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Friday, May 2, 2008


you've never been so divine in accepting your defeat
listening to: folkin' around-panic at the disco

Cassie's Comment Corner:

awesmeguitarist:
taylor is a girl. no, i don't have a kid, not at all. rydon is...well maybe you should just google it lol. no, danny isn't my boyfriend, he's just a really good friend of mine who i had a thing for in the past.

insane rascal:
you know what's weird? all day i was thinking how pnumonia was spelt with a P but then i go and type it with an A.

belinda:
lol so sorry i tramatized you by introducing you to the wonders of danny.

angel zakuro:
i found my charger under the computer chair.


i can feel myself slipping down, i guess it was happening all along but i didn't notice until now. i just feel so overwhelmingly helpless...i feel like it was all for naught, that no one is believeing in me anymore. do i even believe in myself? i have to do this, nothing has ever felt more important to me then walking across that stage and getting that piece of paper...please don't leave me behind...

it was jeremiah's last day. so he's gone and maybe it's selfish but i'll miss him because now i don't feel as special, i don't feel like anyone will pay attention to me now that he's gone. it didn't matter anyway because he had a girlfriend and it's not like i was in love with him or anything but there was flirting and when he was leaving he held me for a long time and i craved that, i wanted that all the time.

"and i've never been more scared to be alone..."

i guess it isn't that i'm terribly upset about jeremiah though i will miss him but it's the fact that i feel so alone. i want a boyfriend, i do but maybe it's fine that i am alone right now because i tend to get so distracted when i'm in love but i see other people and i want that too. my friend bobbi told jeremiah that i liked him...i don't know if i should be mad. if he knew i liked him does that mean he rejected me? not exactly but what was i expecting? him to drop everything for me? nah, i wouldn't want that.

there is some drama. this girl sandra and myself are fighting i guess and it's over danny. it's really my own fault. i didn't have to say those things about sandra but i did because that's what i do when it comes to him, so i apologized and i'm not afraid of her, not even a little not even at all and it didn't stop her from running around and telling her friends what i did and giving me little glares in the hallways.

field trip today, we're going to baker college though i don't think i'm gonna go there at least it gets me out of my third and fourth hour.

changed my theme. how do you like it? i wasn't sure what i wanted to do and this seemed nice so i like it and the avi is a panic at the disco lyric which i really like.

i have to give my kitten brendon away to my english teacher and she is going to change his name. i'm sad, i don't wanna give him away.

saw all this cool panic at the disco footage on my on demand and it was awesome. totally love panic at the disco naked. hee and my mom likes jon walker.

"i just think that everyone deserves their own parade."-ryan ross


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