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Birthday
• 1988-12-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• anywhere i lay my head which is in michigan
Member Since
• 2004-11-22
Occupation
• future college student
Real Name
• cassandra or cassie, or red, or pete, or fob whore, hey you over there. it all works.

Personal

Achievements
• graduated from high school, met andy hurley from fall out boy and got his autograph!, worked for the mayor, successfully lead a protest at my school, was in the newspaper for said protest
Anime Fan Since
• since i was like eight
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist, bleach, naruto, maburaho, kyo kara myoh, death note, black cat and so much more
Goals
• to get the other three members of fall out boy's autographs
Hobbies
• drawing, collecting manga, writting, watching anime
Talents
• drawing, writting, balancing things on my head

myOtaku.com: redmoonchick

Friday, July 4, 2008

that's what you get when you let your heart win

listening to: nine in the afternoon-panic at the disco

so, i changed my theme. yup, it's an army theme. mostly because now with my cousin in the army and soon to be deployed to iraq and danny enlisting, well, i felt like it was necessary.

speaking of danny. well, i doubt very much that i will end up seeing him. i hate how we're cool with each other one day and than all pissed the next....i don't fucking get that.

what happened was that danny was going to try and come over on today and he was supposed to call me the other day to set it up but he never did and i texted him and he never anwsered so basically he blew me off (not unusual)

so i ended up calling him yesterday at like ten at night and he anwsered but he asked me to get him weed and come over and party with him. i gave the phone to my brother and i guess danny hung up on him or something. so i called him back and well, here's how that convo transpired.

me: did you hang up on my brother?

danny: who's this?

me: danny...

him: who is this?

me: it's cassie.

girl in background: who's cassie?

danny: i don't know.

that's around the time i hung up so yeah that's how that went. i don't get why he does that. he knew it was me i had just called him a moment before that. part of me thinks he was just messing around but he did that to me before and he knows that kind of think makes me mad...maybe he was just trying to impress that girl?

after that i texted him and asked if he was drunk, he said no so i asked why he was being an ass to me and he said he didn't know. i texted something back about how sometimes i didn't understand him and stuff like that but he never replied.

i called him again at like three in the morning and i think he hung up on me.

i don't understand why he's like that sometimes. it's like dealing with two different people. i don't get how he can be nice to me one day and than mean to me the next...it's so disfunctional...

all i wanted to do was see him one more time before he goes, if he's even still going. i don't know...i might try to call him one more time tomorrow but after that i don't know. '

i hate coming off as desperate around him and i feel like that's what happens. i just want to be his friend and i guess i've always known that i cared more about him than he did about me but geeze...am i so bad that he wants to never see me?

i called jenny later and she cheered me up so i'm good i guess. just a little hurt is all.

so, fireworks tomorrow. hope i can see some.

cassie

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