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Tuesday, May 27, 2008


stereo, stereo, tired bullshit dressed in gold
listening to: stereo-story of the year

jenny went to a panic concert over the weekend and the lovely girl called me during their set so i pretty much heard most of it. folkin' around is the amazing, and it blew my mind to think i was hearing it as it happened. she also bought me a poster, i luv her to death.

i think krissy's panic at the disco concert is today...i want to go to a panic concert too! i think i will after the honda civic tour is over.

got all motivated and wrote some yesterday, something i actually needed to write as opposed to writing a million or so chapters into the future.

our van broke down yesterday at my grandma's house...that sucks so bad...for real what else could possibly go wrong? why can't life just take like a month off and leave my family the hell alone. i can feel the pressure...and it's crushing me.

speaking of pressure there's still all the school stuff i have to do. ugh so much and so little time! how is it that the last year goes by the quickest. i mean i recall last year dragging on forever.

and i can't believe i am so close to being done with school but i kinda don't want it to end. i want to stay with my friends in childhood forever but that's horribly unrealistic, i'm three weeks away from being an adult, like having to go out and live and it's fucking terrifying.

i'll miss my friends horribly. i mean of course i'll say i'll come back and see them but it won't be the same and the thought that i have to start all over again is scary too.

i wish i could just freeze time for three weeks, that's all i would need.

aaaaand the hardest part of leaving is saying goodbye.

cassie

(i'm thinking that was kinda depressing)

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