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Birthday
• 1988-12-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• anywhere i lay my head which is in michigan
Member Since
• 2004-11-22
Occupation
• future college student
Real Name
• cassandra or cassie, or red, or pete, or fob whore, hey you over there. it all works.

Personal

Achievements
• graduated from high school, met andy hurley from fall out boy and got his autograph!, worked for the mayor, successfully lead a protest at my school, was in the newspaper for said protest
Anime Fan Since
• since i was like eight
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist, bleach, naruto, maburaho, kyo kara myoh, death note, black cat and so much more
Goals
• to get the other three members of fall out boy's autographs
Hobbies
• drawing, collecting manga, writting, watching anime
Talents
• drawing, writting, balancing things on my head

myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

Thursday, October 18, 2007

it's not a side effect of the cocaine i'm thinking it must be love

i didn't go to school yesterday, blah my bad and now my mom was all pissed at me. whatever i don't really care. i do have a field trip today though. the senior class is going to mott college which is a big college around here. we're leaving at 8:30 in the morning and coming back before lunch which means i'll still have to go to goverment class. i think it might be fun, i hear it will be boring, the only thing i am nervous about is the bus ride. (i've had bad bus experiences)

i really need to register to vote soon...uh i'm not sure where to go do that at. XD

anyway it is thursday and that means new chapter of sixteen oh and about this chapter there is an unedited version but i can guess that one person is interested. XD

sixteen

chapter nine: blood lust

ada and caiden stumbled through the house as they kissed feriously arms wrapped tight around one another. their kissing and need was frantic and they couldn't reach caiden's room fast enough. upon entering the room caiden pulled off his shirt and ada did the same. caiden took the sight of her in and she liked the way he looked at her.

"i want you so badly ada, i hope you know that." he said as he approached her, ada nodded.

"yeah, i know that." she told him as she laid back on his bed a seductive smile gracing her lips and their victim's blood pumping through their veins.

ada awoke the next night not in her own bed but lying in caiden's bed.caiden breathing heavily next to her, her head pounding...oh and she was naked. ada's head thumped a bit and she felt sluggish. she turned her body which felt too heavy and achey over to face caiden. he still slept soundly and for a moment ada wanted to join him. she rested her head on his chest and listened to the non existant heart beat.

it was calm and still in the room and ada allowed her eyes to close and as the darkness and silence enveloped her a flash almost like a scene from a movie played before her eyes. it was of what had happened last night. distict scenes of humans being tackled to a wooden floor, of her hands wrapped around a teenagers neck, the sound of a sick crack of a breaking neck, and the warm wetness of crimson blood filling her mouth.

ada could remember eveything that happened and it made her stomach churn. she had always compared a vampire's need for blood the same as that of a person addicted to drugs, all that mattered in that moment was getting a fix and that was what she had done last night.

more often then not this is how ada would end up, waking in the early evening with that same dead sort of shame filling her entire body. she never wanted to drink again, she didn't want to hunt and part of her would wish in vain that she was like the others, that she hadn't developed a concious for the humans, that she couldn't remember being the human teenager she was so long ago. part of her wanted to remain in that animalistic state because hell it would be so much easier that way, to never think and to only live on basic instincts alone.

ada was pulled from her thoughts by caiden's body moving next to her. she watched him from and a small smile spread despite herself because she did love caiden in a way and she was more glad then regretful that the two of them had gotten together last night.

caiden stilled but he opened his eyes and watched her the deep brown's survevying her. he reached a hand out lazily to touch the tips of her hair and she reached out to him slowly brushing her fingertips over his knuckles.

she liked caiden when he was like this soft and gentle she could forget the things she'd seen him do and wonder about the person he used to be. caiden wasn't a bad guy not necessarily and it was only natural for him to be posessive of ada, after all in the beginning aside from beckett caiden was all that ada knew.

after she was brought to the very same house they lived now and after she was turned and after beckett had taught her he had put her under caiden's care. she remembered back to when she had that blind admoration for caiden, the same kind of undying love and devotion for him that gray had with her, but somewhere along the way it had faded and caiden realized that he would have to work harder to get her devotion. "one day gray's love and devotion would fade too". ada thought, but she wasn't so worried about that.

she and caiden sat in his bed staring warmly at one another and she wondered if caiden missed those days, back when all she knew was him.
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still on the fence with caiden...ha ha i can't chooe wheter i love him or hate him.

~red~

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