Saturday, February 19, 2005

   well, just to let you know...
//edit// yeah, btw, I fainted when they took my blood out. It wasn't the sight of it (I see my own blood often) but my blood sugar automatically dropped so low that I fainted. Just the way my body reacts when blood is literally sucked out instead of pulsing out from a free-bleeding wound, scrape, or laceration. I can't get that metallic smell out of my clothes.

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just to let you know...I'm working on requests you've given me, you know who you are. It's just a but hectic since it's eigth grade year and I'm caught up w/ all this highschool stuff it kinda cutting in. btw, there's some stuff i post on deviantart that i don't post here since it's not really anime, but it's still my art. if you wanna see, just copy and paste:

http://bringerofblack.deviantart.com/

in your address bar.
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Could you tell me... (survey)
1) Have you ever loved someone (not infatuation/puppy love, REAL LOVE like you would sacrifice yourself for them) out side of your family? Has someone outside of your family ever loved you OR had a crush on you OR was infatuated with you?

- No

- No

2) Do you want to commit suicide?

- Yes, but I believe it is selfish so I will not.

3) Would you ever kill another person?

- Hate to say, but yes.

4) Participate in social events, observe carefully, or avoid completely?

- observe human behavior carefully

5) Do you hate yourself or what you've become?

- Yes

6) What are you looking for?

- Myself

7) What is your brightest philosophy? Your darkest?

- "We are all the same in the context of all of us being different."

- "Everything that happens in your life, good or bad, is your fault and yours alone."

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What about you?
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

oh wow...nice quiz for valentines day...creepy though
Happy Valentine's Day! (I feel so unloved..T-T *sniffle sniffle*)

LJ Friends Meme by

• You must tell 17 people about this game.
• vince is the one that you love.
• damien is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about ryan.
• kelsey is the one who knows you very well.
• jessica is your lucky star.
• breaking the habit is the song that matches with vince.
• numb is the song for damien.
• S.O.S is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Days go by is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

This thing scared the poopy out of me...too accurate...*shudders*

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Monday, February 14, 2005

   wee
Yay, I got a new avi. Just in case you dunno who they are, the noodle-stealing bishies are:

Dark (hottie), Vincent Valentine (dead sexy, esp. the claw), Jin Kaze (cutie), Yoko Kurama (hot), Auron (sexy), Zexion (sexion), Sephiroth (hottie), Riku (hot), Seig Hart (sexy), Musica (hot), Yue (hot), and Sago (Hyper mode - cutie).

Don't bash on my taste, alright?
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Sunday, February 13, 2005

   Submissions
Yeah, they've temporarily disabled submissions, so yeah, I had this old character design I found and I wanted to show it to you. I posted the prototype on deviantArt. My scanner messed up the shades of blue and stuff...*sniffle* So anyways, copy and paste this in your address bar if you wanna see it. I'll try to get a better version on theotaku when they enable submissions again.

http://bringerofblack.deviantart.com/

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Anyways, yesterday was the Valentine's dance...there wasn't really much dancing and the guyz got in trouble for starting a moshpit. T-T Why? No one is gonna get hurt in a moshpit *crosses fingers* My best friend told my mom I was being a loner again, and I told her that I had come for the free food and possible moshpit (which didn't happen) and not for the socialization oppurtunity. I hate labels when you put them on people.
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

   ahem
ok, I just have to put this up. Any WrathOfPink fans (my equally good at drawing best friend) is no longer going to draw anime. Perhaps she will post some of her old pictures, by she has moreso made a transition to surrealist. Right now I could be a realist, but I like being at myO with you guyz. ~_0
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Friday, February 11, 2005

fortification
I'm so lost...I know everything is changing and it will always remain that way. I keep fortifying the walls around me, and I doubt I'll make many friends in highschool. I never did make many friends. People think I'm just the perfect little quiet girl who sits in the corner, then, when I finally get a close friend, they call me lesbo. WTH is up with that?! I dunno, there's something I need to rid myself of; I just need to breathe and come back into reality. I need my alone time...and I get it. If anyone has any advice, please give it.
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

drowsy
stupid insomnia! can't sleep properly...oh yeah...there's a mock academic decathlon on Friday and I have to go buy some desserts...heh heh, I remember last year when I was a seventh-grader I beat out an eigth grader (the teacher's daughter) and got the core spot as the English/Language Arts/Spelling team representative, but this year, I was kinda all like "Am I gonna get beat by a seventh grader?" But yeah, I didn't so I have the spot again this year... Then on Saturday, we have our Valentine's Dance. No one's gonna dance--we'll all just be talking cuz no one has the guts to start dancing, but if the boys start a moshpit...count me in! *falls asleep and drools on keyboard* [mumbling] must finish...requests...so much other things to do...must find time... *drools some more* *types in sleep* o_O??
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

oh wow
Great, I just took my highschool placement test at NDA. That test was easy as crakin a crab open with a mallent (fairly easy, but not as fun as cracking the crab open) but it was long...I got there at 8 and left there at 12. I finished every question, though. Yeah, I got straight A's on my report card so guess what I got...PRISMACOLORS! I dunno if I've already told ya, but they're the best pencils I've ever used! *huggles colored pencils and water soluble graphite sketcher* My friend (WrathOfPink) has developed a compulsive obsession for the color "lime green" so I used that color in my latest pic. Not done yet, but it's something quick to commemerate 777 hits. But now, I've got to go and do some research on Hitler and how a trial is conducted (we're putting Hitler "on trial" at school as a project. I got stuck with an all-boys group again for this one. They expect me to do the majority of the work. Mortl is smart, why not have him do a lot of the work?!?! BTW, I do NOT, repeat do NOT like Mortl. Benitez keeps sayin I do, and I take a pen and go "WTH, you want some of this?!") Oh yeah, I went to the beach on Friday. That same day I was talking with kels (WOP) and why I dun like beaches. Why you ask? Cuz I don't like to see shirtless guyz. No "chunkiness" population on the Cali beaches.

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Weird convo about Vincent Valentine from FFVII:

WOP: so how's vincent?

me: huh?

WOP: is his d*ck metal?

me: no, just his arm.

WOP: how would you know, have you been looking up vincent porno?

me: NO!!! and i don't even think there is any.

WOP: yeah, me either. Wait...

me:...?

WOP: *laughs* you fell for it! how would you know his d*ck isn't metal!?

me: o_O;; you suck! that is so not funny!

WOP: you effed the TV!

me: but I don't even have the game! o_O

WOP: I know. *evil laugh*
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   oh my boredom
I can tell you that my highscool placement/entrance exam is on Saturday...and that I fell asleep in class today.

Just...soo...boring...and I'm soo tired. It's 12:12am and I'm not done w/ my homework!

I've been drawing in class lately and the product is a weird lil comic...so yeah. My inner creativity must be taking a snooze.
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