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Tuesday, April 15, 2008


always borrowed, always blue
listening to: new friend request-gym class heroes

so people liked my new outfit at school yesterday. i looked good, if i do say so myself.

my friend destiny cut her hair super short and now she looks like a boy, not just any boy but a mexican boy. i gave her a new name to go along with her haircut. i am now calling her rico paco pedro fernandez, lol

went to play with the autistic kids and my normal kid wasn't there so i had this little boy named matthew and he was so cute and snuggly. it's weird to say but he was like a little bear or something so soft and chubby, really adorable. he didn't want to do any of the activities though and wouldn't it figure that when i'm wearing my brand new white shirt, the kids get to play with blue stamp ink.

matthew put his chin in it and got it all over his hands and face and i had to wash him off and he was trying to drink the water out of the faucet.

played crab soccer and holy shit someone kicked the ball so hard that it smacked me right in the face and my glasses flew off and skidded across the gym and it cut me across my forehead. none of my friends told me that i had a long mark on my face so my brother saw me at lunch and was like "what's wrong with your face?" ugh so embaressing, the rest of the day everyone is like "what happened to your face?"

my counsler wanted to see me during sixth hour and he made me cry. i feel like he basically told me that i wouldn't be graduating this year but i am NOT taking that as an anwser. i'm working my ass off and i am not giving up and so help me god the school better pray that i walk in graduation because if i don't they will not see a more pissed off teenager in their entire life!

couldn't find justin after school i asked his brother where he was and he was all like "why do you care?" and wouldn't it figure that when justin comes in i would be talking about panic at the disco in your pants? what kind of luck is that. he was like "is that your life story or something?" and i was like "yeah, and there's a whole chapter devoted to you." lol

i only got to see justin for like three minutes before he had to go but i did get to hang out with jeremiah though which was cool, i like him a lot. he can headbutt people without it hurting, the boy is a ninja. he also came around and grabbed me by my ponytail and my arm and then he tried to jump into my arms he was like "catch me!" lol and he was leaving and he was patting me on my shoulders and stuff. sad that he's only gonna be around for eleven more days.


had a pretty lazy sunday. really, i did very little. i read my alternative press magazine and dreamed of how insanely cool it would be to write for a music magazine.

i always got a lot of posters out of the mag. and promptly put them on my walls. i'm serious i had two pete wentz ones and like seven panic at the disco ones.

my dad called me. we didn't talk long but i wasn't surprised. he said he'd call today but i'm not placing any bets on that.

i hate that guys are basically bi-polar, and i mean this literally and figuritively. really, you can't do one thing and then not do it later. i'm confusing you right? don't worry i'm confused too.

i managed to see fall out boy on this teen show on nick. it was some sort of dance show and they had pete and patrick anwsering questions to see how well they knew eachother and i found that adorable and patrick was dancing. i love that white boy.

grrr i want it to be warm so i can wear my new skelanimals flip flops to school but it won't be really warm till wednesday. guess i painted my toes for nothing.

okay, well i wrote a short little poemy thing so enjoy i suppose:

glad to see you're still bi-polar
glad to see you haven't changed
oh so happy to see you still remember the lines we used to say
i still scowl when i realize that i'm still happy you come to play
i still smile when you smile
my eyes still light up when i hear your name
can still decephier the way your mind works
and i'm so glad you haven't changed.

~cassie~

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