Monday, February 11, 2008

he's the thing that keeps me wishing on that wishing star.

currently: feeling like i'm pointless? Redmoonchick Responds: megan: yay i misseded you megan! ha ha i know my site song is the sexay. version vibrant honestly i am not so thrilled about. meh maybe it's just me. hi, okay so one comment yesterday? one? wow i think that might be a personal low for me. i'm figuring it is because so few people updated yesterday but it could also be that i heard comments were being screwy. either way i'm not upset at anyone so no need to say sorry. it is freezing here lately. seriously the tempurature went between -1 degrees to 1 degrees. and it just so happened that my mom and i were out in it and i was freezing! my legs were so damn numb. it's supposed to be cold like this the rest of the week so i am so not looking forward to waking up and freezing at six in the morning. we lost a kitten yesterday too. our cat dragged the kittens out into my room and i woke up and the fat kitten was sitting on my floor and the smaller girl kitten was no where to be found. we searched but couldn't find her then later she emerged from a pile of clothes in the corner of my room. mmm if anyone cares i know what i want to do when i'm older. i want to go into music journalism. i think that would be the best thing ever. i love music and i already know a great deal about music and celebrties so it wouldn't be a big problem for me and i am more then sure that i could write about them so i am considering that is what i am going into. anyway it is time for the latest chapter of the emo vampire lovestory? sixteen. oh for people who've already read this chapter. i added a few new paragraphs here and there so if you want check it out. chapter four: gray, red, green and all the colors inbetween ada had been more then surprised by the boy who had tackled her to the floor. she now lay on the dinning room floor with the boy on top of her and caiden looking down with a scowl on his handsome face. "miss ada! miss ada! you've returned! i knew you would! i told them all that you would!" the boy said as he clung to ada, his head pressed against her chest. "gray, i'm happy to see you, but you're crushing me." ada told the boy named gray. gray stopped and looked at her before blushing a bright red and leaping off the girl, he quickly offered a hand to ada before caiden could. ada took his hand and allowed herself to be pulled up. she surveyed the grinning gray. gray appeared to be around sixteen years old. he was skinny and tall. gray had dark brown almost black hair that was styled in the pefect scene or emo kid fashion. his bangs covered the entire right side of his face. his dark brown eyes were warm with happiness, all in all gray was a cute guy. "gray, you're hair got longer." she said and gray nodded happily. "yes, miss ada! i didn't cut it while you were gone! i know you like it long!" he told her as he practicly teemed with execitment. ada smiled at the young man and caiden's frown grew deeper. "i've missed you so much miss ada!" gray cried as he went to hug her again. "why'd you leave? where'd you go? why didn't you take me with you?" he asked. the words falling out of his mouth too fast. "all your questions will be anwsered in due time gray. for now i think we should let ada rest." caiden said sounding less then pleased, and slightly jealous. ada couldn't help but wonder how gray had managed to survive while she was gone. she would've thought for sure that caiden would've killed gray if he had the chance. "of course! come on miss ada! i'll show you to your room." gray annouced as he took ada's arm and attempted to pull her away. caiden stopped the young man by throwing his arm out blocking their way. "no, gray. i meant she should rest alone." caiden said, still blocking the duo's way, the same scowl on his handsome face. this didn't surprise ada, caiden had always been severly jealous and he was ecspecially jealous of gray. "oh" gray said his face dropping as he let go of ada's arm. ada turned back to look at caiden, by now ada decided that she had, had quite enough of him and his irrational jealousies. "actually, i'd love to have gray spend the night with me." she said as she looked into caiden's face. she was doing this on purpose, she considered this pay back for caiden carelessy assuming that she'd spend the night with him. caiden's face went blank for a moment before he recovered and looked upset. "whatever." he said as he turned and strode away leaving gray and ada alone in the kitchen. gray then proceeded to lead ada through the back halls of the dinning room and around a corner, back to the back right side of the house where her room was located. she was one of the lucky ones she didn't have to share a room, mostly because she was one of the only females in the beckett clan. she and gray reached her room and she pushed the door open, sighing in relife to see that everything was for the most part the same as when she had left, probably gray's doing. her room was a good size with it's green walls that caiden always said weren't meant for a vampire, and it's dark carpet, and the medium sized bed pushed against the wall because ada liked sleeping against the cool surface of the wall. ada waltzed into the room and made a bee line for the bed flopping back onto it. it felt softer then it ever had and ada was thankful because she hadn't slept in a decent bed in weeks. she heard gray shut the door and in moments she felt a dip in the matress as gray climbed on with her. he turned on his side to face her and she did the same. "i really missed you ada." gray told her as he looked into her eyes. "i missed you too gray." she told him, and in truth she had missed him while she was away. the night she had left she had been so fed up with him that she left without saying goodbye, an action she later regretted as she came to miss him more and more. ada had a huge soft spot for gray. she took care of him and wanted to keep him happy because she liked when he smiled. "i'd do anything for you miss ada." gray said as he pressed himself closer to her body. ada reached out and pet him running her hand through his dark hair. she knew why gray was so devoted to her, why he cared so much for her. it was because gray was no ordinary vampire. gray was a semi-new vampire, and the reason he was so devoted to ada was because she had turned him. she had changed him from human to vampire. gray was still young by vampire standards. he had that blind devotion that came with being fresh. ada saw that devotion every time beckett turned someone and gray was no different. gray pressed into her again and they locked eyes, browns on grey's and slowly softly gently they pressed their lips together. sharp teeth clicked against sharp teeth and tongues met. ada brought her hand up to rest on gray's face and perhaps she had missed this most of all. the simple intimacy between a turner and turnee. it was a deep and special relationship, at least that's what beckett told everyone. it was what every vampire was supposed to feel when they were changed. even the most powerful vampires turned into beings like gray around the one who turned them. gray deepened the kiss and slid his hand to ada's waist undoing the knee length jacket that she still wore. ada knew they were slipping too far and that she had to stop so she broke the kiss. "we can't gray. i don't want to do that." she told him and he nodded. if he had been normal then maybe he would've argued and insisted but he didn't. he just lay back in his spot on the bed. ada feeling far too vunerable in that moment stood and shrugged off her coat hanging it on the back of the door. ada could still remember gray when he was human. he had been a student at a high school that beckett had sent her to, so that she could recruit new clan members. she had met gray one day in class when he started talking to her, she hadn't liked him at first but in a matter of weeks the two of them grew close. yet even though they were now friends ada still never targeted him. it was only when beckett told her to stop going to the school and she realized that she'd never see him again did she decide to turn him. it had been easy to turn him, he trusted her and she used that and bit him and took him home. beckett was none too pleased to see she had changed someone. an act usually left to only the high powered vampires. gray would've most likely been killed if ada hadn't begged for his life. when gray was a human he was a womanizing punk kid who wore girl jeans, loved music and gaming. basically he was the average teenager, but after she had turned him he seemed to lose all that and it wasn't the same. ada realized then that she acted too rashly and without thinking and took away the young man's humanity. if she had left him alone who knows what he might've done or what kind of life he would've lead, but now no one would know because now all he was, was something unholy. a mistake that ada felt guilty for every day of her life and that's why she protected gray the way she did ******************************** ~red~

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