Friday, March 7, 2008

no need for nervousness, it's just a little turbulance

listening to: Currently: pissed at adam hi, well i really don't know how many people are going to read this considering that many people are switching to V.V. here's my position on this matter: i am staying here. i love myo and i want to keep it. even if adam is making it shitty. but i figure if i have friends who switch i'll update their too but that would mean double commenting. ah well i feel like adam is only keeping myo shitty so that people will switch over to the new version. a dick move if i will say so myself. anyway i got not a lot going on. been flirting with justin after school. hee he said he would beat up a janitor for me. and he stole my camera so i threw my shoe at him. i do like him, not danny like but more like he is a welcome distraction. he's just like a lot of fun to be around. i talked to jenny and i love her so much! she's loads of fun to talk to. my friend taylor is dating someone i don't like but i'm giving him the chance because i love her too. ha ha she was leaving for a doctor's appointment and she hugged me and then kissed me on the cheek. she made our gay friend jealous. well on shadowme's request i am posting another chapter of our collaberated story: high school never ends. this chapter belongs to jenny. so enjoy yo! high school never ends: Chapter Six: locked inside an empty mind. Jenny walked threw the front door of her house after waving to Jon, Ryan, Brendon and Krissy and thanking walker for the ride home. Thankfully her mother trusted Jon not to plow into their garbage cans. "Im home!" Jenny anounced, but got no answer in return. Her Mom usually wasnt home when she got home, but came strolling in an hour or so later and her dad, he was never around. the only one in the house was her dog Tucker. "Tucker, where are you boy?" She called out as she heard movment upstairs as the dog ran down the stairs towards her. She knelt down and hugged the small dog. In return he licked her face and tackled her to the ground in attempt at licking every inch of her face. She laughed "Okay, okay tucker I missed you too" she smiled as she pushed the Dog off of her. and crawled back to her feet. the dog sniffed at her feet and then turned around and run upstairs, most likley going to crawl into her bed and sleep some more. "Lazy dog" she muttered, as she walked into the kitchen looking around for something to snack on. She planned to stay home for a little while and then head over to Cassies. Ryan and Jon weren't coming over for a couple hours, but jenny wanted to talk to cassie. and pete always made things fun by doing something stupid. She wanted to talk to cassie about Patrick, and about what brendon had told her on the ride home and of course, ryan. She pulled a pop out of the fridge and sat down at the kitchen counter. She felt awkward, it was weird riding home with ryan and the others. Thats what she hated about guys, they made everything so awkward without even meaning too. She finished off her soda and walked upstairs to her room. Her room was like any typical teenagers. The walls where covered in posters of her favorite bands. Her bed sat in the middle of the room and on it was as she predicted tucker. She stroked the dogs head as she passed him and sat down at the desk next to her bed trying to think of what to do for the next 45 minutes. After 5 minutes of staring off into no where she decided to call cassie and tell her she was coming over now, instead of forty minutes later. She'd have to walk but it was worth it. Within two rings cassie answered "Heeeeello" the cheerful voice on the other end said "Hey cassie im going to come over now, is that okay?" "Sure jenny. I'll be here" she laughed "Alright see ya!" the younger girl said as she closed her own phone and steped into her closet to find a hoodie to throw over her shirt. It wasnt cold but with the sun going down it got a little chilly. She said good-bye to Tucker and tucked her cell phone into her pocket as she ran down the stairs and out the door. Careful to lock the door behind her. Her mom was paranoid about that kind of thing since, they hadnt always lived in a good area. The walk to cassies was about 25 minutes if she picked up a good pace, and the way her mind was running the time wouldnt seem like anything. She was thinking about everything. Ryan. Cassie. Brendon. Her dad. School. She noticed that when she was alone her mind seemed to run into places it shouldn't. Maybe that's why she didn't like being alone. She shoke the thoughts from her mind as she got to the last block before cassies house. Cassie was her best friend. the one that knew all and everything about her. She didn't know what she'd do without her. When she got to cassies house she knocked on the door before walking in. When she walked in 3 cats greated her. Cassie always had a lot of cats. Usually named after her favorite characters on her favorite shows on tv. "Im here" she shoted out as she kneeled down to pet the cats that had greeted her. "Hey jenny!" cassie shouted as she walked out of her bedroom. pete trailing her behind. if she didnt know better she'd have thought it was kind of odd to have them both in the same room together. but she knew how cassie and pete where. "Hi jenny" Pete said as he sat down on cassies couch and surfed threw the channels on tv. Finally resting at the FUSE channel where music videos where playing. Cassie rolled her eyes at pete as his brain got sucked into the tv "So, what brought you over so early?" She asked siting down at the kitchen table jenny toke the seat across from her "I didnt have anything to do, and i was getting lost in my thoughts again. So i thought id come over here where i could keep you two company. Besides im sure pete wasn't too pleased about your non stop patrick talking" Jenny grinned. Pete turned around "You know her well" he said before he turned his head back to the tv and fell silent once again. both girls giggled. "soooo, casseh spill. Whats up with you and that boy?" cassie looked as if she was holding her breath. "he likes me!!" she shouted. "but hes to shy to ask me out. What should I do? Should i ask him out?!" "duuuhh, of course you should" jenny smiled "all though, you know me. i'd by shy too, but you and patrick are good for each other. It'd help you both if you asked him out." cassie smiled and bit her bottom lip as if concentrating really hard. "alright.... I'll try to ask him tonight.. but i dont know if i'll be able too" "you can do it cassie, dont worry about it! and dont feel too alone you won't be the only one asking someone out tonight." cassie looked at her, confused. "Yeah, you'll never guess what brendon told me on the ride home after jon dropped krissy off. He's going to ask her out tonight! FINALLY!" All though it seemed like they both were a couple no one had confirmed the fact that they were in a relationship. "Really? That's great! Krissy is going to be so happy. she's been waiting for this for the longest time" "I know." jenny replied as pete turned around and looked at them. "can you girls be a little bit quieter about your girl buisness so i can hear the music?" he smiled and then turned back around. cassie threw a empty pop can at his head which missed him and hit him in the leg. he threw the can back and missed "its a good thing your a soccer player wentz because you have really bad aim" Cassie remarked making all three of them laugh. "so.." jenny began. "seems like things might finally work out for us!" she grinned. "boy wise anyways.." both girls laughed as wentz rolled his eyes. ********************** ~cassie~

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