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Wednesday, December 10, 2008


I Can't Force These Eyes To See The End
listening to: hallelujah-paramore

writing: something new

icon of the day:
i kinda heart Spencer lately.

Cassie's Comment Corner:

krissy: it's not the cold that's bothering me. it's the people. no, you're mostly just random with your music.

jenny: i don't want to be all uber friendly with you know who, you know that. i'm so glad it was funny, it hurts my throat though. i know, it was really creepy, it was like he didn't even look real. i only like to watch the auditions of american idol and then like the last two episodes. i know right? 9 times out of 10 we're dirting it up. STOP MAKING FUN OF MY LACK OF BEING ABLE TO SPELL FRENCH WORDS!

roseeyes: unfortunatly my brother is a million times bigger than me.

yoji: oh yeah, i forgot you watch heroes.

stephy: i make dirty words pretty, fo sho.


So, the viewing was yesterday. It wasn't too bad, not as bad as I thought. I'm just kind of an awkward kid and am equally awkward in social situations.

My uncle, who is our landlord is a total douchebag. He told my brother that he would not be acknowledging my mom and I, big fucking deal. I don't want to talk to him anyway, but i did hear him talking about my mom and I got upset about it.

I fucking hate him.

My uncles body was strange, it just looked...I dunno, unreal. Maybe it was because I haven't seen him in such a long time but he didn't even look like himself. Creepy.

I tried to avoid the casket but my grandma made me go up there with her so I was standing there uncomfortable.

Mostly I hung out with my cousin Ashley and my brother. The two of them are a lot alike and are very outgoing while I am not so much. So, they were being all loud and outrageous while I was sitting there quietly.

The rosary cemermony was long and repetitive. I'm not a practicing catholic so I didn't know what to do with the hand motions and things.

We were there for a long time. From like five until nine at night. They had food set up for each family and our food sucked, the other families had better food and Timmy [my brother] ended up stealing cookies from another family's table while Ashley was pedoing little kids.

She also spit tomato on me but it was on accident.

Timothy and I talked to our cousin Michale, who is the same age as me, I thought he was older. But anyway he shook my brothers hand and he went to shake mine but I was like "Hug?" So, we hugged and I got nicknamed the hug ninja.

lawl.

Before the viewing my mom was smoking so I smelt like cigarette smoke really bad so, we went into this Walgreens and I sprayed tester perfume on myself.

Funeral is today at ten in the morning. I'm not really looking forward to it but at least I have a new shirt to wear so, I won't look horribly inappropriet.

xoxo

cassie


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