Saturday, February 23, 2008

i can live without you but without you i'd be miserable at best

listening to: untitled-simple plan currently: kinda bored and kinda jealous XD Redmoonchick Responds: krissy: well now i'm just dying of curiousity to know what happens in drama club. Ls: well i hope raccoons never attack your crotch. XD yeah, i use my notebooks a lot more then the voice recorder. jangalian: i keep dreaming of people i don't want to dream of. i love hal sparks! really i do. i was completely in love with him like 2 years ago. karumi: it was probably because of the picture i put on that is making the post look weird. hi, so i didn't go to school yesterday either. so i've missed two days in a row and my teacher is gonna be pissed at me but i don't really care cause i had a problem! so while i missed school i missed two movies that we're watching so my mom went and rented me one of the movies so at least i can watch it and approprietly be able to take the quiz about it at school. now i need to find the movie "menace to society." and i'll be set. ah i am soooooo jealous of jenny right now. she gets to go see panic at the disco in may! i hope she doesn't mind me telling people. but still i waaaaaannnnnaaa goooooooo and motion city soundtrack will be there. ah i could probably talk my mom into letting me go but i don't think their coming around here annnnndd i already know she's gonna say "but you just went and seen fall out boy in concert." pssssh i know but i wanna see brendon urie like baaaaaaadddd. i need it to quell my urie fixation. i used my voice recorder today but whenever i play back what was recorded it always sounds like in those movies where someone hears a ghost in the background. it's kinda creepy. la la la i got nothing else to talk about sooooo here is the next chapter of jenny and mine's collaberated story 'high school never ends' this chapter is jenny's. Chapter Four: My heart ticks in beat with, these kids that i grew up with. Jenny walked alone by her self in the hallway towards her 8th hour class. It was the last class before they got to go home and time couldnt move any faster. 8th hour was study hall, jenny had this class with megan, and her not so secret (anymore) crush ryan ross. jenny was kind of nervous at the thought of having ryan in class with her. He sat in front of her and megan sat to the left of her. When she liked a guy, they usually never knew about it due to the fact that she was shy when it came to guys. Then again she was kind of glad that ryan had heard her comment about him, he hadnt rejected it after all and he made a point to let her know that he had heard it. Jenny smiled at her higher then usual ego. 'dont get your hopes up kid' she thought to her self. When jenny got to the classroom megan was already siting in her seat and glanced up to see her walk threw the room and smiled, excited to see her friend. Jenny sat down in her seat and looked over at megan. Who was grinning at her but seemed to be holding something back "Alright spill" Jenny said knowing megan couldnt last much longer without telling her what she knew. "Saporta broke up with his girlfriend!! See, this is because him and i were MEANT to be together! and he knows that!" Jenny laughed. "Alright megan, before you go and hook up with him maybe you should introduce your self to him. And just know that if you do get past the second step and somehow jump back up to the first and he hurts you I am going to kick his ass, okay?" "Yes, I know. but trust me if gabe and i ever got together it wouldn't be like that. We'd be different. I know it" If jenny didnt know megan she'd think she was just joking around, but knowing her very well she knew that megan wanted nothing more than for that to be true, and even though she didnt know gabe she wanted him to be the one for her, because even though megan didnt know him he made her happy, and that was really all that mattered. She smiled. "I know" jenny replied. Just then ryan walked inbetween the two girls. "Hi, Megan. Hi Jenny" Ryan greeted them. "Hi ryan" both girls responded megans voice a little louder then jennys. Ryan glanced over at jenny before he slowly sat down in his seat. Megan gave jenny an odd look. Jenny shrugged. She didnt know what to think of ryan at the moment. Guys where very hard to figure out when it came to emotions. Jenny and megan really had nothing to work on since they had finished all there homework in class, so they toke to passing notes back and forth. 'whats up with you and ryan' megan wrote. 'I really have no clue' jenny wrote back after taking a good minute to stare at the back of ryans head. 'why, what happaned?' jenny proceded to tell megan about what had happened earlier and what it meant, if it meant anything at all. megan consisted to tell her to act on it. point it out and find out if ryan held any feelings for her. but he had made the first move, it was only right he confronted the situation! Before she had any time to think on it the bell rang telling them that the day was over and it was time for them all to go home and busy their selfs with other activites besides school. In her and megans case that would be hanging out with cassie at her house. Jenny walked up behind cassie noticing once again that patrick was standing with her and she wraped her arms around cassies neck. "heeeey cassieee! Hey again Tricky-boy!" Jenny said, using patricks oh so adorable nickname. Patrick greeted her and glanced back at cassie "I'll see you in a little bit okay?" he said to cassie and she smiled at him "Okay, Patrick. see you than." "Soooo What's up with you and Patrick latley huh cassieee??" Jenny asked all too nosey for her own good. cassie giggled. "Nothing...... yet!" Cassie grinned and jenny returned her smile, happy to see her happy and excited. Patrick was sweet and cassie and patrick went good together. Anyone could see it. "So, do you think he's going to ask you out?" Jenny questioned. Cassie looked at her and tried not to smile but failed. "I dont know but he follows me around a lot and he talks to me a lot but when his friends are around he gets quiet. Like they know something that i dont and hes afraid to say anything because they might let it out." cassie smirked as she looked threw her locker for her messanger bag and books. "He's sweet. He really is, but he's shy and that just makes him all the more adorable" jenny smirked once again and clung to cassie. "Ahh, Teenage love its such a beautiful, confusing and sometimes frustrating thing, but oh, we just have to love it" cassie laughed "ha ha way to word it jenny." jenny grinned from ear to ear looking up at her best friend. "I do have a way with words dont i?" "Yes you do, cept when it comes to ryan you seem to not say more than a word when your around him." She grinned "At least now i know what your weakness is!" "Its not a weakness its a flaw!!" Jenny insisted feeling almost hurt that her best friend had pointed out her biggest weakness. "Ah Ha! Flaw, weakness! same thing!" cassie and jenny giggled "So you caught me, but really do you think he really likes me?" "I dunno i guess we will have to find out tonight when everyones over, something tells me tonight is going to be a very interesting one." ********************* ~red~

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