Monday, December 3, 2007

this is for real

listening to: thnks fr th mmrs-fall out boy Redmoonchick Responds: s angel: ah ha yes, pete is cuter then december. XD claes: ah i fear i get no snow day. jd person: well maybe if you visit my site enough you'll become a fan! XD but yeah fangirls tend to be entertaining. i know i am. XD sayanachan: holy crap! i didn't know our birthday's were so close either! ha ha i hate that it's like "okay this is your birthday and christmas present." and i'm like "you're cheap." XD megan: lol i thought of you the whole time i was putting up the new theme too. megan=girl L? XD angel zakuro: ah no way! you can't steal my L! hmmmm i'm not really rooting for anyone now. as long as bianca doesn't win. i kinda like chantal though too. lol there's just no way to put those two colors together without seizing someone out. hiya, so i made more changes to my theme again. i changed the background color on my post box because it was giving people seizures. XD so now it's black and green and it's not to christmasy but meh i like it. i changed my room around a bit today. my mom and i moved out the old matresses that she doesn't use anymore out of my room and we put one of them on my bed cause my mom doesn't like me using my old matress. me being a creature of habit though...i don't know if i like it but now that the matresses are gone i have lot's of space in my room now! *glee* oh i forgot to mention this before but the guy i used to talk about on here sometimes (the extreamly cute boy from my school) well he basically went m.i.a from school the day before thanksgiving break and he didn't show back up all the next week until friday. now his fiance lives in california so we all assumed that he went there and dropped out of school so when he came back we found out that he had been in a car accident on the bridge by our school! he said he slid on some ice and his truck hit another car and his airbag didn't go off so he hit his face and chest on the steering wheel and he bruised his lung and broke his nose. he showed me a pic of himself on his cell phone from when he got to the hospital and his face was all dark and bloodied up. i don't really think that image will leave me. but he's okay now so that's good. anyway i wanna keep this short because i have the next chapter of 'murder and lyrics' ready for you guys and i have to say we are getting really close to figuring out who the killer is! previously: danielle went to the hospital to see lexi. danielle questioned lexi about the attack and lexi claimed she couldn't remember anything. with some persuasion lexi suddenly remembered that jake had been the one to shoot her. josiah was let go due to the evidence from jenny and jake showed up at cassie's door. murder and lyrics: chapter twenty five: making small talk never seemed so hard jake entered cassie's apartment with her following after him shutting the heavy door behind them. jake walked into the medium sized living room standing as he rested his hands on one of the chairs in the room. cassie followed him into the room and he looked to her. the two of them stood in awkward silence until cassie cleared her throat. "you can have a seat jake." she told him as she motioned to the white couch that sat with it's back to the door. jake nodded and took a seat still silent. cassie moved over to the recliner that sat kiddie corner to the couch her eyes never leaving jake. he looked a little nervous or something like that cassie thought. she knew that he had just gotten out of the hospital and accounted his odd behavior to the fact that he had been attacked. "so what did you want to talk about?" cassie asked as she folded her hands in her lap. she wasn't sure how to handle jake; she hadn't dealt with him too much mostly she would just tell danny that he had showed up or they'd make small talk at best. it was in this moment that she realized that the two of them had never really had a real conversation. "well..." jaked began as he crossed his legs "i wanted to stop by and see how you were doing." he said and cassie nodded. she had already figured that the talk would turn to danny; after all jake had known him longer then she had. "i'm doing better all things considered. but uh how about you jake? how are you?" she asked and jake nodded. "same here i guess, i-i don't think it's hit me that he's gone yet you know?" jake asked and cassie nodded because she did know; she knew every time his cell phone rang, every time one of his songs played, every time she walked around her own apartment. there were traces of danny everywhere and she figured that all his close friends must feel that way. "what about your arm? how's that?" she asked as she continued to make conversation with jake. jake looked at his injured arm and gave a half shrug. "hurts like a bitch when i'm not all doped up on med's." he told her and he laughed not a real laugh but a forced laugh; one that cassie copied. "but-" jake went on. "i don't want to talk about me, i want to talk about you; about how you're doing...i know you and him were close." he said his voice dripped with sympathy. cassie nodded. "i mean it's been hard yeah, but it's like that for everyone." she told jake because really she didn't need him worrying all over her. "yeah, but i recall at the will reading that josiah said you were suicidal." jake said way too bluntly for cassie's liking. cassie shook her head instantly. "no, no jake despite what he thought i'm not suicidal." cassie ressured him as she now knew why he had been worried. jake made a face and cassie wondered if maybe he didn't believe her when she said she wasn't suicidal. "are you thirsty cassie? can i make you something to drink?" jake asked as he brushed his bangs out of his eyes and motioned to the small kitchen to the left of them. cassie raised her eyebrows. "um no jake, i'm good." she told him and his face fell a little. "well, do you mind if i get myself something?" he asked and she shook her head. "no, go ahead." she said and jake stood and entered the kitchen with cassie's eyes following him. she watched as he opened her fridge looking for something to drink. jake spoke to her while he was in the kitchen. "so josiah got arrested i hear?" jake half asked half stated and cassie nodded even though he couldn't see her. "yeah, i was with him when he was." she said even though she really didn't want to talk about josiah. "and lexi and i getting attacked...that was some crazy shit." jake said as he turned to face her and moved back into the living room with a cup in hand. again cassie nodded. "you don't remember who attacked you jake?" she asked and jake shook his head. "nah, it's all kinda fuzzy." he said as he took a sip of his cup and cassie noticed that he was now wearing gloves. jake noticed her looking at his hands and he laughed. "i wear them cause the glass is too cold." jake said as he set the cup on the side table that sat next to the couch. cassie nodded but her face showed traces of skeptism. "so back to lexi, i bet you're glad she got shot right?" jake asked and cassie's face fell into a look of shock. "what? of course not jake! why would you say that?" she asked shocked by his question. jake looked surprised that cassie was shocked. "you don't like lexi right? so wouldn't you be happy that she was hurt?" jake asked as if he were legitimitly confused about her anwser. "just because i don't like her doesn't mean i want her to be shot!" cassie said and her eyes held a deep concern that jake could easily see. she let out a sigh and jake remained silent. "look jake, i'm getting kinda tired so i think i'm gonna call it a night so i think you need to go." she said as she stood from the chair. jake grinned but he didn't move. "i don't really want to go but i'll respect your wishes and leave." jake said as he stood and patted her on the shoulder before he walked to the door. cassie still stood in the living room waiting for him to leave when he stopped his back still facing her. "you know cassie, i was kinda hoping that lexi died..." he said and cassie gasped a bit at what he had said. jaked then turned slowly to face cassie and it was then that she saw his somber face and the shine of the silver pistol in grasped firmly in his gloved hand. the pistol that was pointed squarely at her chest. "it would've saved me a lot of trouble." he finished. *************************************** why did jake come to cassie's apartment? why did he wish that lexi would've died? why did jake pull a gun on cassie and would he really hurt her? find out next time! ~red~

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