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Friday, May 16, 2008


i am sorry my concious called in sick again
listening to: i slept with someone in fall out boy and all i got was this song written about me-fall out boy

my mouth still hurts. my cheek is swollen from where the dentist gave me shots and my jaw is sore. eating is painful.

the author of the books snitch and street pharm is going to be visiting our school on monday. i'm really excited. i'm going to see if i can get her autograph and maybe a picture with her or something like that. it's cool cause on her myspace she put that she was excited to visit our school and she left me a comment.

it's been awhile since i've written anything much but here is a little something, consider it like a skill building writing thing so yeah enjoy?

she always thought he was the kind of boy who had a sort of power over people. he had a natural charisma, he had the power to make people smile, laugh, cry, angry. all with a simple glance, word, or action. he would always be the popular type, whether he wanted it or not. she thinks that he likes it, all the attention, but at the same time she thinks he might be afraid, afraid that people only like him for what he is, what he's labeled. he's got a past that haunts him at every turn and a black book full of heart breaks. he evolves and shifts at every turn, every millisecond he is someone different and you gotta learn to roll with every side of him. at points he's so real it's almost heart breakingly beautiful and other's you can feel the fake radiating off of him. he hops beds to avoid being hurt, he strikes first for the same reason. at the time she never realized she had an open track to his mind, that she'd learn to break him down and see what was really going on inside. that didn't mean he couldn't still surprise her, he did frequently and she could handle it. he's lonely and paranoid at times, afraid that people are talking about him and he's used to it. his family ties are weak and he has no rules, a teen scene king of the drop out variety. she worries about him, always has and maybe always will. she wonders if he'll ever find something real and inside she hopes he does.
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i'm trying to think of questions to ask musicians. anyone know a person in a band or musician that i can interview?

~cassie~

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