Monday, November 12, 2007

   black rain
this weekedn kinda..sucked
oh well........
i missed u guys T_T
i dun wanna go next weekend...and i might not
but...i dont wanna stay here anymore either.....
i love my ipod ^_^
um.......
i threw a tomato at my grandpa :x
he accused meof stealing a knife he found at the levee...and i have NEVER stolen a thing in my entire life
he found the damn thing on the floor next to his bed...and never appologised T_T
oh well....
um...i wanna talk to u guys.......
wow, i have 8 pms...and 2 comments...how...homosexual
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Friday, November 9, 2007

   jailbreak
hi everyone ^_^
yesterday, i left my phone on the bus...and when i got on the bus in the morning, i didint see it there...so my dad cancled the phone....i found it on the floor of the bus this afternoon XD
so....its still cancled
im goin hunting again this weekend...i'll be bak on monday night...so long apart from u guys T_T
even tho only 2 of u pmk me...and i only have 3 of u commenting..........
i still miss u T_T
um...still cant find those chords..........
i also made up my mind yesterday
when i get out of school, im moving out of this state XD
iono which state i wnna move to yet....got any suggestions XD
i need to got somewhere thats warm, like here, but...different :p
iono...i just dont wanna b here anymore....
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Thursday, November 8, 2007

   supernaut
HI XD
nothin happend yesterday
at least nothin i can remember
I CNAT FIND ANY CHORDS TO ANYTHING TODAY XD
i cant find the conecter for my ipod...so i cant get more songs -_-
and i was gonna put up pics o me.....but
1 i dont like posing...or just standing there during a pic
2 i cant find the conecerthingy for the camera either........

today i was dropping EVERYTHING
even my pen...my bookbag..anything anyone would give me, i dropped
XD

et and brandon took speed in history class today XD

laaaaaaaa.................
i didnt
didnt want to

laterz XD

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

no title
Once there were two women
Who never knew each other;
One you do not remember,
The other you call "Mother."
Two different lives
Shaped to make you one;
One became your guiding star,
The other became your sun.

The first one gave you life,
And the second taught you to live it;
The first gave you a need for love,
The second was there to give it.

One gave you a nationality,
The other gave you a name;
One gave you talent,
The other gave you aim.

One gave you emotions,
The other calmed your fears;
One saw your first sweet smile,
The other dried your tears.

One sought for you a home
That she could not provide;
The other prayed for a child
And her hope was not denied.

And now you ask me
Through your tears ...
The age old question,
Unanswered through the years.

Heredity or environment ...
Which are you a product of?
Neither ... my darling ... neither,
Just two different kinds of love!


~ Author Unknown ~



i actually cryed when i read this
something i havent done since the day my brother died
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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

dirty woman XD
well
today was ok...kinda cold tho
OH
the bus driver is still using the AC XD
it gets so cold
fraid i'll freeze my balls of O_O
theres still like, 10 songs i havent listened to on my ipod yet XD
and...i feel like dancing :|
i cant wait till summer
i gotta drivers licence
ROAD TRIP :D:D:D:D
iono who i will take wid me tho...or if i'll take anyone...............

or where i'll go...where ever i go tho..i wanna get lost XD



The neon lights are shining on me again
I walk the lonely streets in search of a friend
I need a lady to help me to get through the night, threw the night
If I could find her then everything would be alright
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Monday, November 5, 2007

   Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

well
today was okieday....tho...the time changepissed me off
i usually sleep on the bus...but today the sun was in my eye when i layed down
so...i was so tired
for a little while any way hehe ^_^
i was really...really hyper during lunch ^_^
like, fuckin crazy
then.....i got home...and whent to sleep :D
then i got up...and no one was on O_O
so...i started looking threw my pm box...at my saved pms....wich made me think about...people i used to talk to..the i looked into my archives...makes me depressed..like, alot........

see ya guys ^_^
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Sunday, November 4, 2007

if i close my eyes forever......
hey everyone...
im siting here, and im supposed to completely redo my speech
beacause......i didnt "offer solutions" to the worlds problems
so...im doin one on deforestation
i know nothing about it
im seriousely thinking about just taking a O for the assignment
i get SO nerviouse when i stand in front of people
like, i freeze up
so.....iono
plus i donno if i can pull a speech out o my ass the night b4 speech day
but...we'll see
yesterday blowed camel balls
dad told me we wer gonna work on his car saturday. no biggie.
but we actually went to work on the swamp buggy -_-
had tro replace the right rear axel, and replace the brearings in the front 2 wheels
we left at 6 in the mouring, and ot back at8 at night
i do have a rightouse tan tho......
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Friday, November 2, 2007

   shot in the dark
out on street
im stakin the night
i can hear my heavy breathing
aim for the kill
but it doesnt seem right
something else i can believe in.....

