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Thursday, December 11, 2008


We Need Umbrellas On The Inside
listening to: don't you know who i think i am?-fall out boy

writing: something new

icon of the day:
joncer is good too.

Cassie's Comment Corner:

roseeyes: no, i'm not really having a hard time with it just that it's a pretty shitty time in my life right now.

stephy: yeah, my brother is like that, he's all super outgoing and i tend to be more reserved.

yoji: yeah, i think hug ninja is cute, i had jenny change it to my myspace name for me.

jenny: i did read THAT post. the timing is uncanny right? ha ha i know, i was like Jenny is already gonna know this stuff. you smelt soooooooooooo good. i could've hugged/straddled you all day. lawl. but then i felt bad because you were alergic. ily and your shitty comments.

angel zakuro: yeah, i still don't really know what happened to him. old age i guess? but he wasn't even that old.


The funeral was yesterday and the day didn't even start off good. The night before I had been on the internet, to update and whatnot and I was so tired that I guess when I went to bed I forgot to change the phone line over, meaning that no one could call all night or in the morning.

The plan had been that my aunt was going to come pick up my mom and I at nine in the morning so we got up at eight-thirty and my mom is asking me about the phone and I realized I had forgot to switch the phone line so she's bitching at me for that. To make matters worse, my aunt shows up at that time, says that the time was wrong and that she was trying to call all morning and that she wouldn't give us a ride because she couldn't wait around.

My mom freaked on me, it was terrible. She was all like "I'll never forgive you, you're an idiot" things like that.

It all turned out being fine in the end because my cousin gave us a ride and we weren't too late or anything and my aunt didn't even need to be there that early so she could've gave us a ride.

My brother was a paubear so I didn't see him much at all. The songs made my mom cry. I didn't think I was going to cry at all but then they played this country song about a little girl and her dad and it was so sad! Sad enough that 95% of the people started to cry..including me.

The mass took a long time. Lot's of things to do when it comes to catholic masses. Lot's of standing and sitting and kneeling. The ceremony was nice though, really inspired me religiously, even though I'm not catholic.

The cemetary was freezing and someone fell in the snow. They did a gun salute for my uncle because he was in the army when he was younger. My brother got one of the shells.

Went to the luncheon after that. Sat with my cousin and my brother and it's kind of sad because I'm not really super close to either side of my family. Like, a few aunts and uncles here and there but no one I spend huge amounts of time with.

Ugh, I just wish I wasn't so awkward. I really don't know what to do in social situations.

My brother did a ham dance.

Came home and I was going to go to sleep but then my aunt and my cousin Ashley came over so I hung out with her and we cuddled on the couch because we were cold and our mom's kept opening the door.

We looked through old pictures and my old yearbooks and Ashley saw Danny in one of them and she was like "I don't like him." And she referred to him as 'Cassie's Danny' Ha, whatever, I don't care anymore.

They stayed forever and we had taco bell and then they left and I went to sleep because my brother went to dinner with this girl from his school so, I didn't even wake up until like, one in the morning so, now I'm awake and updating but I'm probably just going to go back to sleep after I'm done.

What's weird about the funeral is that it really made me aware of death and the fact that one day even I'm going to die so yeah...I might just slip into depression for the next few days as that tends to happen from time to time.

Don't worry about me though, and sorry this is so long.

xoxo

Cassie

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