Monday, January 14, 2008

there's a good reason these tables are numbered honey, you just haven't figured it out yet

listening to: dance,dance: fall out boy currently: worried but not about me Redmoonchick Responds: a13:it's okay i'm not mad at anyone! sorry you had to have a five hour talk. miss mustang: it's pretty hard not being depressed but i'm trying. megan: yeah, i feel the same. it's quality over quanity as patrick stump once incorrectly stated. shadowme: lol your comment made me picture you, me, megan, rawr, and jenny all sleeping in one big ass bed and wearing footie pajamas. yes, i am that strange. XD sayanachan: yeah, i think i can handle the work too. i just don't wanna put in all that time and effort and not make it in the end. yay! i am a winner! *hugs* hi, just for the record. i'm not mad at anyone for not commenting. i hope none of you think i am. sorry for the emo world hating post yesterday. i wasn't in such a great mood. i can't say that now is much better but at least i'm trying. i guess i have a new reason to be worried or emo now. one of my dearest friends Jenny is missing. she's practically gone m.i.a. usually i talk to jenny every day but i haven't heard from her since friday afternoon. i talked to stephy and she said that she hasn't heard from her either. now i'm really worried. i hope she's okay. she promised me she would never do anything, so i hope i'm just being paranoid and blowing things out of porportion. i had my seven year old cousin with me all weekend, i went shopping and bought a shirt that i can wear under my cool new leopard vest. i also got a present for jenny as a late christmas gift. well i have the very last chapter of murder and lyrics for you guys. i'm pretty sad that it's over but it's had a good long run. (31 chapters to be exact.) so i have a few notes about the last chapter. the 'song' that josiah and danny wrote is actually a poem that danny wrote so it's not mine but credit goes to him. and the little brackets are the song lyrics incase people don't get it. so i hope you enjoy! previously: while jake and lexi were being transfered to a new prison jake was shot and killed by belinda, danny's number one fan. murder and lyrics chapter thirty one: murder and lyrics it had been one month to the day since danny was killed. the time between then and now felt like nothing but minutes to cassie and those involved in the case. jake had died on the way to the hospital that day a month ago. lexi without jake minipulating her gave up information easily and she was tried, given a guilty charge and sentenced to twenty five years in prison. belinda was also arrested and was given the nickname 'the fanatical killer' she was tired as well and belinda without missing a beat pleaded guilty; she was sentenced to fourty years in prison. cassie visited her a few times and each time she showed no remorse for what she had done she said she was glad that she killed danny's killer. her website was shutdown and last cassie heard was that belinda's lawyer was attempting to get her a lesser charge by offering an insanity plea. ever since the day that jake was killed the public's thirst for information about the case was insationable. cassie, josiah, lexi, danielle, timothy, and belinda had all been asked for interviews nearly everyday until finally cassie and josiah gave in. the story of danny's murder was also being made into a movie and a book was written about the case. danielle and timothy had both recieved national attention with the case and were both premoted. cassie and danielle still keep in touch but not so much now that their paths no longer cross. cassie and josiah began dating about three weeks after jake was killed. it was only natural danielle had said, josiah had been a source of support for cassie and had saved her life on a few occasions. either way she thought they made a good couple. josiah had released the song that he and danny had been working on just before he died. they named it 'lyrical homicide' and it was the last thing danny had ever recorded. the song was a number one hit and was nearly constantly being played on the radio and television. ****************************************************************** cassie woke up and looked at the clock. it was a little after one in the afternoon. she sighed and pushed the blanket off of her before slowly sitting up in her bed. "hey...what are you doing?" a male voice asked. cassie turned back to look at josiah as he streched his hand out towards her. "you know i gotta get up today. i have that phone interview thing in like an hour." the younger girl said to the older man as she took his hand in her's and placed a small kiss on the top of his hand. "yeah, i know....we have that tv thing later today too right?" he asked as he took his hand back and sat up, his black spikes of hair falling into his eyes. cassie nodded and stood from the bed streching as she approached the televison. she clicked it on and the music channel they had left it on last