LALALALALA
HHHHIII EVERYONE
OMG
OMG
IM SOO HYPER :D:D
um...today was cool
except i got to school early..really early, like, 6:50 am
so...i do wut we always do.........
we go behind the portables XD
no cameras there
so we can screw around there all we want.........
well.............we screwed around ^_^
the muchies hit me full on around
luch time
i dont have money wid me any more
i bought some stuff from my freinds b4 school
so...i borrowed a dollar from brian, bought some chips
i get to class
still hungry
I HAD TO EAT PAPER >_< i was that hungry
never so hungry

im stayin this weekend ^_^
so..talk to me XD
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

   Black Illusion
hey everyone ^_^
IM ALL WET >_<
theres a tropical storm down here...its so windy :D i almost skipped school and went to the beach :p but...speech
um..it got postponed to (T_T)
i cant believe dat.......
i didnt dress out in personal fitness today
me an Alferdo started walkin around the track...wich is what we have to do all period when we dont dress out
its started POURIN
man...i was soaked to the fuckin bone...still am to >_< my ipod, phone and other stuff i had r all wet...but my phone and ipod work ^_^
any way....i had math next period, and i have a seat rite in front of the ac...and the teach wouldnt turn it off...
i was actually shivering O_O like, bad....
OH happy haloweener ^_^
um...my speech iz here...tell meh wut yall think about it okieday? tho..u dont haveta read it if ya dont want.......

What’s Wrong?

When this project was first assigned, I had no idea what to do. I almost didn’t even do it, at all. The problem wasn’t the work, or the research, or even the presenting this in front of the class. The real problem was that I don’t have any strong feelings about any issues plaguing today’s world. I don’t have answers to all the world’s problems. I can barely keep track of what’s going on in my own life.
In my short time here on earth, I have listened to many different people and their many different opinions. I have heard so many facts about so many things and listened to many stories. Truth is, I have no answers to all the world’s troubles. The very best I can do is try to simply identify them. There will always be problems, for humans will always complain about something or another. People need to have something to complain about. I have no idea why; I have never understood it myself. I don’t like complaining. I usually accept things as they come.
Every part of the world has a different set of problems, so I will only address the U.S.’s problems. I have heard of countless issues concerning our nation’s shortcomings, pollution, animal abuse, government corruption, health care, gas prices, racism, over population, obesity, immigration, abortion, and the list goes on and on…..
I say the problem is us, the middle class, the upper class, everyone. People tend to start problems, just for the sake of stirring up trouble. People get so consumed in complaining, obsessing over things, that they neglect what’s right in front of them. People can get so involved in global warming or going to war with other countries, that they forget to help people right here, not the people living here in 2050, when the world’s temperatures 5 degrees warmer, and not the people overseas fighting (no offense to soldiers). No, I mean the people in OUR country, right now.
I also noticed people have very little respect for their surroundings, or for other people, or the places they live, or spend most of their time in. they have no integrity. I’ve seen people in stores, knocking things over, by accident or other wise, and just leave the things laying there on the floor. Or look at this very school; floors covered with gum, kids spitting on the floors, almost everything is in poor condition, and the things that aren’t the kids will break at some point or another. Why would people do things like that? But it’s not just the kids, contrary to popular belief. Adults do the same things, most of the time worse. I have no idea where the idea came from that the past generations weren’t as bad as this one, but in reality there’s not much difference.
Once again, I have no solution to all of this. How do you improve society’s morals? I mean, there’s no such thing as perfect, there will always be bad people, or some problem with the environment, or a government scandal, but I think we can do better than this.

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

CH CH CH CH CHERRY BOMB XD
WWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEE
i got out at 10:30 today
early release.........
oh...i did the speech thingy.....um
iono if i should put it up on here tho.....
i mean, its not THAT long...but iono if yall'll read it........
and....iono
its true and kinda about me, wich i really dont mind.......some of it sounds confusing tho..and i wrote it :|

um today was cool
et's bein an asshole lately T_T
he no talkin to me that much.....oh well
um..........HI :D
im hyper...i slept when i got home ^_^
i havent been sleepin that great for a while now...but i slept good...almost like history sleepin good O_O ( i sleep in history class)
and...some of the others :p

uh........HEY GUYS
*hugs* see u guys later ^_^


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