothy nodded and waved her off. he sighed and ran his hand through his hair before putting his hat back on and driving off as well. ******************************************************************** danielle woke up the next morning feeling a bit better. mostly because it was a knew day and also because she had a new opportunity for information. she was to meet with josiah hardwick today. before she got ready she decided to take belinda's advice and she looked up josiah and daniel on the internet. she was mildly surprised to find that belinda's site was one of the most popular when it came to daniel. she learned very little important information about either of them so she decided to google cassie. she was surprised to find out information about her. she had a profile on an offshoot of one of daniel's sites. it was never a lot just pictures of the two together and info about her job and a few quotes from her. there was also disscussion of people talking about her. other then that there was little to be found. danielle checked the clock and figured it was early enough to call josiah and see if she could set a meeting with him. she found herself slightly nervous as she grabbed her cell and called the number on the card he had given her. this time it only rang twice before someone picked up and danielle tried her best to swallow her nerves. "hello?" she heard a silky smooth voice ask. "i'm-i'm uh looking for josiah hardwick." danielle stammered out. "this is the one and only." he said and she could tell he was grinning. "uh, this is detective danielle kerley. we met yesterday at daniel hick's funeral." danielle said just a little too quickly. "ah yes, detective. i remember." josiah said and danielle wasn't sure why that made her so happy. "are you calling about setting up a meeting with me?" he asked and danielle was taken aback by his bluntness. "yeah, is this a good time?" she asked. there was a silence and danielle was sure she had interrupted something important. "how bout this detective. we meet up for lunch? and we'll talk then." he said. danielle agreed and josiah gave her the name and directions to the local ritzy hollywood resturant. they decided to meet at noon and hung up. danielle feeling a great deal more nervous as noon grew ever closer. at noon danielle drove to the resturant her badge pinned to her chest. she didn't anticipate how crowded the resturant would be and she had yet to spot josiah. her heart thumped wildly and she thought about leaving and rescheduling their meeting, but before she could do such a thing she spotted josiah in the crowd and he was waving to her. moments later the duo was seated on an outside patio of the resturant nearly secluded in what danielle could only imagine was a VIP section. she rested her hands nervously on the white glass table as josiah sat staring at her a sly grin on her face. "i thought in this meeting we would be talking detective." he said and danielle nodded before she pulled out her note pad and set it on the table. "right well, for starters i heard that at first you and daniel weren't friends." she said and josiah nodded as he took a sip from the drink the waitress had brought him. "right, we weren't at first i mean i had heard that he didn't care for me, but really i had no problem with him." he told her. "well, how did the two of you meet?" she asked. josiah played with the brim of his hat as he anwsered her. "oh you know one of those club things that celebrities have to go to. he was there and i guess once upon a time he had promised cassandra that he would introduce her to me." josiah said with a small laugh. "so you met them both on the same night?" she asked and josiah nodded. "yeah, it was really funny because he sorta just brought her up and like pushed her into me." josiah said his face now grinning as he remembered the night. "i guess she had some great crush on me while she was in high school, it was cute actually. though it made me feel old." josiah said with a laugh and danielle found herself grinning along with him. "after that daniel and i got to talking and he realized we had more in common then he thought so we just became friends." josiah finished as he took another sip of his drink. "i see, so what about the last day you saw him alive? what was it that the two of you talked about?" danielle had been waiting to ask him that for some time as she remembered his reaction to the question at the funeral. "like i said before. we talked about doing a song together mostly but then daniel was saying some stuff that didn't seem important at the time but now...i don't know man." josiah said as he shook his head his dark hair flipping about. "like what? what did he say?" danielle asked as she was praying for something like a break in the case. perhaps it was that josiah held the key to solving the case. "well he was telling me that he was tired. he said he was tired of the hollywood scene, of the celebrity life, of the pressures, he said he was getting tired of it all." josiah said. this surprised danielle because according to the others daniel seemed more then happy with his life. "i mean i told him that it was just stress but now i think maybe he was dissapointed or disillusioned about what being a celebrity was like. he told me that he wanted to take some time off maybe a year or something like that." josiah continued and danielle nodded as she listened. "yeah, but then this jake guy was telling daniel that if he left the hollywood scene now that people would forget about him and that he wouldn't be famous anymore." josiah said. "wait, jake was there at the meeting with you two?" danielle asked. josiah nodded. "yeah, he was hanging with daniel while he was in town. he also pitched me his demo cd. but i mean then daniel said that he didn't care about not being famous anymore and that he needed a break and he wanted to be happy. then i dunno it got real awkward cause jake and daniel were arguing." danielle nodded as she jotted down the information. they sat there a few minutes longer before josiah glanced at his watch. "oh crap. i'm sorry detective but i've got to get going. i've got to get ready." he said as he stood from the table. "ready? ready for what?" danielle asked as she too stood. "i'm flying out of L.A in two day's." josiah told her. danielle nodded and thanked josiah and the duo parted ways. **************************************** okay it was semi long. ugh i'm sorry you guys i know no one wants to read long things. anyway why didn't jake ever mention that he went to lunch with josiah and daniel? or that he fought with daniel? or that he used to be in a band with daniel? and why is josiah leaving L.A? ~red~

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