Monday, December 17, 2007

i want to be unforgetable not unforgivable

listening to: CSI miami Redmoonchick Responds: shadowme: well i certainly hope you stop bleeding! angel zakuro: your card was so cute! imma put it up tomorrow! gah i love it! jenny: ah you are special! i love the necklace and i love you! krissy: awww you made me a card? you can do whatever you want to do! *huggles* hey, remember me saying that we were having a really bad snowstorm yesterday? well i got my wish and we now have our offical first snow day! *dances* ah you don't know how great it feels to not have to worry about getting up tomorrow morning! what joy. eeeeee my b-day is really soon! it sorta just snuck up on me i guess. i haven't heard from my dad but he will probably show up on my b-day. i'm gonna get an icecream cake too and i get to go out and eat some chinese food on the weekend. i don't know what kind of presents i'll get. my mom is taking my bro to get me something this week and he told me he's going to hot topic. i also dropped some hints that i want the panic! at the disco poster from wal-mart so we shall see. i really need to do some christmas shopping even though christmas is like 9 days away or something like that. i need to get something for my friends at school and something for jenny. okay so it's time for the latest chapter of murder and lyrics. we're really coming down to the wire people it's all ending soon. i am a bit sad. previously: danielle went to jake's house but didn't find him. she did find josiah's credit card in his apartment. jake told cassie about what he had done to himself and lexi. and he admitted that he killed danny but he wasn't alone. murder and lyrics chapter twenty seven: the last sound you'll ever hear will be me saying goodbye cassie thought about what jake had just told her. he had just admitted flat out that he killed danny but he had also said that hadn't been alone in doing so. cassie shook as she pulled herself up to her knees and her hands tightened into the fabric of her jeans. "do you want to know who else killed him?" he asked her and she did want to know but she couldn't bring herself to form the words that now lay dead in her throat. "you're never going to believe it, but it was lexi." jake said and she heard jake's voice growing louder, smugger. she whipped her head up and stared at the man once again as her eyes grew wide. "is that all you're going to do cassie? stare at me? you don't want to say anything before i send you to meet dear danny once again?" jake said to her and she felt that same chill because jake was planning on killing her...he was telling her the truth because he knew she wouldn't live to repeat it. "why?" she asked as she lowered her head, her voice barely above a whisper as the fact that the bitch lexi had helped kill danny sunk into her body and making her blood feel like it was on fire. "what?" he said and she wasn't sure if he hadn't heard her or just wanted her to repeat herself. "why jake? why did you two kill him!" she screamed at him, her hands tightening into fists and her head lifting to look at him. their eyes locked and jake's mouth formed into a frown as her chest heaved. "it was simple...i took his life because he stole mine!" jake seethed and cassie continued to watch him trying to hide all the emotions inside of her that threatened to spill out at any moment. "i don't think you understand cassie...music it was my thing first. i got him started on the guitar, i told him we should play music for real and we did...together but then we got in one fight! one! and he decides that he can do it better on his own so he joined that crap band and bam! he's gets insanely rich and famous! then the next thing you know he's off doing world wide tours, performing on tv, partying with all the stars we dreamed of meeting and dating the hottest girls in the world! he was living the life i always wanted!" jake said as he stared down into her eyes and she could see the jealousy that resided there. "and where was i while he was living the life i always dreamed of? i was back at home...watching from the sidelines! he didn't even take me with him! i-i mean he took you so why not me?" he asked and cassie wondered if really expected an anwser. "so that's why you killed him jake? out of jealousy?" cassie asked her face holding an echo of disgust. "it was more then that!" jake shouted and she could see he was getting worked up but she didn't care because if she was going to die then she sure as hell wanted some anwsers before she did. "i finally managed to scrap up enough money to move out here into that shit-hole of an apartment that i still struggled to pay for. so what does danny do? he offers to pay for the apartment! like i'm some pitiful person that is in such desperate need of his help!" "he was doing that to be nice!" cassie shot back but jake didn't seem to pay her much mind. "i think he was doing it to show how much better he was then me." jake said to her, his voice lowering. "then i met lexi and god was she beautiful, but of course she wanted to be with danny...i knew he didn't love her...he was just using her. so when danny started losing interest..suddenly lexi was a whole lot more interested in getting some revenge." jake finished and he watched cassie silent as the past filled his head. "lexi and i...we plotted and planned and we decided that we'd kill danny." he said after some time. cassie felt that small burn of anger flare in her chest at jake's seemingly lack of remorse for danny's death. "but i don't get it..." cassie began as she looked away from jake. "what did you hope to accomplish by killing him?" she asked. cassie's questions were growing more bold because she couldn't see