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Wednesday, June 18, 2008


if i had my own world, i'd build you an empire
listening to: secret crowds-angels and airwaves

i sent out invites to my friends on myspace for my open house. only people whose addresses i didn't have. also talked to taylor briefly but i really miss her, we miss each other.

i finished the first chapter of my new story that i have yet to release the name of. jenny's probably gonna get mad because i was supposed to write it one way but i kinda went a totally different direction.

supposed to go to the laundromat tonight but i don't wanna. it's so boring there...what am i supposed to do? just listen to music? blaaaaaah.

so, i went on my other myotaku site (redmoonchick2) and i went there looking for a few chapters of an older story i had written but i had found these old post's from danny (back when he had his other site and he actually used it) anyhoo i read these because honestly i forgot i had them, i thought they had gotten deleted or something.

really reading those, it makes me miss him. but moreso the way he used to be. i'm not saying that he's changed a lot but all i am saying is that we can't go back, we can't be the two people we were back then. i'm not sure he wants to be that person anymore. he says he's changed for the better and i want to believe that with my whole heart.

also i don't see how it wasn't so painfully obvious that i was in love with him back then. i don't think he bothers to read my site anymore so i don't think it matters what i talk about. danny didn't know for a long time that i liked him but he learned eventually but if this site was any indication...it was really obvious.

back to the point before, it's sad to think that i will never be that close to him again. it feels like such a long time ago...that it almost feels like it didn't even happen.

well this is getting long but i do want to post some of his writings...it might be a little long but i'm doing it anyway.
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I'm sitting in the computer lab at school right now, it's empty. Very empty. It's kinda quiet and I can hear the clickity clack of the keyboard that Mr.Fernald is using. I'm very bored, otherwise I wouldn't of even said all of that. :P

I didn't feel like going to school yesterday, mainly because I knew that Cassie wasn't going to be there. So I just stayed home and played my Xbox 360 all day. I probably got my rank on Gears of War up quite a bit. I played about 15 matches and got at least 500 points each match due to curb stomping, boom shots, long shots, and smashing faces. Hehe <3

After my intense Xbox playing I took a shower and check my MyO one more time before bed. I had PM from Cassie asking if I was still up, so I just told her to call me. Which she did, about 5 minutes later. We talking for about half an hour or so. I was singing a lot and I didn't mean to. =[

We talked about things like who I liked and who she liked. She still won't tell me who this guy is that she basically dreams about, it's not like I'd make fun of her or anything. She's like one of my best friends. -shrugs- Oh well, she'll tell me eventually... I hope.
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... School sucks
I'm not sure, but I think I was being picked on about my tight jeans today. There's this girl named Paige at my school and she tends to think she's hot shit. Well anyways, she was asking me a bunch of questions about them and about me, for example. Do you skate? What if you got a boner in those? and shit like that. It's so stupid... I swear to god nobody likes me in that school. (Besides Cassie, who of course I care about dearly and wouldn't care if she's the only friend I have there because she's so amazing it makes up for 1,000,000 people or so.)

Well, I typed that all in a minute. *No joke*

That's amazing... I guess I've had it on my mind.

Bed time now!

Unless Cassie calls... :P

Nighty night all,
Daniel
(honestly that was one of the nicest things he ever said about me, so special i make up for a million people...)
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peace out scouts

cassie

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