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Friday, December 5, 2008


As The Curtain Closes On Another Day
listening to: feel like rain-motion city soundtrack

writing: slow motion

icon of the day:
obviously my otp

Cassie's Comment Corner:

krissy: yeah, i feel stupid for fearing that orientation. but i don't do too well when i'm out of my comfort zone.

roseeyes: do not want to think of my uncles manhood. *horrfying shudder* thank you for thinking i am tough. *hugs*

angel zakuro: i know, i'm like that with my stories for sure. if someones like constructive critisizes me i still like gah, i could've done better. well, if i don't take a saturday class than i guess i don't have to go..i dunno college confuses me.

megan: aha megan your comment made me all warm and fuzzy. ily.


So, just when I honestly didn't think things could become harder for my family...they did.

I wake up to my brother in my room telling me that our uncle Danny died around five o'clock yesterday morning.

Horribly sad for my mother. My brother and I weren't really close with him though. The last time I saw him was when I was like ten maybe...I dunno but it's still sad. He was only sixty-two.

My aunt says that he had woken up at five in the morning to have some coffee and had went back to bed and died in his sleep. I don't know what happened to him yet. It is hard for my mom because that's her oldest brother and honestly...this is the first uncle or aunt I've had that's died since I became old enough to know what death was.

Don't know about his funeral plans or anything yet but I think my grandma had bought him a plot in this graveyard where a lot of our family is burried.

Besides that, we got a shut off for our electricity yesterday but I think we should be able to take care of that. And they cut off our cable off, which in comparison to everything else, isn't so bad but still, it's starting to feel like life is kicking us while we're down.

My brother's award ceremony at school was yesterday too, along with parent teacher conferences.

My brother did get a few awards, my favorite being 'rap master' and we ate some good food but what the fuck are the chances that I would see that same girl who I ran into the day before, the same girl who wanted to kick my ass over a guy I didn't even like. I swear to god I can't get away from her.

Taylor was there though and since we were late I couldn't sit with her but somehow I ended up sitting kind of across from her and she kept making faces at me and heart signs all night.

We talked and she said she'd kick this bitch who is talking shit about Danny and I, ass for me. I love that girl. She wants to go bowling for my birthday so I think I might just do that.

Also saw Paul for the first time since he's cheated on Taylor and I was looking at him and he was like:

Paul: why are you looking at me like that?

Taylor: you know why she's looking at you like that.

Me: *does shame sign*

My brother sang a song with the student council and it was lol worthy.

My friend Timmmy ran into me and we hugged a few hundred times. I swear to god everytime I saw him he was like "Hugs Cassie!" and even when he was leaving I patted him on the shoulder and he was like "Noooo one more hug!" I miss him.

Got to see all my teachers and hear "We miss you Cassie!" Ha, I kinda wanna be in high school again.

My favorite teacher who is like a second mom to me offered to give me $30 so I could register for classes at college but I declined. We did make plans to go out for dinner during winter break though.

'All again for you.' by We The Kings might as well be a chapter of my life story.

xoxo

Cassie

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