a way out of this situation and she figured she had nothing left to lose. "we-we killed him for his money...lexi and i we figured that he'd leave her or myself his cash but our plan failed obviously and he left you most of the money instead." jake said and this time she did look up at jake and the looming gun because his reason was the most ridiculous she had ever heard. "you-you killed him for cash? you took his life because you wanted his money? how...how could you! he was your best friend! he trusted you and her! how could you do that to him over such a stupid fucking reason!" cassie screamed at jake; her eyes and face had taken on a slightly wild look. jake inhaled sharply and grimaced. "don't fucking tell me that my reasons are stupid...i did what i did because i wanted to! it didn't work out in my favor but that greedy bastard should've left me the fucking cash that you got!" he shot back at her and she could almost see the rage seething off of him. "tell me how you did it jake." she commanded and jake remained silent. "tell me!" she shouted at him and if the gun weren't pointed at her head she would've jumped up. cassie was breathing heavy and refused to break eye contact with jake. "i met with danny about an half hour before the concert...he came over to my house. we were talking about money; while danny was in the living room i went into the kitchen and made him a drink and i put the poison in it. i knew that the poison wouldn't take effect for about an hour so i figured he would die during or after the concert. i was so fucking nervous when he was there when he was drinking the poison. part of me...wanted to knock it away but i didn't...i watched as he finished it all and left and i said goodbye to him for the last time knowing that i would never see him again." jake told her, his eyes seemingly far away and his voice growing dimmer with each word he spoke. "so then lexi poisoned the water bottle that danny drank after the show?" cassie asked as the tears began to reform in her eyes. she couldn't help but picture danny sitting in jake's living room drinking the drink that would eventually kill him. jake shook his head. "no, she didn't poison any water. i gave her poison in a pill form...the plan was that after the show lexi was supposed to put the pill between her teeth and then kiss danny and when she did that she was supposed to push the pill into his mouth where he would swallow it or break it with his teeth. either way the two poisons would mix and danny would be dead within minutes." jake said. cassie noticed that with each revealation about how he killed danny jake seemed to grow quieter and quieter. "about a month before danny's death i stole josiah's credit card while we were at a bar with him and i used it to buy the poison...i did it because i wanted to frame josiah. that was the same reason i gave the annoymous tip to the police that josiah had incriminating evidence. i knew they'd find the recipet for the poison because i planted it there when i went to lunch with danny and josiah and look now...it worked. josiah's been arrested for murdering danny." jake said but he didn't sound happy infact his voice was dead. cassie was silent as jake spilled everything to her. silent tears still leaked from her eyes as she could see all the pieces of the case fall into place. "then i noticed that lexi was beginning to slip and i was afraid that she'd crack and confess to the police so that's when i plotted my attack. i meant to kill lexi but i misfired and she survived." by now cassie could tell that jake seemed distracted and she wondered if maybe she could manage to get away from him without getting shot? she didn't think she could make it too far now that she was on the floor. "then those nosey detectives were snooping around so i had to check myself out of the hospital. then that leaves you cassie." jake said and she felt him lean down and she felt the cold metal of the gun pressed under her chin and jake tipped her head up using the gun so she was looking him in the eyes. "i knew that you were the last one i had to take care of but i couldn't figure out a way how to do it...that was until i remembered at the will reading that i heard josiah say that you might be suicidal. it was then that i knew i had my way to kill you. i decided that i'd come here and shoot you then write a suicide note and leave making it look like you killed yourself." jake said. cassie shivered under jakes watch, she couldn't hide her fear now knowing for sure that jake intended to kill her and it certainly didn't help to hear the way in which he would do it. "after i kill you cassie, i'll go back to the hospital and convince lexi not to talk then the two of us will be homefree with josiah taking the fall for danny's murder. this plan is perfect." jake told her and he sounded more psychotic then he ever had before. cassie was breathing heavy and still crying as she looked up at jake. she didn't want to die...she wasn't ready to die and she knew she had to figure out a way to get away from him. "so cassie, any last words to say before i put you out of your misery?" jake asked and cassie let out a strangled half sob but didn't say anything. she heard jake cock the gun as her mind still raced trying to figure out a way out of the situation. "well cassie, make sure you say "hi" to danny for me." jake said and she caught a glimpse of a smirk on his face. cassie closed her eyes and perpaired for the shot of the gun, the last thing she'd ever hear and she could only hope that danny would be waiting for her after she died. ********************************* will jake really shoot cassie? find out next time! ~red~

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