night came blarring into the apartment. the current rock song that was playing ended and the next song began playing, it's soft acoustic rifts filling the room. cassie set the remote down and turned as josiah's arms wrapped around her. "they really do play this song a lot." he said as he rested his head on her shoulder and placed a kiss to her ear. "yeah, but i think danny would like it that way." she said as she smiled at the video playing: a montage of video clips of danny and his friends and family had been made into the video. ******************************************************************** [You say you love me, but those are just words,] lexi sat on the floor in her cold jail cell her back pressed against the cold gray brick wall. [Are words of hate floating somewhere in between?] she pressed a hand to her head and brushed the limp black curls out of her face. she looked up from her spot on the floor to the small cut of rectangle window that was set high into the wall and the sunlight poured through it, throwing beams of gold throughout her cell. [I wanna fly above the landscape with doves and birds] lexi lowered her head, her dark eyes scanning the crumpled notebook paper that sat in her lap. [You contradict knowing the definition of what love means] she pressed the marker to the paper and finished filling the paper with the words "i'm sorry." ************************************************************************ [I'm on the edge of this distengrating cliff] cassie had left josiah and her apartment to head to the location of the phone interview she would be doing that day. [If I shall fall, will you be there by my side?] she now stood in a graveyard in front of the black shiny tombstone, looking down at the inscribed name. [Laying next to your body, all cold and stiff] she smiled as she read danny's name on the black stone. [These are the rules in which I confide] "i really loved you." she said as she set a boquet of flowers down by his grave. ************************************************************************** [Were these good intentions good enough for you?] police officer's stood in jake's now abandoned apartment. [You're always asking for more, never satisfied] none of jake's family could make it out to L.A. to clean out his apartment so they were stuck doing it. [I don't know why we all exist, we just do] the man in jake's room pulled open the top drawer of jake's dresser and pulled out some photo's. photo's of two young teenaged boys: one blonde, one brown haired. both boys holding guitars in one hand and their free arms slung around each other. [Sometimes, I lay in wonder. Lifeless and mortified] the bored officer glanced at the photo's before turning and dropping them into a white box that sat on the bed. the photo the man had just looked at fluttered down and flipped over landing face down in the box. scribbled writing could be seen on the back of the photo. bestfriends till the end. *********************************************************************** [Will the end of the world come soon?] danielle sat behind her desk, scribbling out notes on her daily paperwork. her golden nameplate shining in the afternoon sunlight. [I'm ready to just leave this all behind] she sighed as she finished the paperwork and set it down in the ever growing pile. it seemed that paperwork was most of what she was doing now that she was promoted. [Staring at the fading stars and full moon] there was a knock on danielle's door and she looked up and found herself grinning as she saw timothy standing there before her. "hey, i got a pretty good case." he began as he leaned against the doorframe. "you want in on it?" he asked. [This knife has never been so kind.] danielle smiled "absolutely, but only if no one famous is involved." she said as she stood and patted timothy on the shoulder and walked out of the office. ************************************************************************** cassie still stood out at danny's grave. she looked at her watch and figured she was going to be late for the interview. she looked at the grave and for a moment she could imagine danny there standing next to her and chiding her for not being on time. cassie took out her cell phone and dialed a familar number. it rang twice before a voicemail picked up: "hey, this is daniel. i can't get to my phone right now but why don't you make like a tree and leave a message and i'll call you back." cassie smiled at the voice she hadn't heard in sometime. she called his cell phone because it was the only way she heard his voice anymore, besides his songs. "ah danny, so much has happened since you died..." she sighed as she snapped the phone shut and sat down crosslegged in front of his grave. "i guess i have a lot to tell you." she whispered as she imagined she could see her bestfriend looking back at her. *************************************** i hope you guys liked the last chapter of murder and lyrics! ~cassie~

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